Seeds of Sorrow (Immortal Realms Book 1)

The sun shone in all its glory, nurturing the soft pink blossoms that fragranced the air. Unlike most days, this one was to be embraced fully. Eden’s mother was gone and wouldn’t return until the night sun painted the sky a mellow orange. Without her mother there, she was free to invite whomever she wished over, and Eden was more than delighted to invite her friend, Aurelie, for a visit.

Aurelie’s chestnut-colored lop rabbit had just given birth to a litter not two weeks ago, and as she’d promised, Aurelie had brought a kit with her. But that wasn’t why Eden’s lips twitched with uncertainty.

Eden cocked her head and eyed her friend as though she’d sprouted a third eye. “I’m sorry, did you say the Blossom Festival?”

Mischief sparked in her friend’s dark brown eyes. “Your mother is gone for the day, and I can have you back before the sun settles on the horizon.”

The notion was tempting. Eden hadn’t been to the Blossom Festival since her father had passed away nearly a decade ago. He’d wanted her to see and experience as much of life as possible, but her mother had other ideas. After his passing, she’d all but kept her locked away from society, claiming it was for her own good.

Eden shifted on her bare feet, scooping the brown rabbit into her hands. Its nose wiggled as it drew in her scent, then lowered its head, lapping at her fingers gently. “He’s precious, Aurelie,” she murmured but glanced up as her friend mock-glared at her.

“No brushing over the topic.” Aurelie swiped at the air, then placed her hands on the crook of Eden’s elbow. “You’re coming with me. I promised my brother that I’d take him to the Blossom Festival, and you know how fond he is of you.”

Eden’s lips twisted into a frown, and she huffed. Tamas was much younger than both of them, and he often looked at her with doe eyes and a crooked smile. A sweet, if not mischievous, youngling. But to venture to the festival . . . ”

Her heart leaped in her chest. Eden wasn’t known for being anxious—in fact, she’d been accused of being foolish and daring on more than one occasion. However, the idea of deliberately disobeying her mother’s orders set butterflies aflutter in her stomach. Mother would be angry, and if she were angry, she’d lock Eden in her room. Not even Aurelie knew this. It wasn’t something she was keen on discussing. Most fae Eden’s age were finding suitors and even venturing into a lifelong union with their other half, but Eden couldn’t seem to crawl out from beneath her mother’s thumb.

“Eden, are you listening?” Aurelie huffed. “Stop pacing. You’re making me dizzy.”

The silken fabric of her pale blue gown shifted and tumbled down to conceal her bare feet. With each light step, blades of grass tickled between her toes, but she enjoyed the feeling of being connected to the ground in some manner. Perhaps it was the fae in her, the three realms calling her closer to them, beckoning her. Or it was simply that Eden had always preferred being outdoors, nestled in the crook of her garden and bathing in the sunshine.

She dragged her forefinger along the top of the rabbit’s head. “Fine. I’ll go with you, but we must be back before Mama returns.” Eden peered up at Aurelie just in time to catch her friend leaping up in victory.

The celebration was cut short when a bell rang from inside, one that Eden had been hoping would chime while her mother was gone.

“Come with me.” Eden excitedly grabbed her friend’s free hand, then ran with her toward the white lattice fence. As she approached the gate, she unlatched it and bounded to the front of the manor. Eden hoped that she would arrive behind the postman before one of the servants did; her mother always tossed invitations away before Eden even had a chance to glance at them.

The front door opened at the same time Eden halted, as did Aurelie. The brown kit sneezed at the postman, then proceeded to groom himself.

Her heart galloped, partially from the exertion of running and partially from excitement. It was a rarity that she ever intercepted the mail before her mother, and because of that, she was never able to respond to invitations. “Is that the mail?” Eden questioned, but as she did, her hand moved toward the postman’s and she took up one of the missives, eyeing it closely. An invitation from King Travion in Midniva? He was hosting a ball in two weeks’ time.

