Married at 19

It was already morning and seriously I really can't sleep through all night, I don't know why, but Bella made me become like that.

Sorry for blaming her. It is because my eyes, they won't sleep and only focusing on Bella's beautiful face. Besides, I felt guilty by ending that awkward conversation last night and it was kind of funny for me since I never acted such a kid like that before. Not even with my mom. Anyway, I really enjoy watching her sleep. My heart, even fluttering more when looked at her sexy looking lips.

Oh god, I sounded like a pervert now.

It's still early in the morning, and her class will start after lunch, well....I kind of checking her schedule last night.

My eyes still can't get over from the goddess that still asleep beside me. We are faced with each other with a pillow in between us as a barrier.

I saw her forehead crinkled s bit, maybe she's currently having a bad dream now. But she looks so cute though.

My phone alarm almost wakes her up, but I managed to turn it off. She accidentally grabs my hand and pulls me closer to her, well, I kind of move along with her too, so she didn't wake up from her sleep. Bella then rest her head on my chest and hug me tightly, maybe thinking I am a very comfortable pillow.

I smiled with her funny sleeping habit that amused me so much. I didn't know she can be like this whenever she asleep. So cute and fragile.

I practically was playing with her hair and sometimes caressed her soft cheeks when I have a chance to. And my heart... it pounded so hard lately and I really lose control of it completely.

I think the promise I made just ate myself...I guess Nathan Harrison is falling for this cutie pie.

Want to know why I'm saying like that?

Well, it is because I googled it last night, after finished my works about the strange feelings that I felt while around her lately.

And I tried to prove the theory more when I decided to sleep in her bedroom with her. The feeling that I feel for her, is right and it is way more stronger.

It is love.

I finally moved one from my crush.... Sasha Velencia.

And it started to happened when she helped me when I got injured with my foot. I was just so stupid not to realized it so soon.

My friend.....I mean my childhood friend and also my truly gorgeous wife, Isabella Dawson...... I love her, more than I love Sasha before.

She is my everything to me and I feel like I will do anything for her as long she will be happy.

Unfortunately, she may be not liking me back, because the guy that I saw with her yesterday, they seemed so close.

I guess that is the guy she truly love and maybe a couple now and I'm the third person who will just interrupt their relationships.

It just one-sided love again, just like before.

Maybe Nathan Harrison will never be with his true love, because the girls that he fallen in love with will never ever like him back.

It's the fact that I have to accept.

Sound like it is curse right?

Maybe it is, because I'm a bad person who doesn't know how to treat a woman better and what if this is my punishment for me for chasing someone else girlfriend. If that was, I deserve it though.

Anyway, since I just realized that I'm in love with Bella, I promise that I will make her happy while she is living with me in the same roof until the contract is over. I think it is the best way for the both of

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