Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

Episode-358

Angela's POV:

this Lady Tina hesitated but she called Queen, she said, "Alisa...

actually... someone as Angela Anderson is here to see you.... should I let her in"

10 minutes later, I saw sitting in this room, looking at the cup of tea

they served me. The room is empty. I am waiting for the Queen. I am glad she

didn't threw me away.

I saw Queen walking in, she closed the door. Her gaze told me, She

didn't wanted to see me. She is dressed

elegantly in this lavender dress, her long hair are tied in low pony, she as glasses.

She sat in front of me and she said, "speak..."

I looked at her and said, "Your highness..... I... I don't know why, why

you asked to leave Aaron.... but... I can't.... I love him, I can't imagine my life

without him...."

Queen said to me, "I can't imagine a day

knowing my children aren't safe... and I am living it...."

I can't give an argument on this, she is worried about Aaron's safety.

She added, "You want to know why I have

problem with you.... because I don't feel my son is SAFE with you...."

I whispered, "I won't hurt him....I admit it was mistake... I won't do that

again..."

The Queen looked at me for a wide minute, her silence scares me. She is

polite to me, but the way she is rejecting making my feelings worst.

The Queen added, "I am not opposing

because of any beauty standards, money, status.... or family..... I simply have one

reason.... I want my son safe, and I do not see him safe with you...."

I can't even fight with her, when she is saying this all composed. She

said, "When I married into Grays.... I was neither rich, nor famous... My status was not as big as King's... so I do not demand that in any of my son's wife..... but.... I surely won't let someone as you near him...."

I whispered, "but... I"

She said, "I beg you.... Spare my son..... I lost

many people in my life, I don't want to lose any of my children.... I beg you,

Angela..."

she is begging me?....she is the Queen....

I got up, I assume she doesn't want me here, I

said, "I am sorry... but Aaron is the only one who loves me.... and I only have him left.... I can't leave him, I will not leave him...."

She looks at me stern and cold, I added, "I heard about your kindness....

please.. be kind to me, Your highness..."

she said cold, "If that's what you say.... then

I refuse to be kind to you... I won't do charity at cost of my children..."

her words broke me, the way she said

this, made me feel worthless...

I tried to fight my tears, I just walked out

of there.... I couldn't stand there anymore.... As the door closed behind me, I

thought to myself... why I deserve this?

wait.... what I did?

I was here to fight for him, not to lose like this...

I gathered myself. I walked in the room again.

Queen looks surprised, I looked at her with as much as respect I gathered at

this moment.

I said to her, "Aaron describes you are most

loving mother..... I don't know what a mother means, I never had one..." Her eyebrows stretched.

I said as tear drops, "I.... am

determined to make you bless me and Aaron.... I love Aaron and I am his fiancé, I

want to marry him.. but the same way as your other son's got married... not by hurting you...."

I added, "I will prove myself... sorry if I was rude.." I walked out of

there, this time wiping my tears.

I was in the hallway when my feet stopped, I saw Mrs. Celeste. I tried

to walk passing her, I do not want to face her, at this time I don't want to

show tears to a stranger.

But she grabbed my hand, I turned to her surprised. She said, "Can we talk?" talk?... does she want me to leave Aaron too?