“Oh, you’re lucky. I’ve only been to Midniva o—”

Eden looked at her companion, brow furrowing not in a glare but as a reminder that she’d never been and could count on one hand how many events she had attended.

“Right,” Aurelie amended, then bumped her hip into Eden’s. “You should reply while your mother is gone.”

Surprise washed over Eden’s expression as she peered at her friend. But she was right; her mother wasn’t present, and if she replied with a resounding yes, then her mother couldn’t retract it without rumors spreading wildly, or possibly gaining the disfavor of one or all of the kingly brothers.

King Travion, as far as Eden had heard, was the mild brother, which was why he ruled over Midniva, the middle realm that housed mostly humans and some fae creatures. It was the realm most closely linked to Andhera, the dark realm, and the one most likely to be invaded by its creatures due to the falling of the sun.

Andhera wasn’t a place anyone willingly spoke of unless it was in hushed whispers, and its king, Draven, was ruthless. A name never to be spoken aloud, and if it was, it was as a curse. He was feared, and rightfully so, as he was the king of nightmares.

But Lucem, home, Eden assumed nothing could compare with it. A land of plenty, warmth, and most of all, its beloved ever-blooming flora. A land where one did not fear becoming the meal of some terrifying beast hidden in the shadows. Their king, Zryan, was known mostly for his wandering eyes, but Eden had never fallen under his gaze, which she was thankful for.

Eden pressed her lips together, nodding. “Fetch me a quill and a pair of sandals.” She flicked her hand at the servant, who remained rooted in place. A look of uncertainty passed in his lingering gaze. “Please?” she prompted, this time he left and returned with what she’d requested. Eden wrote down her name, as well as her mother’s, and quickly handed it back to the postman.

Excitedly, she passed the rabbit off to Aurelie so she could pull her sandals on. She yanked the straps into place on her calves, then Eden beamed at the servant. “Thank you.” Plucking the rabbit from her friend, she fought to remain calm for the sake of the kit. Inwardly, she squealed. Finally, finally, she was able to journey to Midniva, and for a royal ball!

“And I know just the colors for you.” Aurelie waggled her fingers against Eden’s bicep. “We’ll have to go over the dress details tomorrow—or whenever is convenient for you. For now, we have to go before the street is mobbed.”

Eden deposited her new pet in the caring hands of her servants and asked for a horse to be prepared. When it was readied, she fled the manor in haste.

Eden turned to the white horse being led to her: Aiya. The mare’s kind eye met hers, and she proceeded to whuffle the air around Eden.

She took the reins in her hands, carefully situating the skirt of her dress as she settled into the saddle with the aid of the servant. “Let’s not make your brother wait any longer.”

“My carriage isn’t here yet.”

“Then, I suggest you climb up.” Eden laughed, smiling mischievously. She reached down and pulled her friend up while the servant gave her a boost. “Maybe we can beat the carriage before it leaves.”

Aurelie’s arms wrapped around Eden’s waist as the horse began to trot. “Go easy, you know I’m not as good of a rider as you.” Her voice came out shakily, jarred by the horse’s movement.

With a pat to her arm, Eden led the horse down her drive. “My darling friend, I suggest you hold on tightly then.” With a prodding of her heels, the mare leaped into a steady trot.

By horse, Aurelie’s house was only fifteen minutes down the road. Trees lined the roadway on both sides, shielding them from the sun’s abrasive rays. It was almost too hot for Eden, but the wind created by the horse’s movement fanned her red hair away from her face.

It felt as though they’d just begun their ride when they arrived. The carriage was readying to pull out, but in haste, Aurelie dismounted and ran to stop the driver, leaving Eden to deal with Aiya.

A young male voice called out, followed by the scuffling of feet on the dirt drive, then a boy emerged from around the corner of a massive rhododendron tree. When he spotted Eden, he stopped to pluck a purple bloom and proceeded to rush forward, presenting her with his bounty.

