Their Vicious Darling (Vicious Lost Boys Book 3)

As soon as we’re under the Neverland sky and breathing in the fresh night air, I scoop Darling into my arms and take flight. She hooks her hands behind my neck and rests her head against my shoulder. She says nothing all the way back to the treehouse.

I can hear the party underway when I land, but I can’t tell where Vane and the twins are just yet.

I need to get Darling somewhere safe so I can figure out what to do next.

I push quietly through the front door and find the foyer empty. The sconces that follow the curving staircase up to the loft are lit and flickering light casts odd shadows around the space.

The twins are in the kitchen. Bash is trying to cheer Cherry up with a sweet tart. Kas is laughing at something his brother said.

Of course The Dark One is silent. I’m anticipating him appearing practically out of thin air to analyze me and Darling covered in blood.

Not yet.

I can’t face him yet.

I fly up to the loft and then down the hall, more grateful than ever that I have the ability back.

But at the last second, I realize I made a grave error.

Vane is in the library.

“There you are,” he says as I land outside my tomb door. His boots are heavy on the hardwood floor and an uneven board pops beneath his weight as he comes out to greet me. “Where did you go?” he asks.

“Town,” I tell him and pull open the door to the turret, keeping my back to him so he doesn’t see Darling.

When he finds out she killed his brother…

The thing they don’t tell you about love is that sometimes you are forced to pick between two impossible versions.

Vane or Darling? I could never choose.

I don’t want to.

“Is that blood?” Vane asks.

“I got into a fight with a drunk in a tavern. It’s not mine.”

“And Winnie?” His voice drops a decibel and I pause at the top of the winding staircase, my gut lurching at the emotion threaded through his voice.

There is too much caring these days.

And I don’t know how to handle it.

I thought getting my shadow back would solve all of my problems, but I forgot just how many problems I have. And that not all of them can be solved with power.

“Sleeping,” I tell him over my shoulder even though her eyes are wide open. “I’m laying her down in my room. Don’t disturb us.”

“Pan,” he starts, but I kick the door shut with my boot and seal him out.

On the top stair, I hold my breath, anticipating him ignoring my command.

But he doesn’t come and I’m not sure if I should be relieved or ashamed that I’m keeping this secret from him.

He will never forgive us.

Even if it’s been years since he spoke to his brother, even if he holds a great deal of loyalty to me, I am not his blood.

My footsteps echo back to us as I carry Darling down the stairs and then into my tomb. I don’t even have to think about the light before it’s flicking on of its own accord and washing away the shadows.

My power is growing and settling into place.

But I can’t fucking enjoy it.

Not yet anyway.

As soon as I lay Darling in my bed, she curls into her side and tucks her hands into her chest.

“I feel funny,” she says.

No shit.

Her eyes are still black.

Where the fuck did she get the shadow?

And better yet, how the fuck is she holding on to it?

Now her fainting earlier is making much more sense. I’m surprised she’s not writhing in pain. And yet, everything about Darling, from the moment I first met her, has proven to be different than what I expected.

I have to fix her.

I have to fix this.

“I think I’ll take a nap,” she says.

“I’ll watch over you,” I tell her.

She smiles at me and closes her eyes.

Within moments, her breathing is evened out and I finally exhale with relief and then drop into the wingback.

I don’t break my promises to Darling, so I watch over her while she rests.

There is nothing sinister or terrifying about her right now other than the blood still peppered on her skin.

If I can look beyond that, she looks like an innocent girl with pale cheeks and bony shoulders and a mess of thick, dark hair.

I go to her and sit on the edge of the bed and tuck a lock of hair behind her ear.

She turns into my hand and breathes in deeply.

My shadow takes notice and writhes beneath the surface.

How the hell did I miss this?

The fucking wolf muddled my senses. I thought I was feeling his energy, but now I think it was the shadow lurking beneath Darling’s eyes.

She won’t last like this. The shadow will burn through her soon enough.

Vane can barely control his shadow and he isn’t even human.

“What am I to do with you, Darling?” I whisper.

I stand and pace the room, hands clasped behind my head as I think. We can remove the shadow if I can find a temporary vessel. It won’t be easy, but it can be done. And Vane—perhaps I can convince him it wasn’t her fault.

Then again, I had plenty of opportunity to save Roc and I didn’t. I was too worried about Darling.

When I come back around to pace the length of the room, I find Darling floating up to the ceiling.

“Darling!” I shout and then realize I’m a fucking idiot.

She lurches awake, realizes she’s practically on the ceiling, and screeches.

I’m beneath her in an instant when she drops. She lands with an umph in my arms.

“What…how…” She looks up at me with wide eyes.

“It’s all right,” I tell her, but it isn’t, and she knows it.

“What just happened? How did I get down here?” She grips me tightly by the biceps. “Why do I keep losing track of time, Pan?”

Panic turns her voice raspy.

I have never wanted to shoulder the burden of someone else’s fear as badly as this.

“It’s all right,” I tell her again.

“What happened?”

“Darling—”

“Tell me, Pan.”

I set her to her feet. “It would seem you’ve somehow claimed the Neverland Death Shadow.”

“What?!” she yells.