Tasting Darkness By Jessicahall Chapter 10
Chapter 10
Darius watches my face for a second, and I swallow as his eyes run down my body and to my lap, making me shift
uncomfortably. He growls; the noise makes goosebumps cover me as he towers over me.
“Lycus, go get her some clothes. Kalen, go grab her a shirt until Lycus comes back so she can shower,” Darius says before
pushing off the bed away from me. Lycus nods to him before walking out, and so does Kalen, leaving me with Darius and Tobias.
“You attend every class. Someone will pick you up from your room of a morning to take you down to the mess hall, which is
where all meals are for those that live here.”
“Where am I?” I ask before I can stop myself. Darius didn’t like being talked over as he took a deep breath, and I watched his
hand’s fist at his sides before looking down.
“Meals are in the mess hall. I will have some books sent in here; under no circumstances are you to tell anyone here you are our
mate. If you do, you will wish you were in the cells, am I clear.”
“Crystal,” I tell him.
“Also,” Tobias says, stepping closer to the bed and moving to stand beside Darius.
“You steer clear of Kalen, stay out of our way and if you can behave and do as you’re told, you will have a bit more freedom.
“Why can’t I go near Kalen?” I asked, confused. He appeared t o be the only one that didn’t outright condemn me.
“Don’t question us. Just do as we ask. It isn’t up for discussion, “Tobias says just as Kalen walks back into the room. He has a
folded shirt in his hands, and he places it on the end of the bed with a towel.
“Now go shower; you’re filthy. Tobias will bring you something to eat when you are out of the shower,” Darius says before turning
on his heel and walking out. He stops at the door, looking expectantly at Kalen, who turns around when Tobias touches his
shoulder, nodding toward the door. Kalen leaves. He looked like he wanted to say something but kept it t o himself. They both
go, and Tobias remains looking down at me.
“Count yourself lucky we haven’t killed you yet Aleera, be careful not to give us reason too. Kalen may not want you dead, but
the rest of us do; just remember that,” He says before walking out and closing the door behind him. I hear the lock click in place,
so I don’t even bother checking it as I get u p and walk into the bathroom.
A shower sounds excellent. I hadn’t had a hot shower in god knows how long, usually washing in lakes or streams. It wasn’t the
same. You never really felt clean with only cold water, and I was lucky to find soap when I could. I suppose that’s what happens
when you leave the Fae community and are forced to live in the wilderness, amongst monsters never catching a whole night’s
sleep with jerking awake at every noise.
Walking into the bathroom, I stopped in front of the mirror above the basin, making my brows furrow when I noticed it had five
sinks. A shower took up an entire wall behind me, and there was a colossal bath that could easily fit five people in it comfortably
that sat in the middle of the room. A toilet was in the far corner, and I wondered if they specifically made this room for the five of
us before I ran.
Guilt gnaws at me as I place the shirt and towel on the basin before looking at myself in the mirror. I looked different from what I
remembered. My face had changed; it was slimmer. I didn’t look like the same eighteen-year-old girl when I left the boarding
school. Now I look older, drained of life. I was skinnier, my hair dull and lifeless. It was so much longer now. I t used to sit on my
shoulders now; it is halfway down my back, having grown out.
The door opens leading to the other room, and Kalen wanders in.
“There is shampoo and soap in the niches, spare toothbrush,” He walks over before bending down and opening the cupboards
under the sink basin and reaching into it.
He pulls a hairbrush out and a toothbrush before handing them to me.
“Thank you,” I tell him, observing the man. He nods, and I hear talking in the room he just walked in here from.
“You all share a room?” Kalen looks at the door before he nods while looking back over at me.
“Strange, huh?” I shrug, unsure what other mates did when they had multiple. I stared at his neck, finding the same markings on
his neck as I saw on Darius’s. Kalen places his hand over it, pulling my attention back to him.
“I should go. They won’t be pleased if they catch me talking to
you,”
I chew my lip as I watch him slip out of the bathroom. Turning back to the mirror, I peel off my hoodie and shirt before dumping
them in the basket.
The clothes were stained and holey, but I wasn’t sure where m y bag was, and I believed I had left it behind in the city, vaguely
remembering it slipping off my shoulder when I called on them. I unbuttoned my jeans and stepped out of them before unclipping
my bra. I placed it on the sink basin, knowing I only had one.
Turning around, I hurry to the shower and turn it on, my hand placed under the water as I wait for the temperature to heat before
stepping in. It was like heaven, and I sighed, bracing m y hands on the tiled wall—the dirt, grimé, and blood washing down the
drain as I press my face under the spray.
Opening my eyes, I reach for the soap in the niche before slathering it on my skin. I didn’t want to get out but knew I had no
choice; the effort it took to remain standing was becoming intolerable. Hunger made me feel weak and shaky; I needed to eat
soon. The steam made me dizzy, and my hands hadn’t stopped shaking since I woke. Shutting off the shower, I jump when I
hear a knock on the door before the handle twists.