“Oh, this is lovely, Tamas.” Eden bent down and laid a kiss on top of his curly brown hair. “It will do perfectly.” She stood up, exchanging a glance with a servant before releasing her horse into his care. Eden smiled as she gently guided Tamas to the awaiting carriage.

When they were all settled inside the carriage, Eden scooped up Aurelie’s hand, smiling. “Thank you for letting me come.” She turned to look across the way at Tamas. His curly, dark hair framed his cherubic cheeks, and his fox-brown eyes gleamed with mischief. Part of her had always wanted a sibling to spend time with and perhaps to lessen the gnawing loneliness she felt on most days.

“Just remember, I get to escort Eden around the festival.” Tamas glared at his sister.

“I haven’t forgotten. With you by my side, who would dare misstep?” Eden offered playfully, then allowed the cab to fill with the chatter of brother and sister bickering.

The festival was less than an hour away from Aurelie’s home, deep in the heart of Lucem. On arrival, the carriage parked a few streets away from the main festivities and allowed for Eden, Aurelie, and Tamas to exit without being trampled.

“Come on, Eden!” Tamas curled his fingers around her hand and tugged.

“What are we rushing for?”

“Our first dance!” Tamas shouted over his shoulder as they jogged toward the festival.

Flowers rained down from baskets being tipped from windows, voices carried joyous tunes as they celebrated another Blossom Festival. Each petal seemed to have a will of its own, for they danced on the wind, blew across the street, and spun around in small cyclones.

Silk garland hung around the shops, writhing as the same breeze caught them. It appeared as though they, too, were celebrating.

In the corner of a stone wall, two fae embraced one another. The sheer fabric of the dark-haired female’s dress had tumbled from her shoulder, revealing her tanned breast, which her blond male lover currently laved with his tongue. The sight stirred desire in Eden’s core, but she didn’t shy away from it. Lucem was open as far as displaying one’s sexuality for all to see, and the patrons certainly weren’t timid about putting on a show.

Eden yearned to taste another’s flesh like those lovers. However, her mother had ingrained into her that Lucemites viewed virginity as a bargaining chip. While chastity wasn’t a must, a virgin could fetch a higher ranked noble if they were intact.

She peeled her eyes away as the male’s hand delved between the pair. Although she couldn’t hear it, Eden imagined throaty purrs erupting from the female.

Turning her attention toward the flowers dancing on the warm breeze, Eden stuck her hand out to catch one. “This is beautiful. It is as I remember and more,” she marveled out loud.

 Memories rushed back to her, of her father whisking her away to the festival, parading her around the streets, and buying her as many flower crowns as she asked for. Life had been different when he had been alive, but what could she do? Dwelling on his death would only twist her into something . . . ”something like her mother. Anxious, commanding, and at times, unforgiving.

Not that Eden could blame her. King Zryan had all but sent her father to his death when he’d required him to soothe an angry lower-born. Although, to be fair, none had known that the male intended violence, or that by killing Lelantos Damaris, he was sending a message to the king.

“Come on, let us drink!” Aurelie swooped in on a cart, flashing a confident smile at the vendor. He offered two flutes of honey mead to her, then produced another with orange juice for Tamas.

Sidling up to Aurelie, Eden took her flute and inclined her head to the vendor. He glanced up at her, something she was used to. While not abnormally tall, Eden was above average in height, and in her younger years had been described by her father as ‘coltish.’

Aurelie sputtered after taking a sip of the mead. “By the sun, this is strong.”

Eden glanced down and took a sip of hers. The liquid spread down her throat smoothly, all the way to her stomach. “It’s stronger than my Mama’s ouzo.” She took another sip, and heat immediately crawled up her cheeks.

In the air, the perfume of honey and butter pastries mingled with the heady scent of alcohol. It was dizzying and overwhelming all at once.

As her escort tugged at her elbow, he pointed toward a dance party. “Dance with me, Eden!”

