Respectfully Yours

Anikka

Naniningkit ang mga mata ko habang sinasalubong ng mga sinag ng araw galing sa bintana. Kainis naman si Mama, siya na naman siguro ang nagbukas ng kurtina. Agad akong napatingin ko sa aking wall clock. Ugali ko na kasi itong tignan tuwing nagigising ako para malaman ko kung tinanghali o maaga akong nagising

Napabalikwas ako ng bangon ng makita na alas-siyete na pala ng umaga! 8:00 ang pasok ko. Ang daming mga readings at kung anong oras na ako natapos. Recitation pa naman ngayon, baliwala ang pagpupuyat ko kung malelate din naman ako!

Mabilis akong nag-ayos, halos ligong uwak na lang ang ginawa ko, just wisik wisik out there, then I'm done! Basta na lang ako dumampot ng masusuot

Lakad takbo na rin ang aking ginawa papunta sa aking closet at kunin ang aking pangagailangan pagpasok ko sa school. Mabilisan na lahat ang kilos ko dahil hindi ako pupwede maging mabagal dahil malelate na ako!

Agad akong lumabas ng kwarto ko at dali daling bumaba.

"Anikka, what kind of dress are you wearing, mas mukha ka pang manang sa akin." Napahinto ako nang makita siyang nakasandal na may gilid. Ito ang ayaw ko every morning kapag nasasalubong ko si Mommy sisitahin nanaman niya ang pananamit ko.

I'm just wearing a three-fourth sleeve blouse, and a skirt. Plus this glasses making me look like a nerd. I prefer glasses than to contacts. My eyes are so irritated with them. In this way am comfortable. Importantly it is my right to choose what I wear.

Though, it might be a pressure for her, that she is a former beauty queen and I should also act like one. Mabuti at hindi niya ako napilit na sumali sa mga beauty contest, because it is not my thing. Being famous isn't me.

"Palitan mo niyang damit mo dali!" Agad niya akong hinila sa kwarto ko at agad siyang nagpunta sa walk in closet ko.

"You must wear this my dear mas bagay yan sayo" Nilabas niya yung isang dress ko, heels and my contact lenses, na silang pinakaayaw kong isinusuot. Those are the clothes that Mama always bought to me na natatambak lang naman dahil madalang ko lang magamit, o hindi ko man lang nasusuot.

"Ma! Ayoko po niyan." Napangiwi ako ng mapagtanto na crop top pa ito. I am not fat, I just don't want to show off some skin. Besides papasok ako sa school, that will not be necessary.

"You must wear this whether you like it or not." Mama show me her threatening glare. I sighed. Pressure me in everything but not with this stuffs!

"Ma, hinding hindi ko po talaga isusuot iyan" She smiled bitterly. She gave up, hindi rin naman niya ako mapipilit at kanina ko pa gustong umalis. Malelate na ako kapag nagtagal pa ako dito.

"Ok, basta isuot mo na lang itong contact lens mo, para kahit paano ay hindi ka magmukhang manang diyan" Sabay bigay ni mama dun sa contact lens ko

I rolled my eyes. No way!

"Anak naman please, look at yourself in the mirror." Tinignan ko yung sarili ko, there is nothing wrong with me. I look good kahit ganito lang ko, mas comfortable akong ganito. Ayoko naman na lumabas na hindi ko madala ang sarili ko.

"Look anak, you look so plain, boring, walang kang kabuhay buhay. Why don't you try to spice up baguhin mo yang itsura mo. You're beautiful anak, bakit mo iyon itinatago." Yeah alam ko iyon, isa iyon sa dahilan kung bakit ganito ako manamit ayokong may makapansin sa akin, mas gusto kong maging invisible. I want people to accept me as a person not just because of my family name.

It creeps me out kapag may lumalapit na lalaki sa akin, yung mga ngising tila may halong kalokohan. Yeah I know, habol lang naman nila kasi ang yaman at kapangyarihan ng pamilya ko, some of them just want to get laid. Akala siguro nila, isa akong easy to get na babae na basta basta papatol sa kanila. Man nowadays are hard to trust.

Mas mabuti na rin talaga na ganito ang itsura ko. Para di nila ako lapitan..

"Ma, I need to go now."

"To end this discussion, wear these." Sabay bigay ni mama doon sa damit at tinulak tulak niya ako sa banyo.

"Miranda, let her be. Huwag mo na naman pilitin yang apo ko." Yes! There he is, just right in time! My beloved Lolo Juan. Agad akong lumapit sa kaya, if he didn't come talagang mabilis na ako kakaripas ng takbo papalayo kay Mama. He's always saving me from her, kaya sa huli hindi na ako pinipilit ni mama. Kaya love na love ko itong si Lolo Juan ko.

