Chapter 11: One Month Later
I had slept in the same bed as Rain since the night I took her virginity. She helps clean the house and helps White Dove cook and make bread, pies, and full meals. Rain is a good cook and we all love the homemade bread and pies. I had just walked into the house to take a shower. I felt the shower door open and watched as she stepped into the shower.
Rain what are you doing I asked her. I watched as she licked my chest, and put her hand around my cock. I sucked in a breath. Rain, Then she put her mouth on my cock licking and sucking it. I threw my head back and put a hand on the back of her head. I pumped my hips and then I said if you don't stop I will shot my seed in your mouth. She moved her head faster as well as her hand since she could not take all of me and then I exploded. She swallowed all of it. I lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around me. I slammed my cock inside her sweet pussy and fucked her in the shower. I heard her scream my name as she had her orgasm and I followed after her a few minutes later.
I do not want her to get pregnant. If she does I have to let her go. I don't want her to leave me. I want to keep her forever. I turned the water off and grabbed a towel and dried her. I then dried myself. I carried her to bed and proceeded to make love to her again. Rain, what do you fell about me? What do you mean Wolf? Do you love me? I rolled over and lay on top of him. Wolf, I have come to love you very much. I don't want to leave you. Not ever.
Do you love me? I care for you but I am not sure if I really love you yet. It's alright I understand. I am just available for you to use. I watched as she got off me and climbed out of the bed. She walked into the bathroom and I heard the shower running. I do love her. Why didn't I tell her that? I also knew that she was pregnant. I kept an eye on the tampons in the bathroom. A new box that had not been opened in two months.
I lay on the bed and watched as she walked out of the door. I walked down the hallway towards the kitchen. I did not see Wolf's brothers watching me as I walked past the living room door. I did not notice that I had tears flowing down my face as I entered the kitchen and started to make more homemade bread and pies. I did not see Wolf's brothers look at each other with sad eyes. I think she might be pregnant and that she found out Wolf does not love her but she loves him.
We looked up as Wolf walked in the door. Is she pregnant yet? I think so but she doesn't know yet. She told you she loves you didn't she? Yes, and she asked me if I loved her. I told her I cared about her but was not sure if I loved her. But I do love her. It is going to be hard to let her go back to her club. Then don't make her go. Claim her if you love her. I don't know if I can.
I continued to look at Rain as she worked in the kitchen. Why all of a sudden has she lost the sparkle in her eyes and why is she crying? I helped her to set the table and as we wall sat down I noticed that she did not look up or talk to any of us. She especially did not say much to Wolf. My heart was breaking. I knew that I should not have fallen in love with him. He does not want me or love me. He just wants to have sex with me.
After we ate finished eating I stood up and started clearing the table off. I rinsed the dishes and put them in the dishwasher before wiping the counters and table off. I then swept and mopped the kitchen floors. I then walked to the bedroom and changed into sweatpants and one of my teeshirts. I climbed into the bed and scooted over as far away from Wolf as I could get.
All I could think of was that he did not love me. He did not want me to stay with him. I fell asleep with tears running down my face. I lay in bed and noticed she scooted as far away from me as she could get. I knew she was crying thinking I used her. I didn't love her. But I do love her. I woke up with hearing Rain getting sick. I knew she was pregnant.
I heard the water running in the bathroom. I heard her walk out and sit down in the rocking chair. Wolf, I know you are awake. I figured out why I am here. Beast got your sister pregnant. He denied it was his child. He refused to claim your sister because she is an American Indian. You want revenge so you took the girl he was supposed to claim. You wanted me to fall in love with you. Have sex with you and get pregnant. Then you plan on sending me back home.
I looked at her with sad eyes. It's alright. I will leave and go back home. I will take our child with me. I forgive you for what you did. But I can't stop loving you. I just want you to know that. I stood up and got dressed. I am ready to leave now. I turned and walked out of the door. Which one of you is going to take me and drop me off at the club? Wolf has gotten his revenge. I am pregnant.
Rain, please don't leave. He does love you in his way. He has a really bad way of showing it. Now let's go. White Dove walked over and said give me your phone. I handed her my phone and watched as she put her phone number on it. Please call me. I have come to love you like a sister. I don't want you to leave Rain. I hugged her and turned away.
Well, who is taking me home? I will White Feather said standing up and walking toward the door. I lifted Rain up and sat her on my truck seat. I walked around and climbed into the truck. I looked over at Wolf's bedroom and saw him looking out the window before I started the truck and drove away. Rain, if you ever need anything. I mean anything please call us.
I dropped her off right at her gate in front of the club I drove away looking at her from the preview window. My heart was breaking. I thought of her as my sister and now she was gone. The house will not be the same.