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Chapter 111: She Is Opposite Of Me Chapter 111: She Is Opposite Of Me Kingston
The night was still young which was good, seeing as I had a lot planned for her. But since I wasn't at my club, which was where I should have been right now, I had a lot of things to take care of. And luckily, these were things I could do remotely, I didn't need to be at work to get them done. "I have some work, I will be back in an hour or so." I said as I grabbed my plate and stood stood up with me and held out her hand. up. She
"Go do what you have to do, I will clean up." She didn't even wait as she grabbed the plate from my hand and moved to the sink.
The
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way she made herself at home was oddly satisfying, the house had been so empty for so long and while I needed my space, I didn't mind sharing it with her. My office was in my father's style and just like every room in the house, I hadn't bothered renovating it. No, bothered was the wrong word, more like I didn't want to renovate it. This place held a lot of shitty memories but I wasn't one to run away from them. There was no way I could run either even if I had tried. Some things were impossible to escape, memories and experience molded you and the shadow of your past slithered into your soul and shaped it into its own image. There was no changing a soul once it had been shaped, at least, that was what I had always believed. I thought mine would stay back from years of carp, I thought it would remain bruised and damaged and it still were all of those things. But, the lightness I had felt in Angelia's presence..
...could it be that the lightness could help remove my soul if given enough time? Shaking my head at my absurdity, I sat down in my office chair and turned off my laptop. I had a couple of documents to go through before I let my body and mind get what they have been craving for. The suspense was almost the best thing about bdsm, both for the dominant and the submissive. The waiting, knowing something exciting was about to happen. I had decided we should continue her training and this time, I would focus on her body's reaction. There was a list of things I wanted her to do, all by one simple command. Of course, it wouldn't happen overnight but we all had to start somewhere. After finishing my work, grabbed my notebook and went through today's plan. Being a dominant and especially being a master, planning was an essential part of my training. For now, I had a few things I wanted to train out of her, one of them being her hesitation. Sure, she had come a long way already but I wanted it completely gone. When we were through, she would follow our orders without a second thought. Another thing I wanted to fix was her embarrassment, purposely humiliating her was one thing but being embarrassed by what should be natural wasn't something I would allow. She needed to learn to embrace herself, only Chapter 111. She Is Opposite Of Me
then would she achieve a feeling of inner peace.
Before I went to her, I made sure the playroom was ready for us. I laid the paddle I had used on her the last time on the table within reach of where we would be, just in case I had need for it. The room had been aired out recently and I had also changed the sheets, no one but me were allowed into this room. Satisfied that everything was as it should be, I closed the door behind me and swung by my bedroom quickly and brushed my teeth before moving on to search for my girl. My house was massive and it took some time before I found her. I should have probably given her a house tour, so she knew where everything was. But it seemed she didn't have a problem moving around in what I considered a labyrinth. I located her in what I considered the homiest living room, there was a huge sprawling couch which she currently took place in. A ray of sunlight streamed in through the window and made her creamy skin glow seductively. A flat screen t television took up most of the wall
had watched when I saw her watching a wall opposite the couch and a part of me was irritated she had had put on the screen the the movie we
a movie, thinking
and together at at Riccardo's house. For some reason, I had hoped we had watched it as a group: when I looked closely at the screen, though, it wasn't the same movie but another show I hadn't seen before. I didn't want to admit how pleased I was that she hadn't started our show without us I stood silently as I took her in, making sure not to move and drag her attention towards me. She was in her own world as her focus was on the television, no matter how much I had tried ever since we met her, it was impossible to take my eyes off her. Angelia was was the complete opposite of of me in every way, she was the light to my darkness. Her mind was pure and her body was soft, she had humor and smiles that came easily. Like I said, the complete opposite of me but I found that it pulled me in even further. I didn't want someone like myself, I needed someone who could drag me out of my own head and into the present. She didn't know she was doing it, though, she was naive to her own effect on me. She was laying on the couch, looking relaxed and carefree. I liked seeing that look on her, almost as much as I enjoyed seeing her submit. Since I had met her, my protectiveness had reached a new height. I never wanted anything bad to happen to her and I considered it my job to give her whatever she needed to stay comfortable. My mind took me to my conversation with Riccardo, I had been beyond p*i*d and I was still angry, not at what he had kept secret but that he had kept a secret. Her working at my club or even studying at Marshall's university wasn't a big deal, in my opinion, it would be worse if I was an active boss or if Marshall was her professor but we weren't. Instead, Weldon was technically her boss and I was his and Marshall had no interaction with her at school. So what had really been the problem? S**d question, I knew because I knew Riccardo. He had gotten better at his issues as an adult but they still clung tightly to his mind. The last couple of years, we hadn't been as tight as we used to, I could think logically about that, knowing we were still best friends even if we didn't see each other as often as before. Riccardo, though, wasn't able to look at the slight gap between us without seeing it with the fear of abandonment coloring his eyes. Deep seated issues
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like that could make nothing into something and in this case, it made him think he was losing us.
So why he had kept it from me, in his mind, he thought it was the only way to bring us back together. We had never been interested in the same woman before and he grabbed that opportunity by the horns. Maybe, he thought Marshall would be too honorable to become her dominant if he knew she was a student at his university. To be completely honest, there was probably some truth to that. Marshall was the most honorable among us. I think at first, Riccardo. was perhaps too focused on keeping his friends together to even think about how those would affect Angelia. He had been interested in her, sure but either he had been blinded by that or blinded by his need to bring us back together to say something.
And how, we were too bound to her to take any chances in revealing the truth. I had a strong suspicion she would have walked away from us if she figured out everything. She was too strong-willed, too independent to accept it all and we were too egotistical to let that happen. It was wrong, completely f****ng wrong to keep this from her but what choice did we have now? We had too many secrets and we would lose her if she knew about them. We couldn't tell her about the private investigator or how the membership wasn't sponsored but instead paid by all of us. Or how Riccardo knew about her working for me and us both knowing she studies at Marshall's
university.
We had made a f***ng mess and now we had to live with.
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