My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance)

My Love My Hatred Chapter 187

T accidentally blurted it out. I had been taking contraceptive pills, of course I wouldn't get pregnant, but I shouldn't have said it......

"What do you mean?" Lance asked, raising an eyebrow.

I regret not thinking before I spoke.

"Nothing, my body isn't as healthy as it used to be, so I won't be able to get pregnant easily anymore. That's why I said it would be a waste of effort."

My heart was beating very fast, I was afraid he would be suspicious of me.

He laid beside me, and put his arms underneath my neck. I never understood why girls would like it when boys do this, it doesn't feel comfortable \ at all!

"I would be free after 2 days, let's go to get a body check-up. I want you to get regnant with my son. I don't want my son to suffer like Lexi, so I need to make sure you are healthy."

Lance wanted to bring me to the hospital, but that would mean they would know I was taking the pills!

I was worried, but I wasn't scared of what he would do to me, because he didn't punish me like abusing me after he knew what I did with Leo's data for the eco-biotechnology. I was just afraid that he would keep me captive in the house and try to make me pregnant with his son. He would make sure I stop taking the pills if he found out. Lexi was a surprise for me, I didn't want anymore kids.

"What check-up, I don't want to

go! I hate going to the hospital. Lance, don't blame me for treating you this way. You were the one who

disrespected me first, so this is the best way I can treat you." I said.

Lance sat up from the bed and stared at me. He smirked, "Treat me this way? You stole my data, worked with my opponent company, and even flirted with my neighbour. Are you trying to cheat on me next?" Lance said I flirted with his neighbour? So, to him, smiling and saying hi to his neighbour means flirting? How jealous can a man get?! was just saying hi to Anthony because I brough Lexi out for a walk, he greeted me. Of course I should greet back right? Is this Lance's definition of flirting?

Pathetic. "You're spitting nonsense again. ou don't even know who actually stole your data, you should work harder to find the thief and stop blaming me." II laughed and said.

Then, I put on an innocent face.

Lance pinched my chin with his fingers and scoffed, "Not bad, you're becoming more like an actress day by day. Don't blame me when one day my love for you vanishes, you're giving me no choice!"

"Wow, so it seems Mr Mason still has love for me. If you didn't say, judging from your actions I still thought your feelings for me vanished long time ago."

I moved his hand aay from me turned around, my back facing him. My thighs were sticky, my body was sticky with sweat too, but I didn't want to even take a shower. I'm dirty anyways. Lance has always been a very clean person. He got up and went to take a shower.

He was done in a few minutes time, seems like he just went to took a quick shower. He pulled the covers away from me, revealing my naked body. He then carried me up bridal style and brought me to the bathroom.

He put me into the bathtub and said, "Take a bath, dirty ass."

Wow, so I was a dirty ass to him.

He sat down inside the bathtub behind me and hugged me from the back. The water was now splashing onto both of us. He rested his chin on top of my head and said, "Jennie, I want to live a peaceful life with you, you know?"

I wasn't blind, of course I knew he had been trying to live a peaceful life with me, but I just couldn't, with him, it's

a no.

Marriage involves 2 people, it cannot be one sided.

"Oh, okay." I answered shortly.

He turned my body around to face me and raised my chin so that my eyes met his. He spoke emotionally, "Look at your gorgeous eyes, it's not as bright as it used to be anymore. Actually, I went to your university to see you when you were 18."

"What?!" Lance said he came to see me when I was 18, it was during my first year of university. He flew all the way to come see me?

Why did he come to see me? For

what?

"Nothing, ignore it." Lance shook his head and said. Then we got out of the tub and went to sleep. It has been a long day.

Trecalled the day when Leo came to see me, he said he might have seen his brother around, but he didn't know for sure. I still laughed at Leo and told him he brother wouldn't fly all the way here to see us, even if he knew Leo was coming to see me.

(LANCE POV: Looking at the sleeping woman beside me, I couldn't sleep at all. Jennie, you wouldn't believe it too, because I couldn't believe actually flew to your university to see you. I thought I was going crazy. I didn't know why I went there, I didn't know who do took for when I arrived.

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