Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

Episode-330

** Logan's POV:**

I looked down and said, "I know... I know it

very well.."

Grandpa said, "Logan, listen....you have leave that 8 year old boy's mind and memories... it doesn't matter.... it's not anyone's fault... it's our luck that you got saved with minor injury... don't blame anyone... forgive

yourself... you are not that little boy anymore, you are enough Logan... take that as nightmare..."

I just looked down,

he sounds nice.... and correct

I was blaming everyone right...it was no escape for me... it put me in more difficult place.

is it easy to forget the scene of crash when you were in back seat?... when you wake up, your life was changed...

it was horrifying for me... my unknown nightmare was real and I was living it...

I have to forget this,

They are right, I can't live like this... I can't.....

it's no one's fault.... how I excepted someone can take blame for this because I couldn't do

anything to fix it?... isn't it too selfish?...

I tried not to do wrong to anyone.... but I indeed did when I put my pain in form of blame on others... it was easy I guess... but now I want to live normal... Queen said in letter,

I deserve to be happy....

Even if I disliked

her years, her words were right...

Evelyn.... I am sorry....

will you love me if I ask for forgiveness...

she filled the void without trying, she made everything

bright near me.... but I rejected her..... when someone as her was being true her feeling I chose to hide like an coward..

I should fix this..

. but now, her entire family is against me.... what am I going

to do?

I should at least say sorry to her, regardless she will accept me anymore or not...

but one thing is sure

I love you Evelyn Gray... and I will try to be the best to gain her love.

I heard Grandpa,

"Boy.. live your life like others... unnecessary hate and blame will made it

harder.... nobody deserves it." he is right.

** Evelyn's POV:**

a day later,

I decided to go shop today......

I miss him so bad,

Logan Knight.... what you did with my mind?

I was sitting in back seat as the driver was

driving me to the mall. I got a text.

I opened it with straight

face,

Logan: can we meet.

I furrowed my

eyebrows looking at the phone. he wants to talk to me?

Logan said: Please,

Evelyn... let me see you.

I texted him, "Ok..." I

send him the location, but I can't meet him like that openly. the driver will

tell Dad, I can't risk Logan's life.

I said to driver,

"Get a coffee for me." the driver said, "yes.. Your highness" he parked the car

in front of the coffee shop close to the road.

As he got down, I

smirked. I hopped in the front seat and drive off.

I am doing these crazy

things for Logan.. god! I am messed up. But who cares...

as I reached the tower, I got down looking

around. