The Unwanted Luna

Xavier

It has been a week since Amelia killed elder Martin and let's just say it hasn't gone well.

Some of the elders wanted to fucking question her despite there being witnesses that Martin did really try killing Amelia in her weak state and also called Agron's name in allegiance which clearly proved that he had aligned himself with the bastard god. His mate was in shock at first but she then conceded to a new reality where her other half wasn't around.

We did question her about Martin but all she could say was that for the past few weeks he had been acting strange but she just assumed it was because of stress.

Martin was one of the kindest men I have ever known and one of the best elders. He wasn't an arrogant bastard neither was he self-absorbed like most of them were. Instead he was down to earth. So him being a follower of the very god we were fighting against came as a complete shock.

Because of this, the elders we split and that was why we were here today. All remaining five elders seated around the conference room while they questioned Amelia.

I had to give it to them though, they did have balls for deciding to question Amelia even though they knew she was a goddess.

I don't know why she even agreed to this, but what I know is that this version of Amelia doesn't do things without a reason.

Looking at her now, you would never know that she had been in the hospital just last week. All her bruises were now healed and she was back to full strength.

I knew how she replenished her energy since Nolan had arrogantly filled in the doctor making me want to beat his ass into a fucking pulp.

The whole time she was recovering, I was bothered that she would go to Nolan, I didn't want to imagine it but I also knew I wasn't in any position to stop her.

The whole week I kept sniffing her discreetly especially when she went but so far I hadn't caught any sex scent or that of Nolan so I was gratefully for the small miracles because I knew it would drive me and Ace insane particularly now that the bond was getting stronger. I was afraid of hoping but as the days went by the stronger I felt our bond. It was like it just sprouted out of nowhere.

I had honestly thought that it had died when Amelia ascended but I was grateful that it didn't since now I had hope, knowing I could use the bond to get her back into my life.

"Run it through for me one more time" I turned when I heard elder Mila ask Amelia the same damn question for a hundredth time. This book has many missing chapters and scenes if you're not reading it on [J] obnib. c [o] m.

"I already told you, how many times do you want me to fucking repeat it" Amelia snapped at them.

I get her, I totally understand her because I would have done the same thing. The evidence was there yet they kept asking her stupid questions.

"Watch your mouth girl! We are your elders" this was said by Darren, the head elder and the most arrogant of them all.

I can't count the number of times Darren has been a pain in my ass, always criticizing one shit or the other.

If it is not how I run things, then it is how I train my warriors or how I raised Tristan. His superiority complex has made me want to rip his fucking throat more times than I could count.

"Call me girl again and I'll rip off your dick and shove it up your ass, I am a fucking goddess remember that before you come to me with your bullshit about being my elder" Amelia hissed before standing up her voice dangerously low. Anyone with a brain cell would know she wasn't someone to mess with especially when she was angry. Before she became a goddess.

I had seen traces of her fiery nature but now? now it was a fucking inferno and damn I loved it

"He didn't mean it like that, your highness" another elder said. At least one of them is using their common sense.

"Don't patronize me Michael, he meant exactly that" she growled her eyes switching from black to green before turning towards Darren.

"Thank whoever you pray to that I am not in the mood to get my hand bloodied, next time you won't be so fucking lucky if you disrespect me again" her voice was so hard and eyes so chilling that it sent shivers down my spine. I am a full grown man but fuck, Amelia can be one scary bitch.

"If you have no more stupid ass questions to ask me, then we are done here" she said and not even waiting for an answer, stormed out of the room, banging the door behind her.

I didn't even spare them a look before I was also out of the door heading to my room since I had been training with my warrior before we were called for a meeting by the elders. There was still so much to do and with so little time.

We didn't know where or when Agron would attack so we needed to be prepared or else we would lose even with Amelia by our side and that would mean they would take Tristan and no matter what I couldn't let that happen.

On entering my room, I shed my clothes and jumped into the shower, the water loosening my tense muscles while thoughts of Amelia ran through my mind.

I still remember the first and only time I took her, well Ace took her. And that alone made my dick go hard.

Ace might have been the one in control but I saw and felt everything, including her tight pussy squeezing the shit out of me.

No wonder we were able to get her pregnant, she managed to squeeze every single ounce of cum from me.

I may not have reacted like I was supposed to after it was over and Ace gave me back control but I had been angry at her for making Ace lose control when I had already promised myself to someone else and also angry at myself for loving every minute I was buried inside her. I take my dick into my hand and using soap as lube began pumping as I remembered how it felt being buried inside her warm tight pussy. It doesn't take long before I am cuming and blowing my load all over my shower walls.

It felt good because I had been walking with blue balls since she came back but also unsatisfactory because my hand couldn't compare to her body.

