Married at 19

The semester break is almost over and I decided to return to the dorm this evening. So I asked my cousin, Nick, to give me a ride with his car since we were studying in the same university.

My cousin took the business management course while I took the medical course along with my best friends, Sasha and Cecilia.

Seth who is Sasha's boyfriend took the business management same as my cousin and also my umm...crush, Nathan Harrison.

Yeah...I've been crushing on him since the day we first met at a party when we were still kids. Well...he doesn't know that and everyone also doesn't know about that since I keep it secret from them. I'm to scare to confess to him either, because I know that he loves somebody else and she is of course my best friend, Sasha.

I was kind of heartbroken long ago when I knew about it, but I endured it by telling myself that I'll be happy if he's happy.

He always kind to me whenever we hang out together with our friends, but he only considers me as his friend and he only has his eyes on Sasha. I'm so jealous when every time I saw him looking at the woman he loves. I really hope that he'll do that to me too...in my dream, maybe.

"Bella!" That husky voice of his, my only crush, Nathan Harrison suddenly called my name from behind.

Why did he call me?

I quickly turned to that direction and saw him gasping for air after running so hard along the hallway.

"Bella." He called my name again. His blue eyes are sparkling when our eyes met.

"Yes, Nathan?"

"D-did you...see Sasha anywhere?" My heart, suddenly broke into pieces when I heard he mentioned Sasha's name. "Because I already looked for her everywhere and I really didn't see her. Do you know where could I find her?"

Just forget about him, Bella. He'll never be yours anyway.

"U-um...no. I didn't see her either. The last time I saw her was during our biology class, 2 hours ago." I replied to him, trying my best to avoid his eye contact.

"Okay then, thanks." Nathan gave me his grin before leaving me alone in the hallway to look for Sasha.

Although it hurts very much, I have to accept that we will never get together because he's truly in love with Sasha. Just maybe I can dream about him, but not in reality, right?☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