Eden lifted her eyebrows, downing the rest of the flute’s contents. “Not until you ask a lady properly.” She discarded the glass, casually following Aurelie’s figure as a male swept her into a quick-paced dance.

“Will you please dance with me, Eden?” Tamas bowed low.

“Oh yes, of course.” She winked, then grabbed the boy’s hand and led him toward the throng of individuals. With the thrum of alcohol pulsing in her veins, Eden pulled Tamas into a bouncing, energetic dance. When she spun away, her chest collided with a tall blond male. Eden hadn’t seen ringlets so tightly wound against a person’s head before, and his eyes were a perfect clashing of green and blue. On his right cheek, he bore one freckle, as if to accentuate how high his cheekbones were. He was positively beautiful.

His smooth hands reached up to steady her.

“I’m sorry,” she blurted, unable to tear her eyes from his.

“Don’t be.” His gaze shifted as if he were committing her face to memory. “Are you enjoying yourself?” He lifted his pale brows and glanced around.

“Immensely. I haven’t been here in years.” Eden didn’t need a mirror to know she was flushed. She could hear how out of breath she sounded, and there was a certain buzzing in her veins she blamed on the mead.

The male pulled his head back, and one hand came to rest on his chest. A chest that was scarcely concealed by the same sheer fabric as her gown. “Years? You don’t say. We must ensure it’s a day to remember.” He bowed, then lifted a hand. “My lady, I am Lord Calix of House Omorphia. I’d be honored if you danced with me.”

House Omorphia? Eden blinked, placing the name immediately. It was one of the families her mother was trying to warm Eden up to. They hadn’t met, but the idea of marrying someone she didn’t even know . . . it didn’t appeal to her.

“I accept.” She paused. “But I would have even if you weren’t of Omorphia.” She took his outstretched hand. “My name is Eden of House Damaris, and I’d prefer if you simply called me Eden.”

Calix’s eyes widened. “Damaris?” His other hand slid to her waist as he drew her flush against him. He smelled of sunshine, mead, and citrus. “My father knew yours well.” The harp now played a soft melody, a stark contrast to the lively beat from before. Calix led Eden in a fluid dance, their bodies seldom separating. “Why have I never seen you?”

What lie could she possibly spout? Eden glanced to the side. Aurelie mouthed, Good for you.

“I am not fond of court. I prefer the tranquility of gardens to the vipers of society.” It was the truth, even if it wasn’t the whole of it.

Calix swept Eden across the cobblestone street, leading her in a circle, but she didn’t move as smoothly as him and occasionally felt the hard planes of his body melding into her. Warmth spread through Eden’s body, and she wasn’t certain if it was due to the heat or the mead coursing through her.

“I can understand that. I’m not overly fond of it myself, although it’s expected of me.” Calix shrugged.

She frowned, searching his vibrant eyes. There was a spark there, something kind and playful, and she saw the truth of his words in them as well.

When the music ended, Calix slowly withdrew from Eden. “It has been my greatest pleasure to dance with you, Eden. Enjoy the rest of the festival.” His fingers were the last to pull away, but before he did, Calix bowed his head and brushed a kiss to her knuckles.

Eden touched her ear; it was hot to the touch, and she knew her face was scarlet. She laughed, mostly at herself and the fluttering in her stomach.

“I leave you alone for a moment and you wind up in the arms of Lord Calix!” Aurelie gently pushed Eden’s shoulder. “Unfair, if you ask me.”

Her brow furrowed. “How? I bumped into him.”

Aurelie cocked her head, scrutinizing Eden. “Never mind. Let’s go find some honey cakes.” She twirled round, grabbing Tamas’ hand.

Eden watched her friend, unsure of what had been lost on her. Leave it to her to miss something. Not wanting to sour the day, she rushed after Aurelie.

Eden spent the rest of the festival dancing until her feet were nearly bloodied and eating until her stomach felt as though it would burst.

