Rejection

I'm sick...

I've been waiting too long

I'm trying...I'm trying to be strong

You're never here

Never picking your phone up

I wish you were near

But enough...

I'm not waiting anymore

It's going to be tough

But it's now or never

It's either me or her

Our love forever

Or the lust to make you feel better

I'm not going to be second

And watch her be first

I know you have this curtain thirst

But our bond...

Doesn't that mean anything...

It's like ice in summer...

Slowing melting.. turning into a pond

Now or never

And here I used to think we were forever....