There He Is Again My Ex Husband by Emily Jenkins

Anya changed her shoes in a complicated mood. As soon as she raised her head, she saw Phil coming out of the kitchen. She
instinctively looked away and refused to look at him.
In contrast, Phil greeted her gently as if nothing had happened between the them, "Just came back?"
Anya answered stiffly, "Uh-huh."
The man said again, "You can wash your hands and eat."
"Okay." Anya with her eyes lowered, went straight to wash hands.
Looking at her silent back, Phil felt gloomy. He had never noticed before that how depressing she was when she kept silent.
Every time when she was unhappy, he thought she was making trouble with him, and that she deliberately tossed him and
wanted him unpleasant. Now he found that her unhappiness was true.
Phil thought about himself in the past and felt a little ironic.
What he did in the past was indeed a little arrogant like a robber. Maybe it was because he enjoyed too many women's worship
and admiration since he became famous at a young age, so that he felt he could easily get anyone.
Anya was what he wanted. He loved her and was indeed sincere to her. But it seemed that he had always used the wrong way
because of his pride.
He believed that he gave her everything he thought was the best and protected her under his wings to make her worry-free. He
thought that was to love her.
But he forgot how she felt and whether she wanted such love. She was a flesh-and-blood person, not an object without soul and
life.
Anya had washed her hands and sat down at the table. She initiatively invited the man who took off his apron and seemed to be
about to leave, "Would you like to eat together?"
He cooked a lot of dishes. Anya felt sorry if she did not invite him.
Besides, she can't eat so much and waste food.

Phil wanted to stay and eat with her from the bottom of his heart, but considering the current rigid relationship between them, he
felt that if he had the nerve to stay, he would look disrespectful of her.
But now that she had offered to invite, he was a little flattered.
Looking at the girl opposite uncertainly, he asked tentatively, "Are you sure to let me stay?"
Anya lowered her eyes and picked up the dishes and fork, "Don't cook so much afterwards. I can't finish it at all."
Phil realized that she did not invite him for any personal feelings at all. She was purely afraid of wasting.
He sat down opposite with a fork, and heard Anya say, "My tutor's wife wanted to learn how to play piano. I will teach her every
Saturday morning later."
Anya also just learned today that her tutor's wife was not in good health. It was not convenient for her to go outside, so Anya had
to teach her at her home. Anya didn't say that she was pregnant. She didn't think it was a reason for refusal.
Many women in the workplace still worked when they were pregnant and didn't take a vacation until a day or two before the
expected date of delivery. As for her, teaching piano was not a big deal. Although it may take some time on the road, it was not a
problem for her to take the subway or take a taxi.
At present, there was nothing inconvenient for her to take the subway. In the later stage of pregnancy, she either took a taxi to
class or temporarily suspended classes.
After saying that, Anya continued to eat. She was ready for Phil's strongly objection. He had always been like this, as long as he
felt bad, he would strongly stop her.
But she couldn't hide this from Phil. He was in charge of her diet, so she would need to tell him if she came back late or didn't
come back at noon on Saturday.
Secondly, he was the father of the child. Now that he was by her side, she needed to tell him whereabouts, otherwise he will
worry about the child.
What surprised Anya was that Phil did not strongly object that she was not allowed to go, but asked calmly, "Do you need me to
pick you up?"
Anya raised her eyes and looked at him slightly stunned.

Was the sun coming out from the west today? Why did he become so talkative?
According to his personality, shouldn't he immediately take a poker face and scold her that she can't toss like this as a pregnant
woman?
Why was he so calm and asked her if she needed to pick up and drop off?
Was he agreeing to her to do this job?
Anya's expression well explained how domineering Phil was in the past. Phil naturally felt it. He looked at the girl in front of him
and solemnly apologized, "Anya, I'm sorry."
His sudden apology stunned Anya.
She heard him say again, "The past between us...was I imposed on you which made you feel unhappy for four years. I'm sorry.
It's all my fault."
"I'm so domineering and selfish that I have never cared about your feelings. I think I love you, but I have been hurting you."
The expression on Anya's face was even more shocking because she didn't expect Phil to apologize so solemnly.
It was not that he hadn't apologized to her before. Most of time he would apologize first when they quarreled, but his apology
was not sincere enough. It was just to make her happy and no longer quarreled with him.
In order to hide her embarrassment, Anya had to quickly bow her head to eat. She couldn't figure out why Phil suddenly did this.
She never understood his thoughts.
Seeing that the girl ignored his apology and showed a look like she didn't believe it at all, Phil couldn't stop sighing at the bottom
of his heart. How much psychological harm did he have caused to her before?
Thinking of this, in order to show his sincerity, he once again stated, "I will change myself in the future."
Anya was suddenly choked by a mouthful of soup she had just drunk. Phil was really abnormal tonight. He reflected on himself,
which made her very uncomfortable.
Phil didn't expect Anya's reaction towards his apology and repentance would be like this. He handed her a tissue immediately
and then squeezed his lips.

Didn't she believe that he would change? She almost choked on herself.
"No, you don't have to change it." Anya resumed her breath and said, "You don't have to change for me. Don't waste time on
such a meaningless thing."
In the implication, she didn't plan to be reconciled to him even if he changed, so he'd better not waste time on it.
Phil had never been so discouraged in his life. Now he tried the carrot and stick approach, but she was not swayed.
In fact, he made a lot of changes for her. Although she said she liked the smell of tobacco and alcohol on him which was very
masculine, it was limited to when she was in a good mood.
Most of the time, she hated that smell. He was kicked out of the bedroom for several times because he had the smell after going
for social events. So, he gradually quit smoking and drinking. Except for necessary events that he couldn't get rid of it, he hardly
drunk or smoked.
You know, as a lawyer, he used to smoke. Especially when he dealt with difficult cases, he urgently needed tobacco to relieve his
pressure.
But later he gradually quit this behavior because she disliked it.