FULL NOVELXO Chapter 12
Camryn's POV
Clutching the white blanket around my body, I slowly rose from the bed. But I froze instantly when I felt the man laying beside me, naked in his glory, stirred suddenly. The strong pounding of my heart rapidly beating inside my chest made me grip my hold tighter on the blanket. I tilt my head to the side and saw that he was still asleep and I exhaled deeply. Swaying down my legs from the bed, I slowly stood up. Careful not to make any sound to not wake him up. As I stand up, I felt my knees wobble and it almost made me squeak. So my hand instantly flew to my mouth to cover it up to not let out a sound. With these shaky legs, it would be impossible for me to walk.
'I had to walk. I had to go to the bathroom.'
Steadying my legs and gulping deeply, I slowly walk my way to the bathroom. Once I made it inside, I release my breath that I didn't know I was been holding. I lean my head on the door and close my eyes, calming the rapid beating of my heart.
'No time for rest Camryn' my mind whispered to me. My heavy tired eyes instantly open. I need to take a shower quickly and be back on the bed before he wakes up.
Dropping the blanket on the floor, I hurriedly went inside the shower. As the cold water kiss my skin, I started to roughly scrub my neck, shoulder, my aching breast, and my whole body. Scrubbing hard over and over again until my skin gets red and numb from my harsh scrub, hoping that rubbing the soap on my body would wash away and clean my entire body from the man who'd abused and devoured me over and over, again, and again like I was some kind of a sex slave to him.
As the water kept pouring down on me, my tears are also streaming down along with the cold water. I bite my lips hard not to let out a cry.
This was my daily routine. I don't even know what time is it or if it's morning or nighttime already. I don't know anything about what's been happening outside this room. There were no windows here. The door in this room was always closed and locked. There was one time I only had the chance to take a glimpse outside of this room when one of his men came here to deliver my food. But I only saw a wall across the door with a flickering light hanging on it. It was also the same man who always deliver my meals. I tried talking to him and asking him some questions as to where I am but I only got a silent treatment. If there's one thing he had said to me is that he never forgets to acknowledge me as his Luna. So because of it, the way he addresses me, I figured out that the rogue who had marked me, whose name until now I don't even know was their Alpha. He is the Alpha of the rogues! And that I am their Luna!
I was losing hope. Losing hope that until now, I was still here and that nobody would ever save and rescue me to get out of there. That I will now be forever locked up here with that awful and brute beast of a man!
I cried even harder when my mind instantly remind me of my wolf. I felt like I was slowly dying inside every second that passes by.
Without my wolf, I am no one. I am now, a nobody. I will just forever be a breeding human for that sick rogue!
The bathroom door suddenly flew open and that rogue stepped inside with a sickening smile on his face. My heart jumps right out of my chest when he joins me in the shower. My body instantly gets stiff when I felt his rough hands touch my shoulder and he lean down to kiss me there.
"You are so good" his devilish hands started to roam my body "Your scent is intoxicating which made me want you more and more" he dip his finger inside me making me shudder "I would never get tired of you." I gulp hard as I brace myself for another wave of his lustiness.
'Here we go again'
He has the strength and stamina to do this to me over and over while I, my weary tired mind and weak body was already broken and wasted but for him, he thinks that I'm always ready.
He withdraws his finger and replaces his already hard member. I suck in a huge breath as he plunges himself inside me. I let out a sob and beg him to stop. His callous hand covered my mouth and lean down to my ears and whispered "You don't have the right to beg for you are my mate and my Luna" Every inch of my already bruised and frail body was screaming to him to stop for I can't hold it anymore. I was so tired, damn tired of giving myself to him. On using my body just to satisfy his needs. His lustful needs. My weak knees are giving out but he holds me up and drags me out of the shower. He push me in front of the sink and made me look at my reflection in the mirror.
Seeing my appearance in the mirror had my breath hitch in my throat. I already don't recognize myself anymore. My once vibrant eyes are now puffed up from crying. Dark circles are already around my eyes. My long wavy hair was now dull and lifeless. My beautiful skin was now pale from the lack of sunlight and fresh air. Black and blue mark was scattered all over my body.
'Is this me?'