Now looking back I admit I was stupid as fuck but I had thought myself in love.

That no other kind of love, not even that of my mate could compare to the one I had for Bianca. There was also the fact that I had hated the idea of mates with a burning passion.

I don't like being told what to do or being controlled. I loved my free will, being able to do whatever the fuck I wanted without shit being forced down my throat.

So for me the idea of mates was basically the same thing, I felt like my choice was being taken away from and instead forced to accept whoever the moon goddess wanted for me without taking into consideration my opinion.

I wanted to love whoever the fuck I wanted and be mated to the woman of my choice, and that's what I did and the minute Ace recognized Amelia as our mates I hated her instantly because she was the symbol of my free will being stripped away from me.

Although during the months she was pregnant my feelings for her started changing, a part of me still didn't want to let go of the belief that I had held on to for as long as I can remember. That was until I thought that she had been permanently taken away from me, and I realized what had always been right in front of me all along.

And now here I am trying my best to win her over, over the hate and resentment she has for me in her heart, over the pain that she is still bearing and over the image of me she has carried in her mind for the past seven years.

I promised myself now that I have been given a second chance, I will fight for her with my dying breath and that is what I was going to do.

I shake those thoughts, get out of the shower and dry myself. I wrap a towel around my waist then get out of my bathroom only to find Amelia seated in my bed, she seemed lost in thought, and damn would give the world to know what she was thinking.

At first I just stand at the doorway and take her in while she stares at her hands before I cleared my throat to get her attention. She jumped, startled, proving to me that she was completely lost in her mind, because she was always alert.

"We need to talk" she said once she was calm enough to even speak.

"About?" I asked and moved to my closet to pick some clothes.

She jumped up and began pacing around the room, probably wearing a whole inside the carpet. Whatever it is she wanted to talk about was definitely bothering her.

"The bond, I am sure you have felt it so we need to find a way to get rid of it immediately"

My hand froze on the pair of jeans I had picked up, unable to move it. I didn't want to believe it but, there it was, she just suggested we fucking get rid of our bond, something I didn't want to do.

The moment I unfreeze I take my jeans and t-shirt then move towards the bed.

"Did you hear what I just said?" she asked me. I could tell she was beginning to panic but I hated the fact she wanted to get rid of our bond.

I know it sounds hypocritical since when I was with Bianca all I wanted was to do the same but now the tables are turned and I know how she felt every time I told her the bond was a burden and I wanted it gone.

"I heard you, just chose to ignore your words" I semi growled at her, pissed that she wanted to destroy the one thing that gave me hope of getting her back.

Without a care in the world I dropped my towel and that's when I heard it, her quick intake of air.

"What the hell Xavier!"

I shoot my hand out, wrap it around her tiny waist then pulled her against my chest so that we were flush against each other.

I could feel my dick growing hard and I know she definitely felt it against her stomach but then again I was counting on that when I decided to grab her.

She may still hate me and want nothing to do with me, but the quickening in her breath told me that I still fucking affected her.

"Here is the thing Amelia, I don't want the bond broken, got it? So let me never hear you mention that shit to me again"

"No, I don't get it...I want it gone and so should you" her words though angry come out in a whisper.

"And why exactly would I want that?" I asked her, nuzzling her neck.

Her sweet scent was fucking driving me insane making me harder with each inhale.

"Because you don't want me, remember? and I don't want you."

That fucking hurt.

"Does this feel like I don't want you" I said pushing my dick onto her

She growls before pushing me away and baring her fangs. My head hits the wall behind me but Ignore the pain.

"It's the mate bond pushing you Xavier...you don't really want me and I don't want you" she said, her voice sweet as if she was talking to a child.

"I think I know what I fucking want" I growled, insulted that she would think that I couldn't tell what I wanted and what I didn't.

"Fine! You want to nail me okay?...but that's just sex, even if we allowed surrendered to the whims of what the bond is pushing us to do, we would both regret it the moment we both finished cuming" she yelled

I hated that, that was what she thought, that I didn't know what I wanted and even if I did it was because of the bond and that I was just interested in the Sex.

But honestly could I blame her? After I had drilled into her that I would never want her willingly.

This is what happens when you make stupid mistakes and they come later and bit you in the ass later.

I was about to speak when the door opened and Tristan walked in. He studied us for a second, his head cocked to the side before a grin broke from his lips.

"Were you about to give me a baby brother? Because I have changed my mind, I want a baby sister" he said in a cute voice that I couldn't help but grin back at him. "Shit!" Amelia said.

I just stared at him completely transfixed and I couldn't help thinking to myself, if I had my way we would have been trying to give him a sibling from the moment Amelia made her presence known.