Want You in My Life

The baby, his baby, was gone again.

Again, it was gone. He would taste this pain again in his life. Was this retribution? Was God revenging on him?

There was a moment of silence in the room. After Hiram finished his words, his lips trembled slightly. However, on the bed, Alline's expression was very strange at the moment when she heard the news. It was empty, confused, guilty, and self reproach. Tears fell all of a sudden. She sobbed, "Sorry, Hiram, I didn't protect our child well. "

"It's not your fault, Alline. It's not your fault. It's my fault. I didn't protect you well. Don't cry. The doctor said that you just had a miscarriage and your body hasn't recovered yet. You can't cry. It's not good for your eyes. Holding Alline in his arms, Hiram felt that what happened a few hours ago was repeated in front of him. But this time, he felt more painful, more painful and more uncomfortable.

Because he felt the sadness, pain and self-blame of Alline.

Alline bit her lips and tears fell silently, "Hiram, why don't you keep the baby? Why don't you keep the baby? The clinic is in such a good condition. Why don't you let the doctor keep the baby? Do you know it's our baby?!"

"I'm sorry, Alline. It's all my fault. I can't keep our baby. Hearing her words, Hiram felt even more guilty. He held her in his arms, with tears in his eyes.

Alline cried even louder and the tears fell down. She hugged Hiram and cried in a daze. When she cried enough, she wiped her face and lay back on the bed, looking out of the window expressionlessly.

Seeing that, Hiram's heart ached. Alline might be sadder for him to lose his child.

Ethan didn't sleep all the time. After what had happened, he had been worried and couldn't fall asleep. His mind was in a mess. The miscarriage of Alline naturally alarmed everyone in Mo family, but no one dared to ask. Ethan ordered all the people who should go back, leaving only Jonny.

Sadness showed upon Jonny's face. He didn't know what to say. It was all his fault. If he hadn't been against his father, Alline wouldn't have lost her child. It was all his fault. If it weren't for him, the family wouldn't have ended up like this, and how could Alline bear the sin in it? He had been guarding outside the hospital, and no one persuaded him. He had been standing downstairs all the time.

The cold moon shone on him, and his body was full of desolation. Even the moonlight could not compare with his sadness and pain.

Ethan took a look at his son. When he heard the words of Alline and Hiram in the ward, he stopped knocking at the door again. His great grandson was gone. He didn't know how to face the two people when he pushed the door open.

For so many years, was he too stubborn? Why didn't the God punish him, but punished the child?

After a long pause, Ethan finally didn't have the heart to go inside and left. He turned around and met the servants in the Juan Garden on his way. It was already midnight, and the servants in the Juan Garden didn't sleep. When the servant saw him with chicken soup in his hand, he greeted Ethan, "Don't tell Hiram that I've been here."

The servant answered quickly.

He walked down the stairs step by step with heavy steps. What should he do with the matter of Christa tomorrow?

When he passed by Jonny, Jonny suddenly called, "Dad -"

"What's up? Ethan stopped and looked at him with deep eyes, but his fingers were trembling. He took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down. Was it his retribution today?

"Dad, don't be sad. It's all my fault. Alline's still young. As long as she takes good care of herself, she and Hiram will have another child in the future. Don't worry too much! For so many years, Jonny has always been obedient to Ethan. At this time, when he saw Ethan's expression, he suddenly felt that in this family, his father, who has always been scrupulous and decisive, was really old. His temples had already turned pale, and his eyes were no longer as shrewd and decisive as when he was young.

He had shouldered too much for the family, and he had done too much for the harmony of the family.

It was his fault. He had made a mistake in the past, which led to the brothers' discord. His father was worried about this family a lot. If his father hadn't protected Christa in the past, Christa would have died long ago. Now the Christa was still there, what else could he hope for? Ethan felt that his breath was stuck in his throat, neither up nor down, and he was very uncomfortable. After a long time, he sighed and said softly, "Sinful debt! Sinful debt! After saying that, he turned around and left.

At this time, a servant from Juan Garden came with chicken soup. Hiram went out to take it and motioned the servant to go back. He took it and put it on the table. It seemed that Alline didn't react at all. She was lying there with her eyes wide open and nobody knew what she was looking at.

