Chapter 30: No human
Lucia Pov
It's seems like no one here is going to answer my question I asked. Because what's wrong with me what happen that I can't put my mind on as I try to recall when I was in that hole of a hell I would get memories but it was just gone.
Me thinking so hard when I felt that pain in my head again. It was so quiet in here and I was losing my patience being not telling what happened with me.
I sight as I grabb my head relaxing as I felt the pain fade away slowly. I lock eyes with mom's seeing worried and concern in it. Why was she so worried and why does everyone stare at me so strangely. "Mom." I sight laying my head on my hand trying to calm myself as I look at her." Can you please answer my question? I asked her looking at her with a serious face.
"Uh... Hm" she stutter, she was shifting uncomfortable next to me on the bed making me confused as she look around her.
"Looking for something, someone? I asked her as I look around myself to see what's she looking at as my eyes landed on Norma when a memory flash into my head seeing her red eyes and hearing her shout in my head " go. "I said" making scream when I felt pain of seeing that memory in my head when I heard the door being throw open.
I look up to see who just barge in here my jaw drop looking into mesmerizing blue eyes we just stare at each other feeling how my heart beat as my stomach was feeling so excited doing funny things making me feel weak at the spot.
At least something makes me feel good. I've been looking for this eyes I was craving to see it just few minutes ago but it was mix with sadness not the way I know it she wasn't looking at me like I love it.
My eyes trail from her eyes down to her feets as I can't believe that the person making me feel so funny inside was looking terrible.
My eyes flicker in confused on why she was looking so terrible like she hasn't being looking after her self. She just stare at me not moving a inch.
I try to adjust what I see in her eyes, so many emotions but one thing scream out into her eyes sadness, Disappointments and guilt but why would she felt guilty.
"Can someone please tell me what happened to me why I was in a hospital", as I shouted getting frustrated being just look at.
My eyes find it back on Norma as I look at her straight into her eyes while I wait for someone to answer me. I look for what I had saw in my memory but nothing it was her same beautiful brown eyes seeing her shift her eyes elsewhere.
Still no damn frikkend answer I sight looking at the people in the room feeling that I'm going to cry. I look at my mom gesture for her to answer me as she just look away from my face.
I look up to this beautiful woman who just look like Miss swartz as she was busy examining me since she walk in here it looks like she was a doctor.
"Ma'ma", I called out to her as she was busy typing doing what's things on the computer machine.
She look at me smiling which I didn't find interesting maybe she can tell me what's wrong what's going on here.
"Yes my child", she asked walking up to me.
"What's wrong with me? I asked her.
Uh.. Hm.."She stutter oh no not her too I sight. I felt the sadnes in my heart as tears flows out my eyes why was I so emotional.
"You were brought in here a month ago bleeding a lot, you even had lost many blood" the woman spoke. I wipe my tears listening to her "it looks like you got hurt", she told me looking away as she took my arm into her hand.
"A month ago," I gasp with my mouth hanging open. "I was dead for a month and now I'm alive oh my God I'm no human, how is it even possible? I asked trying to think about me going somewhere and got hur as no memory come into my head.
I felt my chest thighten as I can't breathe trying to calm myself not believing that I was gone for a month my throat was dry as I try to swallow the lump of sadness trying to breath some air.
"My child please you need to relax", the woman told me. I felt a cold gust wind seeing miss swartz next to me "oh my God how, how." I try to said out looking at her with wide eyes she took my head Into her cold hands making me gasp.
"baby girl, please relax and take small breaths everything is going to be fine I'm going to tell you everything", she told me looking at me with worried eyes as I try to to take slow breaths.
I didn't know what was happening to me, this thing never happened to me. I wasn't someone breaking down like that. I never had breathing problems but now I was trying to calm myself to breath.
"Where were you? I asked my mother who stand next to mybed crying as miss maasdorp was comforting her that's strange.
She didn't answer me as I shouted "where were you, when I was hurt? I scream as the tears stream down my face hearing miss maasdorp grolw at me.
I felt miss swartz move away from me. "You just didn't growl at my Mate?, she asked growling at naomi.
I couldn't take the screams as my head started to pain when I saw miss Swartz grip miss maasdorp on the throat seeing blurry movements on her how they move so fast as my jaw drop when I see their eyes shocking as they growl at each other.
"Get out, get out, get out! I scream none stop crawling into a boll as tears running out of my eyes as I can't control the pain I was feeling, it was the same pain I have felt in that place.
"My queen", i heard her called out for me.
"Get out!! I scream as I look At her seeing hurt in her eyes, get out leave me alone! I cry out turning my back to them as I cry into my pillow my heart out.
"Please you need to leave if you want her to be okay", the doctor said
"But my Mate, she is in pain", I heard Brenda's broken voice speak.
"Why are she calling me my Mate? I asked myself still trying to control the pain I was feeling.
"Which you need to help her, not to feel pain anymore", the doctor spoke as it comes out as I whisper hearing the door closed.
My chest was relaxing as I can breathe sobbing into my pillow I couldn't stop my tears it was hard it Hurts. Where were she how could she let me get hurt.
"I'm no human I don't wanna be alive if I'm no human." I cry griping my chest as I couldn't breathe feeling a huge pain running through my body. the machine started to make rage noise not helping.
I started to see blurry when I heard the door being throw open again hearing foot steps approved me. In a fast mood.
"Can someone get Brenda out of here please!! someone shouted I hear loud growls and screams things falling on the floor.
"We need to sedate her!, hold her still", I scream as the agony pain wasn't going away. I felt cold hands grab me tight seeing someone walk up to me With a needle in her hand.
I felt the sting of the needle priecing into my flesh feeling a burning sensation running down into my body.
My body react to the liquid that was running in my system as small whisper scream flowing out my mouth.
I.. Do.. n't Wann.. a live any.. more. "I cry when my eyes felt close.☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