There He Is Again My Ex Husband by Emily Jenkins

She said that she didn't like he always dressed in black, white and gray, which made him look like cold and inhumane. Therefore,
although his job required that he'd better dress these three colors, he was still willing to make changes and slowly add more
colors into his clothes.
For example, he would wear light blue, navy blue and royal blue shirts that she bought for him on a whim, and he even tied the
pink tie she deliberately bought for him for fun. He would also wear some light beige camel clothes when he didn't wear formal
uniforms in private because he heard that was a warm color.
He knew that she liked to chase pop stars. According to incomplete statistics, there were at least five male celebrities whom she
liked. At first, he was jealous, but later he was bored of being jealous.
Although he was jealous, he had bought her tickets for concerts several times. According to Julian's relationships, he even took
her to the backstage to get signature and take photos with those pop stars. He had no feelings for these pop stars before.
However, at this moment, facing the shock feelings of the girl, Phil could only swallow all the words to be refuted.
He got up and refilled a bowl of soup for her and changed the topic, "Let's eat."
"Thank you." Anya took over the bowl and continued to eat. They said nothing more.
From the tragic divorce to a few months of no news and to now, they were sitting together for dinner but were speechless, which
was Phil never thought of.
When they were eating in the past, he felt quite pleasant. Why didn't anyone talk now?
If Phil could, he wanted to say something, but he was afraid of what he said was wrong, so he had to keep silent. As for Anya,
she naturally would not take the initiative to say something to Phil.
Under the silence, Phil recalled the past of the them. It seemed that he was always the initiative one to find a topic to chat with
her. Sometimes he deliberately teased her, and she would be annoyed and chatter a lot.
However, she had almost never taken the initiative to share joys or sorrows with him.
Obviously, she never really opened her heart to him.
Phil only felt he was ridiculous in the past. All day long, he confidently thought that she could not live without him, thinking that he
already knew her very well.

She actually did have sex with him, but she was so stubborn that her heart had never been open to him.
He, Phil Henderson, was a complete loser.
Phil thought that maybe they were right to divorce, because in such a situation could he reflect on himself rationally and soberly.
He suddenly realized that there were so many problems between him and Anya.
In the past, he always felt that the age gap had led to disagreements between them. He always felt that she was too young and
capricious, so he could spoil her endlessly and didn't care about that.
But now he found that the differences between them came not from age, but from him. He had never really tried to understand
her attentively.
The more Phil thought about himself, the more anger he became and the more apology he felt for Anya, who was forced to
become silent by his stress in those years.
He used to think that she was childish, but now he found that the ignorant person was him.
Thinking about this, he suddenly lost his appetite to eat. The meals he cooked in front of him didn't smell good.
Just then, Anya on the opposite side said lightly, "If you don't want to, you cannot stay and eat."
Anya looked at the man who frowned, sighed and didn't eat, thinking that he didn't want to have dinner with her at the same
table.
It was not hard to understand. The way she asked for divorce was so tragic that it must have made him lose face among his
friends. It was explainable that he would hate her. It was not easy for him to cook for her due to the child.
She shouldn't have left him for dinner just now. Both of them felt embarrassed.
Phil's expression stiffened and realized that the situation was not good. He quickly explained, "You misunderstood me. It's not I'm
not unwilling to have dinner with you. I'm just thinking how bad I was to you before."
It was Anya who was stunned for a moment right now. But she then laughed, "No, you didn't treat me badly. You were very kind
to me."
He was well-known among their friends for his kindness to her, which was endless indulgence and endless pampering.

What did he have to reflect on?
"Anya." Phil whispered her name.
He knew that there were too many problems between them. He could not change that in a few words. But he still wanted to state
his position again, "What I just apologized to you was sincere and honest."
"I'm really aware of the problems between us, and I hope we can communicate more in the future."
Anya squeezed her lips and didn't say anything. She annoyed him a little in her heart.
Could he stop now?
Whether he changed it or not, she didn't want to be with him again.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, Phil simply changed the topic and actively care about her, "I don't think you eat enough. Is
the food unpalatable?"
Anya shook her head, "No."
She thought for a second and then said, "You cooked so many dishes. I'm afraid I will get fat. To be honest, pregnant women are
easy to get fat..."
Anya had always cared about her appearance since she was a child. She had never gained weight these years. Moreover, she
had the habit of fitness and maintained herself slim and fit. She can't accept that she will be obese because of pregnancy, so she
instinctively controlled her diet.
After all, there were too many women who became obese because of pregnancy in daily life. Especially during confinement,
women ate a lot because they wanted to give their children enough nutrition. At the end, they gained weight inevitably.
Anya can't imagine she would become like that. If so, she may be depressed.
Listening to her worries, Phil laughed and spoke in a low voice, "Don't worry about this. My recipe is specially designed by a
dietitian. Look at Emelia, she gave birth to twins but didn't get fat."
Phil was clear about Anya's worry for appearance, so he asked Julian for the contact information of the dietitian, who worked for
Emelia, in advance. He asked the dietitian to prepare a recipe for Anya. The food he cooked strictly followed the recipe.

Anya was surprised that Phil thought so carefully. She lowered her eyes and said, "Thank you..."
It turned out that he had a nutritious recipe. She thought that he cooked so many meals to fat her so that his child could be
nutritious enough.
It was she who misunderstood him.
What about Phil?
He saw through Anya's thoughts at a glance. He didn't know what he should say.
In her eyes, everything he did was only for the child in her belly. But as far as he was concerned, everything he did was for her.
If the child wasn't their child, he would not have any patience as she thought.
He was not a person who liked children. It was only because it was Anya and his child that he would love him or her. Just like the
proverb said, "Love me, love my dog".