One Sided Love

Kate

I woke up... n check the time

went to emma room since its, weekend so no school for emma today.... I went to my emma kissed her head n sing loudly

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU'

emma opened her beautiful eyes n give me a big smile

mama.... today im threewwww' she screamed with excited

I Laughed n said' oh you are so big... now you can go to office or even drive a car'

Emma giggled n said ' mama... im not that big... but may be next birthday I will'

I laughed at her response n I found Alex also standing there laughing.

Alex sit in emma bed n picked her n kissed her cheeks n said ' HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby'

Emma said Thank you daddy... now my gift'

He smirks n said 'well thats a surprised... n will get at your birthday party'

I looked at them admirably n told them im gonna make emma favourite breakfast chocolate pancakes.

When I went out of emma room.... I looked towards Aria nursery... normally at this time she is awake... I become worried that may be she is really sick... I open her room n found her to be awake but she was playing with her rattle n chewing that poor thing...

I picked her n kissed her rosy chubby cheeks... she is normally very active but now she looked a little weak n little hot.... I took her to the kitchen n put her in baby chair n said ' my baby is hungry... we are going to try something new'

She I almost 8 months old so we are trying new solid food

She grumbled while chewing her little fist 'ta ta.. bubiidi'

N these are her favorite words... when break fast was ready I put it in the dinning room... emma was playing with Aria... both my girls can't stay away from each other for one minute... I told emma to sit in her chair... Alex came after few seconds holding his newspaper... n after keeping a side he grab some pancakes n put in some emma plates n in his

Aria when saw Alex she giggled 'tah tah 'n waved her both hands in air... I never understand her reaction when she saw Alex ...

Alex for a minute stop n then ignored her... n that was reality slap on my face...I put food infront of Aria n kissed her head... Emma was getting distracted again n again by Aria bubbling n she laughed at her words n time to time offer her pancakes

Emma said 'Aria eat mine they are more yummy ... here open your mouth'

Aria was opening her mouth n I found that funny n I laughed a little but Alex has a,serious expression n said ' emma stay in your seat n finished your breakfast'

but daddy...

'emma eat' alex said in his daddy voice

Emma just nodded...

I try to make Aria eat her food but she was getting cranky n after few bites she was not taking anymore food... which I found to be little alarming... she has been doing this lately... then she vomited

Emma said ' eeeuuuu... Aria... I cant eat now'

I picked Aria' oh baby.... whats wrong'

Alex' kate take her somewhere look because of her emma stopped her breakfast'

I looked angry our daughter is sick n he is blaming Aria for it

I replied' oh im so sorry to disturb... but she is clearly sick that's why she threw up... don't worry I'll clean this Right now'

Alex looked guilty... but isnt he is always n still he will do this again..

He said 'I thought she doesn't want to eat that's why she is doing this'

I replied' Alex believe me she is not'

I left the room n went to my bathroom to clean her... Aria was little hot right now... n I knew she is not well... I called martha to bring Aria stuff in my room... I went to prepare a bath for Aria... may be she feel better after that... bath time is Aria favorite.... but she was still crying... after bath I put her in my bed n dressed her.... i checked her forehead she was still hot.... I become worried n called my doctor

I said 'hello doctor this is kate robins here'

She replied Oh hello kate... how are you?

'im good actually .... my daughter Aria is not well I think she is having a fever... n she just have throw up her breakfast n im worried that something else might be wrong'

She replied 'well Aria must be 8 months old isn't it... so may be she is teething.... but if her fever raised up more then bring her to me immediately cause I don't want to have her to reaction of all of sudden fever ok'

I replied' she is little hot ... but ok I bring her to your office'

I looked my beautiful baby she was still shaking her hand feet in the air

Alex came up to my room n stop when he saw Aria was there too

I never brought Aria here when Alex is around... I picked her n said ' im just taking her to nursery'

Alex said 'I heard you talk with doctor.... what she said... did you have take her?'

I was little shocked that he cares.... may be does but don't want to show it.....

I replied 'I don't know... doctor says that she might be teething that's why dhe is cranky.... but if she got fever I have to go to her'

Alex was now weirdly looking at Aria back... like he was checking her without touching.... may be Aria felt that his daddy is, around ... she turned n looked at him with pout n said ' ta ta.. bubbi' n she was throwing her hands to Alex ... like she wants him to hold her Alex looked extremely uncomfortable.... but I can't stop myself n asked ' you can hold her'

Alex flinched n said ' kate ... Im not here to act as jerk but you now I wont... so dont hope... im going to meet shawn there is some issue I will come back in evening... make sure everything is in order for party...'