"Hija pumasok ka na, ako na bahala sa mama mo." I kissed my lolo in the forehead while Mama on her cheeks.

"Ok! Bye Lolo! Bye Mama!" Then I leave at my room.

"Hay nako papa! Lagi mo na lang kinukunsinte yang anak ko sa pananamit niyang ganyan! Kaya ayaw niyang baguin ang sarili niya."

"Miranda, ayos lang yan para walang masyadong lalapit na lalake diyan sa apo ko at tanging yung mapapangasawa niya yung magiging lalaki sa buhay niya." Napahinto ako at lumapit ng bahagya. Anong sabi? Mapapangasawa ko? Seryoso? Maybe, nagkamali lang ako ng rinig. I stand there a little bit to listen, to confirm if totoo ang narinig ko, not bothering that I am going to be late in my class. Papa, pero paano siya magugustujan ng fiancé niya kung ganyan siya." Wait, what? Fiancé? They are not serious about it! This is impossible. I am still hoping that that is not real. I can't see having boyfriends, asawa pa kaya!

"Miranda, your raised a good and fine lady. I know her fiancé will liker her and I know our Anikka will like him too." I frown, so tama nga, may fiancee na ako pero hindi ko alam. Paano nangyari yun? Ni wala pang pinapakilala sa akin?Tuloy paang amg dami daming tanong na lumalabas sa utak ko. Also, how could I like a stranger. I am starting to loathe them at this point, how could they do this to me, removing my freedom and allowing me to marry to someone that I didn't know. Gusto kong pumasok ulit sa kwarto ko at kokomprontahin ko sila tungkol ditan sa fiancee na yan.

Tsk! Anikka malelate ka na!

Hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano ang uunahin ko, alam ang katotohanan o papasok ako. Terror pa naman yung prof na klase ko ngayon, so I must better in the class, pero dapat ko rin malaman yung pinag- uusapan nila mama, tungkol din naman sa akin iyon.

I shall deal with it later. I hope I can concentrate sa recitation mamaya.

Whatever that man is, I will never like him, and I will not tying the knot with him.

Lakad takbo na akong papunta ng Law school. I sigh in relief ng makita ang mga kaibigan ko na nasa lobby. Dali-dali akong pumunta sa kanila.

"Girl where have you been, naku mabuti at late si Attorney ngayon."

I scratched my head and suddenly remember what happened, which bothers me up to this point. Sana ay hindi ako madistract

"Girl, may problem k aba? You can tell us, ang putla mo kasi ngayon." Sambit ni Mitch.

"Anika is always pale, what's the catch." Yen said and Mitch just thrown her signature deadly glare.

"Anikka, whatever it is you can tell it to us" Mitch told me and hold my hand. I guess I am that pale enough para magmukhang may pinagdadadaanan. As much as I want to tell them about this, mas pinili ko na lang itago muna.

Besides nandyan na din si Attorney.

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Lukas

"Oohhhh! Shit! Luuuuke!!" She shouted as I enter my hardened member to her girl. Is she Selena? Selene. I already forgot the name. I did not mind either, for a man who just want to get laid. I met her at he ba and found her hot, kaya pinormahan ko na. She was easy to get with my tactics. Who can resist someone like Lukas Aragon. That's why we're here in this pleasurable moment, well for her.

"Shit!! Say you love me Luke." I smirked. Why will I do that? I didn't love her, I just want to sex with this woman, after this I will leave her just like the other girls whom I fucked with. I just kiss her roughly on the lips then to her neck down to her collarbone ang finally to her breast just stop saying those nasty words.

Love, I did not believe on that. It did not really exist.

"Please Luke, say that you want me, you love me.." Shit! Ang kulit naman ng babaeng ito hindi pa ba sapat na binigyan ko siya ng masarap na halik! I pumped her hard making her. How can I love her at first laid, I am just here to fuck.

"I'm cumming!!" Buti pa to, lalabasan na eh ako, mukhang matatagalan pa. I gave her a hard fuck until I am near to my climax Yes! I put my shaft out then I let all my juices out to her abdomen.

"That is so great Luke." She looked at me and still under my ecstacy, while caressing my face. I removed her hands from and started to dress myself. I am going out of here.

"Don't you want cuddle baby?" Tinapatan niya ako at inaya uli na mahiga. I frown. I don't want to swat her hands off me, I am not that bad.I hold her hands gently. "Sorry. I am just here to fuck, sweetheart."

*Pak!*

I instantly felt the stinging pain on my cheek, I carress it slightly. Ang bigat ng kamay niya. Well I understand, an asshole and I don't care to that slap. It is not a big deal, lagi naman na tong nangyayari. Besides I can fuck whatever I want and grab a girl in just a blink.

I'am a well known billionaire engineer who handled a lots of multi-milion project and I have this very handsome face, that every girl should wish for. No woman can resist me.☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