I shut my eyes with tears flowing down my cheeks. Not want to take a look anymore at my wasted lifeless appearance. It pains me like a knife cutting through every bit of my skin knowing how badly of my condition I had become with the hands of this fucking rogue! He had taken and devoured me like a sweet dessert now and then. And the sad part of it is that I can't even do anything about it. It was useless to fight him and go against his will every time I tried to defy what he wants he would beat me to death until I can't move and feel my own body. Bruises would cover my entire body if I still tried to fight him. So I just kept my mouth shut and just wait for him to finish me off.
"Why are you so afraid to look at your beautiful body?" his disgusting voice shook me to the core.
"Is this fucking beautiful to you?" I had said to myself many times to shut my mouth and just keep my thoughts to myself but I can't stop to retort back at him "Is this the way you treat your mate? Your Luna? You are so fucking pathetic!"
He gave my butt a hard slap that made my knees give up. I fall on the bathroom floor, my butt hit the rough tiled floor adding more stinging pain to my already bruised bum.
He snaps up my hair holding it firmly "You don't get it? You never learn! I've already told you I will break you over and over and I will never get tired of it until you accept the fact that this is now your life! So if I were you, get used to this!" The next thing he did make me throw up. He plunges his disgusting manhood inside my mouth until it hit the walls of my throat. It was a forbidden and sickening sight to see my heartbreaking state. He keeps coming in and out of my now dirty and gross mouth with tears pouring down my face. I felt sick, and dirty of myself! Of my entire body! Closing my fist at my sides as I hear him grunt and scream his pleasures squirting his seed all over my face. He let go after he finishes satisfying himself. I fall laying on the cold floor leaving me hopelessly crying.
After several minutes or hours maybe but it felt like forever lying here inside the bathroom. I tried to sit up but my sore butt made it impossible for me to sit upright.
'You can do this' encourage my other self inside me who had still held a little bit of hope and courage that we will eventually get through this. So I force myself to stand up. Gripping my hands tight at the bathroom sink for me to be able to stand up, I push all the strength I have to stand on my sore and unstable legs. I avoid my eyes not looking at the mirror. Turning on the faucet, I dip down my hands to wash my face, to clean myself off of his damn gross lust! Rubbing my face along with the water, I let out a sob. I cry and cried more. I felt pity for myself. Crying was the only thing I could do to let out all the hurt, all the pain that's been wrapped up in my poor little heart.
'He may have owned my entire body but he will never have my heart
I will never let that happen. He will never have my love for him! Until my very last breath, I will never give up what's little left in me and that is my heart.
Turning off the water, I suddenly heard a commotion outside. Though I feel drained and weak, I strive to step on my foot until I reach the bathroom door. Opening it, I slowly peek outside. I saw him standing by the door, his back to me, and talking to someone. I silently listen to their conversation.
"If they think they would easily hunt us here then they have thought wrong" Then he let out a rude laugh.
"They have already scouted all the areas around the kingdom except here," said the man he was talking to which I can't see his face.
"Just make sure you keep track of them. Always have a lookout to secure our area. Tighten the securities, especially at the cells where we held captive all the she-wolves. Make sure no one would hear them and don't starve them, we need them alive."
I didn't hear any response to what he said. Maybe the wolf just nudge his head in response to his Alpha.
"Tell Ivan to get some food here. And new clothes and blankets for your Luna. Now, leave!" his stern voice echoed in the room. But before his men leave I heard him say "Right away, Alpha Malka" Then the sound of the closing of the door reach my ears, and I also gently close the bathroom door.
My heart started pounding again but not for fear but for the little hope that started to ignite upon hearing their conversation.
'That means someone has been searching for us. For me?'
I clutch my hands at my chest feeling hopeful this time that someone out there is trying to rescue us.
'Did you hear that wolf? We will be safe soon. We just have to wait a little bit longer for them to find us here
I tried talking to my wolf even though my connection to her was difficult to do. I know she can still hear me so I always talk to her and reach out my bond to her.
'My Moon Goddess please lead them here. Let them find us here and be safe.'
I compose myself not feeling hopeless anymore now that I know someone out there dared to rescue me. All I have to do right now is to be strong and wait for them to save me out of here.