Outside the window, the stars were shining, but they couldn't be seen in the clinic or on Alline's body, which couldn't warm her heart. She put her hand on her belly and stroked it carefully, as if the child was still there and she liked it very much. Seeing this scene, Hiram's heart was even more sour. He took a deep breath, as if he wanted to control his emotions, but he could not control it. His eyes were sore and uncomfortable, but he did not dare to cry, because if he cried, how sad Alline would be.

He bit his lips and suppressed all his emotions. Finally, he took a deep breath to calm himself down. After a long time, he calmed down. Then he took a deep breath and shouted, "Alline?" Hearing that, Alline's eyes moved and she looked straight at him, "Yes."

"Alline, are you hungry? Have some soup first. When Hiram looked into her eyes, he felt even more sorry for her. In just a short while, her face was even paler, as pale as a withered flower. "I'm not hungry. Alline turned over and lay down again, but the wound on her buttock was affected. She took a deep breath in pain, but her expression quickly calmed down, and there was no wave. "You are too weak to eat anything. Hiram's voice softened, as if he was coaxing her, "I've asked Zelda to cook it for a long time. It's your favorite soup. You can drink as much as you can, okay?" "I don't want to drink it. Said Alline calmly.

Looking at her emotionless eyes, for some reason, the bottom of Hiram's heart twitched, and a sudden pain spread from the bottom of his heart, as if something had pierced his heart. "Alline, I know you are blaming me, and I can't forgive myself. As a husband, I failed to protect you well. It's my dereliction of duty. In the future, I promise I will never let you suffer again, okay?"

Alline didn't move. She gently opened her eyes and slowly closed them, as if she didn't know what to say.

Looking at her appearance, it seemed that Hiram had been stabbed. He took a deep breath and suppressed the pain in the bottom of his heart. His fingers clenched the quilt tightly and suddenly loosened, as if he had lost all his strength, "Alline, you are wronged. " However, he suddenly filled her with soup, took a sip with a spoon, blew it, and handed the spoon to her, "Drink some, okay? You have drunk the soup, and I won't disturb you, okay?"

"Hiram, I really can't drink it. Said Alline tiredly. Her pale face was as transparent as the glass. She opened and closed her mouth several times before she said slowly, "The moment I closed my eyes, I thought of that child. He is only a little bit old and has died." Speaking of this, she paused, tears rolling down her cheeks again.

"Alline --" looking at her tears, Hiram called her in a hoarse voice. The pain on his face was almost undisguised, and he didn't want to hide it either. Tonight, he was really sad, sad, and heartbroken. Why did his Alline suffer so much.

He clenched his fists. He must catch the man who planned to let Alline break into the Forbidden Garden. He must avenge his child! He would like to see who dared to be so vicious in this house.

Everyone in Mo family knew that they couldn't break into the Forbidden Garden, but someone used Cathy's cat to let Forbidden Alline break in.

He swore silently in his heart, 'Alline, I won't let go of anyone who dares to hurt our child. I will pay with blood!'!

"Hiram, I want to go home. When Hiram thought that Alline couldn't speak, she suddenly opened her mouth with a faint smile at the corners of her bun. She seemed to think of something and felt sad and desperate without any antidote. "Okay, I'll arrange it right away. Let's go back to Juan Garden. Hiram was delighted to hear that she wanted to go back.

"No, I mean, I want to go back to HC City. Said Alline calmly. She missed her mother and brother. She wanted to go back to see them, even they were just in the tombs.

Somehow, at this moment, she really wanted to go home and have a look.

The joy in Hiram's eyes disappeared in an instant. He knew that Alline must be blaming his grandpa, his ruthlessness and his determination, but how could he let her go back now? She couldn't go back to Lou family at all. Was that family her home? Now that there was no news about Sven, how could he let her go back? Moreover, she had just lost her child. How could he rest assured.

How could he bear to let her suffer? To go back to her home, which did not belong to her. Her home was a place where he was, not that place. He breathed out and slowed down his voice, he said gently, "Alline, when you feel better, I will go back with you, okay? "I