N now the moody Alex is back 'you will be not disappointed'

He looked strangely at me n said' I know... I trust you'

Alex

I was sitting in shawn office but my mind keep going to kate n... Aria..... today when she was throwing her little body towards me... all I want to do picked her n checked if she is ok or not... but I can't... I won't... Emma is my everything... Shawn said something 'Dude where is your mind... whats wrong'

I replied Nothing just thinking about tonight party ... I wish Emily can see how big is emma now'

Shawn give me sad smile ' I know dude its difficult but I m sure she is happy right now when she see how kate is taking care of emma.... more than her own child... you are really lucky to have her'

Kate... damn kate... she is the reason if I find this life to be little meaningful

I stay quite but then shawn say' so have you thought about changing your family will n prenuptial agreement'

I abruptly looked at him' and why would I do that'

He replied' man... I know things have changed between kate n you... so you should think about it at least'

I replied no... I won't change a thing..... what I said before im saying this again I don't love kate nor that...her child... so let it be the way is....

Shawn angrily said 'you are an asshole...can't you see that women has been sacrificing for you so many things.... n then you can't accept her but also say shit about her... I mean Your child.... dude one day you will regret im telling you'

I replied its my life, my problem n my business to deal with.... so leave it'

Shawn glare me n said nothing.

I told shawn that im going to pick emma cake... he should come in time too...

When I enter home I saw the garden was beautifully docorated in unicorn theme... I saw some of emma school friends are also there... so guest have been coming... I looked around to see where is kate... I saw her with Rachel. kate was laughing at something Rachel had sat to her n I found that laugh to be doing strange things to me especially my manhood... and hell Kate was looking exceptionally beautiful in pink lace sun dress n her black hair was curl beautiful.... damn kate is one of a hell beautiful women... when I approached them I said ' Hello ladies... so what's you all gossiping about'

Rachel laughed n said ' Nothing just telling kate how her admirer at gym was so heart broken when he knows kate was married... you should see his face

I felt a sudden anger... how dare he... kate is mine... fuck where that came from..n she is my wife may be its right to feel possessive

I said ' really n kate never told me about her admirers at gym'

Kate looked embarrassed n blushed' Alex rachel is exaggerating nothing else...it was a guy at gym... I dont even know about but when it he just ask me out n then I told him that married'

At that time Rachel phone rings n she said she will take a minute

I said to kate 'so he even ask he out.... wow... are you really that naive..... dont you dont know he was interested in you'

She looked really confused like she has no idea... n then she smiled n said ' Alex its nothing... you dont to be jealous...I clearly told him that theres only one guy who make me happy inside out... n its you'

N there it is.... kate is becoming to love me... which I don't want... because I can't love her

I said abruptly' dont be fool im not bit of jealous its I have some reputation in the city ... n I don't want any one to see my wife with some other man or flirting with her... I will damage our name... which is totally unacceptable'

Kate flinched with my words like her slap her.... she just awkwardly look n said 'yeah you r right I will be careful next time.... I have pressed your today clothes you better get changed"

With that kate beautiful smile was gone n come with a compose guarded expression..... what a idiot im why cant I stop hurting her.... she don't deserve any of this shit I put her with.... damb true I was jealous n I don't want to admit with her n said shit... she doesn't wait more n gone to attend other guests...

The whole party was incredible everyone enjoy.... Emma both grandparents brought alot of gifts n other stuff for her.... emma was delighted n so happy that it makes me very happy... it was my present time ...

I said ' emma do you wanna see whats your birthday present .?'

Emma said 'yess... daddy I waited for too long

I laughed' ok come.... on the count of one two n ..'

Emma jumped n hugged me when she was I brought a pony for her.... I have already planned this with kate

Emma said ' thank you thank you daddy best b'day ever.... mama do you see that'

Kate smiled' oh my such a beautiful pony it is... but you should have a beautiful riding dress, boats n all that other stuff too don't you think?

Emma make oh face 'I don't have that'

Kate said 'oh baby ... open this box'

When emma the box it contains all the riding item n emma laughed excitedly n hugged kate n said ' you are the best mama n daddy I got

We laughed at her excitement ....

After few hours when most of the guest were gone except for Shawn Rachel n Kate parents.... I saw shawn was holding Aria n playing with her 'hi beautiful look at you... looking so pretty n cute in this pinky frock... n this head band.... girl are you trying to kill me' Kate laughed at Shawn even my lips turned up..

Kate said n' dont charm my daughter right now... when you're soon to be wife standing next to you'

Shawn n Rachel laughed

Then Shawn said she looks warm kate... is she well? I mean hopefully everything is ok

Kate put her hands on Aria head n said 'I don't know her body temperature gets normal at one time then it raise up .... may be I have to go n check with doctor'

Shawn said I can take you to the doctor now'

Kate said ' It wont be necessary... may be she will get better tonight...but thanks'

I feel so guilty that im celebrating one child birthday n other one is sick n Im not even checking her... but I can't

Shawn I went to office ... since upcoming days a mega project is going to signed I need some legal advice

Kate was in kitchen I told her im in office with Shawn for a time...

She said without looking' ok tell me if you need anything'

Shit she is still angry about things I Said... I have to make up her with tonight the other way I know.¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