By the time they’d found the carriage, Tamas had consumed so many honey pastries that the sugar had overtaken him, and he was dozing as they walked. Eden situated herself next to him, allowing him to crash into her and slip into a peaceful slumber. She combed his curls back over his pointed ears, then looked out the window. The sun was dipping low in the sky, where it would sit until morning before rising to its full strength. In Lucem, the sun never gave way to a moon as Midniva’s did. This was, after all, the land of light.

Eden succumbed to the hypnotic sway of the cab and jingling of the horses’ harnesses. She woke as they pulled into Aurelie’s drive, blinking away the sleepiness. Above her friend’s manor, the aged wisteria blooms cascaded down in a dancing, purple waterfall. The sweet scent invaded the cab, tickling Eden’s nose.

“This has been a most unexpected day,” Eden sighed as she walked toward the stable.

Aurelie twirled in front of her, brown eyes full of life and wonder. “And that young lord who asked me to dance . . . ”

Eden laughed. Tamas had done well to keep any potential mates away from her. “I don’t want to return home, but I must. I fear—”

“I know.” Aurelie held up a hand, then motioned to a stable hand to fetch Eden’s horse. “For what it’s worth, I’m glad you were able to come with us.”

“Me too.”

As pleasant as the ride to Aurelie’s had been, Eden pushed her mount as fast as she could go, fueled by the worry of what her mother had in store for her but also by a tinge of excitement. She would still have to admit to replying to the invitation, and while Eden knew her mother’s reaction would be less than approving, she didn’t believe anything more than exasperation would come from it.

The sun bathed her home in a golden light, and the flowers surrounding the property had closed their blooms for the evening. Although the air still held its perfumed fragrance, it wasn’t as strong as it had been during the day.

In the stable, Eden relinquished her hold on her mare, then quickly made her way inside her home. The candelabras and lanterns were lit, illuminating the hall as she wove her way to the sitting room, where her mother typically spent her evenings.

Her heart beat heavily in her ears, and color rushed into her cheeks. She stepped into the doorway, fidgeting with her fingers. “Mama—”

“Eden Damaris, I demand you explain yourself. Where have you been?” Her mother stood from the chaise lounge, rising to her full, grandiose stature. Her sharp, slanted features only added a harsher quality to her current dour mood.

At once, Eden’s heart sank. “I went to the Blossom Festival with Aurelie. I didn’t see any harm in it. I’ve missed going with Papa—”

As Naya strode forward and closed the distance between them, she cupped Eden’s cheeks. “I miss him too, more than you know. To have your life-mate ripped from you is something incomparable. But it doesn’t excuse your foolish behavior.” She dipped her head, pressing a kiss to Eden’s hair. “And that rabbit . . . ” Turning away, Naya tsked, but it melded with laughter.

This was a chastising Eden could live with. It still caused her cheeks to flush with embarrassment and made her squirm, for surely she’d disappointed her mother, but it was far better than she’d anticipated. It bolstered her confidence, and in a rush, Eden blurted her next words.

“I responded to an invitation from King Travion. He’s hosting a ball in two weeks’ time, and I said we’d go. I’ve been wanting to go to Midniva for ages, and I thought . . . I thought . . . ” Whatever confidence had resided in Eden dwindled rapidly as tension-filled silence rippled around them.

Naya’s body grew rigid, and the slow turn toward her made Eden think of a wild cat preparing to pounce on its prey. Before she could unroot herself from where she stood, Naya lashed out, slapping her across the face. An exasperated, strangled noise escaped her.

“How could you? You reckless girl! You haven’t a clue what you’ve done.” She rubbed her hand as if it stung from the strike, then paced back and forth. “Out of my sight. Go to your room at once.”

Eden had jolted as her mother’s hand connected with her cheek, but it hadn’t been the first, nor would it likely be the last time. She lifted her own hand, stroking cool fingers against the mark. “I didn’t mean . . . ”

“Go!”

Eden rushed from the room, hot tears splashing down her freckled cheeks, stinging the growing welt.

She should have known better, and yet she’d done it anyway.