Chapter Is This What Love Is?
He held me tightly until I stopped shaking. Once I was calmed down he grabbed my face in his hands and said "Mila, what was that about?"
I closed my eyes as a tear rolled down my face. I took a deep breath and looked into Tanner's chocolate brown eyes and said "There was a fight and you were dragged into the woods by another wolf. You were calling out to me but I couldn't find you and then when I did he...he" I started sobbing into his chest again.
"Shhh Mila, I'm right here. I'm ok. It was just a dream." He said as he pulled me into his lap and rubbed my back.
His touch sent chills through my body. I picked my head up and he wiped my tears away with his thumb. I wanted this man more than anything else but I just couldn't admit that to him. What if he didn't feel the same way? What if he was just doing this because he thought Finn and I were something and he liked the challenge. I had feelings for him and goddess knows I tried to deny them but he awakened things in me that I didn't think were possible and it only made this situation more complicated. Once my mission was done I would have to return to my pack and we could never see each other again.
We stared into each other's eyes like we were the only two people on the planet. I watched as his flashed between brown and a warm caramel color and suddenly I felt the most intense feeling of desire that I had ever experienced. He grabbed my face and pulled me closer kissing me softly on my swollen lips. I ran my fingers through his hair fisting and pulling slightly making his cock grow underneath me.
I started grinding against him, loving the feel of it harden against my pussy. He ran his hands down my back and grabbed my ass pulling me closer against him. My breasts are pressed on his chest and I knew my nipples were hard just thinking about him being inside of me. I lifted myself up slightly letting his dick pop up then slowly slid down his shaft. I gasped as we broke apart from our kiss and he started licking and sucking his way down my neck. I slowly rocked myself on him while he pulled my nipple into his mouth and nibbled on it. I threw my head back and moaned.
I started rocking faster as the warmth between us grew to an intolerable heat. He held onto my sides and met me thrust for thrust as he looked me in the eyes. We held each other's gaze as I rode him harder and harder reaching for the ultimate goal one bounce at a time, hoping to bring him into the sea of bliss with me.
My moans became louder as my core began to burn and I knew I was close but I didn't want to let go until he told me to. He tensed as my walls tightened around him with each thrust causing him to grow harder and I knew he was close too.
"Look at me wild one. I want to see your face when you cum."
My entire world shook with his words and the feeling of total loss of control set in causing me to moan out as our orgasms merged into one. I watched him as he poured himself into me leaving me wetter than I was before. I continued rocking as I pressed my lips to his and let him roll us over. We held each other for what felt like a lifetime eventually falling back asleep. We made love! The beast made love to me? Maybe there was something more than just this physical attraction but I couldn't let myself believe that. Not now.
The next morning I woke up to an empty bed making my heart sink into my stomach. I pushed the mushy feelings away and got up heading for the shower. I turned it on the hottest setting and jumped in hoping to wash away the last few weeks of my life. I needed to get back to my old murderous ways before I became this pathetic she-wolf who let a couple of hot rounds in the sac turn her into a love sick puppy. What we had here wasn't real and the sooner I realized it the sooner I could get over it. He has a mate out there and I don't want to be the one to come in between that.
I got out the shower and grabbed a t-shirt from his closet and grabbed for his boxers when I remembered his words, No panties. Just the sound of his voice inside my head made my body start to heat up and a throbbing to begin in my core. I walked out the room and headed down to the kitchen when I heard the front door open. I paused on the steps and peered around the wall to see a sweaty Tanner walking in with an elegant envelope in his hand.
He looked up and noticed me on the stairs and his eyes flashed a deep blue before he gave me a smirk. His look made me stop in my tracks and I felt like a nervous school girl getting caught staring at her crush.
"I, uh didn't have anything to wear, so I hope you don't mind me using one of your shirts."
He stalked over to me and stopped right where I was standing. He looked into my eyes, grabbed onto my ass and lifted me up as my legs wrapped around his waist. He felt my bare skin on his hands and I felt his dick harden against my thigh.
"No panties? Good girl."
Then he placed me on the kitchen counter and kissed me so hard that I thought he would suck my lips off. He pulled my bottom lip into his mouth and bit down. He released it then pulled the hem of his shirt over my thighs gripping them tightly before he ran his hands in between them and spread them further apart. He pulled the shirt over my stomach and up my back as I lifted my hands letting him take it all the way off.
"Lay down."
I laid down, wincing at the cool marble beneath my back. His warm tongue traced my inner thighs making me squirm at the amazing feeling. He licked up and down my slit as he slid his hands underneath my knees and placed them on my stomach, then used his thumbs to rub my clit. He held me down when I started to buck the more he flicked his tongue around my tight entrance.
He continued his lip service as I began shaking from the impending release ready to blow at any moment when he slipped his finger into me. My back arched off the counter as he pumped it in and out of me. My thighs were trembling and the burn that had taken over was seeping into my veins.
"Please, Tanner." I squeaked out.
"Please what, wild one?"
"Please let me cum?" I gripped the edge of the counter and held on knowing what was about to happen.
He thrusted faster as he placed his lips around my clit and sucked on it hard. My vision blurred and soon I was seeing stars as my orgasm tore through me.
"Fuckkkkkkkkk. Oh, fuck yes. Yessssssssss."