MY Possessive Mafia Men

MY Possessive Mafia Men

Chapter 108: I Am Not Ready To Let Them Go

Chapter 108: I Am Not Ready To Let Them Go

Angelia

"I didn't

know you guys would join us tonight?" I posed it as a question to Riccardo while

Marshall still worked on the lace behind me.

"We couldn't possibly miss your first public scene, now could we? Besides, we figured it would. help you with any..." He paused, searching for the right word. "Stage fight." He e completed it and I chuckled.

"You are right, I don't know if I could have followed through on Marshall's orders if you hadn't.

been there." He smiled down at me.

"Well,

I should leave you guys alone, I wouldn't want to steal your attention from Marshall." He winked at me, clearly joking. "F***k you, man." Marshall laughed.

"Besides, I think our girl is too tired to give any of us attention right now." He didn't sound disappointed about me being worn out, he was only stating a fact. "Yes, I think you are right. Go on and get her to bed." He agreed with Marshall and then looked at

me.

"Goodnight, honey." He bent down and gave me a sweet kiss on my lips before he walked out the door and I murmured a goodnight back to him before the door closed.

got my tight With the corset finally off, Marshall helped me into my clothes and by the time we got jeans on, I was cursing at myself. I should have picked a dress for tonight. "Do you want me to carry you to the car? He asked, taking in my slumped form. "No, I am fine." I replied honestly.

I

Although I had little energy, I could still move my legs without much problem. I was so tired that I didn't even feel Adanna's angry stare on our way out. We got to his house in no time, I had falle asleep in the passenger seat which made the trip like it was over in a blink. This time, he didn't even ask as he lifted me and carried me inside. I had to say I really liked being held by these men of mine. He helped me shower after I had said I wouldn't be able to sleep before I was clean. He 14:19 Mon, Oct 28

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also helped me to dry myself off and it was heaven actually. The way they took care of me would make any woman swoon and I was swooning majorly.

With the new water bottle on the nightstand by the side, he tucked me into bed and spooned met from behind. He had offered to make me food but all I needed right now was the bed and him. I fell asleep to him drawing invisible patterns on my stomach as he held me in his embrace. It amazed me how relaxed I was with either of them whereas, I struggled to fall asleep on my own le that it wasn't an i

issue at all. but with them, I was content and felt so

The next morning, I work with the sudden and delicious stretch in my ***y. I dream about having an o***** but maybe it hadn't been a dream at all. Opening my eyes, I looked up at my handsome dominant, his dirty hair was unkempt and his lips glittered with what I believed was my juice. I had to admit, I love waking up like this, "Good morning, baby girl." He grunted in a rough tone, he pulled out of me almost all the way before pushing back in slowly, letting me feel every bump and ridge of his d***k.

"Do that again, please."

That was how I responded to his greetings, already craving the feeling of him filling me little by little. He chuckled but obliged me. With each careful thrust, I moaned and rocked my hips up to meet them with his thrust. The sex was gentle and sweet and I tried not to think about now loving it felt. His eyes didn't let me though, they were unguarded from just having woken up and in them, I could see a devotion of the purest kindness. It was too much for me but he commanded me to keep my eyes open when I started to close them. He forced me to see something I wasn't ready for but I was also sure he saw something in mine that I wasn't ready to share. Not yet, not now. This was happening too quick and too fast, my brain told me I was a logical thinker and it often undermined what my heart wanted because of it. I cum with a soft cry and he followed soon after with a groan. Through it all, our eyes stayed connected and even later when he dropped me off to work, I could still feel the connection we had shared. James had followed Andy to the cafe and stayed for breakfast. They were starting to get pretty serious and I was happy for them but a bit jealous. With them, it seemed so easy, they went on dates and their romantic intention was clear. But with these me and I, I couldn't help but think rationally. The four of us had all agreed on this arrangement between us, the unnamed feelings I had whenever I was with one of them wasn't unknown anymore. It was affection, appreciation, infatuation and definitely passion. Maybe even no, I wasn't ready to let that go yet. It has been easier to agree to our arrangement, knowing that it had an expiration date. We were always supposed to be a passing thing, something convenient while we searched for someone permanent. Chapter 108: I Am Not Ready To Let Them Go

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Could there ever be more? Would they want more? Yes, I already knew the answer. They wanted a slave and I wasn't there yet, maybe I never would be or perhaps I just needed time. I was pretty sure they weren't in search of a girlfriend, though. But did I want to be their girlfriend? And how will that even work? Gosh, I couldn't think straight anymore, it had been like this for several days ever since the group night and the day after when they took me out howling and then dinner. "Are you okay, Angelia?" James's voice brought me out of the never ending questions circling in my mind.

"What?" I looked up from the table I had abstractly swiped with a were cloth, the small spill of coffee was cleaned up long ago.

"You seem lost in thought, are you okay?" He asked again, his brows were scrunched together in

worry.

I had gotten to know him more through my free days and he had apologized profusely for his friend's behavior even when I tried to say it was fine, it had definitely made me uncomfortable. It was James's fault, he wouldn't hear of it. Instead, he had told me no should treat a woman like that and not only assured me that I would never need to meet Kent again but he also took a step back from his friend. "I have never known him to act like such a creep, although I loved him like a brother but that kind of behavior isn't accepted.' He had said to me after Andy had filled him in on what happened.

James hadn't tried to I to make my experience with Kent into something less or finding excuses for his friend and it only made me happier knowing Andy had a guy like him on his side. He deserves only the best.

"Yes, I am good."

I responded and when he looked doubtful, I chuckled.

"Really, you don't have to worry. I just got some stuff on my mind and before you ask, it is nothing serious."

If you count having feelings for three men and not knowing what to do about it as nothing serious. Although, I couldn't tell him that. Andy walked up to us after serving a customer.

"What are you guys talking about?" He was so damn serious.

Since my night with my men, I had only shared a little of what happened. I guess, with feelings being involved, everything became more complicated and I wasn't ready to talk about that, I wanted to sort it out on my own first. "Nothing," I said with an over the top sweet smile and left them alone and continued my work.

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It was a pretty relaxing day at the cafe, not too busy and I had time to joke with him in between waiting tables. I had been invited to eat with the two of them and as much as I wanted to, I didn't want to intrude on their date even when they assured me it was fine. While it might be okay for them, I didn't want to be third-wheeling.

My apartment was empty and dull before I met Marshall, Riccardo and Kingston and I didn't mind this shitty place but now that I had gotten a taste of something better, it was hard to look at this crap and find comfort. It wasn't their place that I missed, but simply being with them. They were so attentive, knowing what I needed before I did Chapter Comments