Tide of Life

I have no one in this world

but only you God.

This world is.....SUFFOCATING ME.

I wonder if heaven would want to rhyme

with my feelings right now?

Tonight, he pours me with so many blessings in life

It is to make me feel like “l am not alone”

but it only makes sense now,

I STILL FEEL ALONE.

Watching how the rain joins my tears

How the cold blowing wind makes me feel empty

How the storm becomes my life in years

How the sun hid away from me,

without a home, no one to call a family.

How this heart became cold as stone

when I feel cold at night,

No shelter, just the streets to lay my backbone.

But how will the lightning strike

and the sound of the thunder

could possibly fill the void in my chest, God?

If I have turmoil that is going on inside my stomach,

and I barely ate food in a week,

while I walk empty-handed in the streets?

Striving to find a living,

while our government let

crime, blood, killing, fighting

happen around in our society,

and steals everything from people, from me?

My chance, home, education, career, future, family

And the life that led me to the same immorality.

12.17.18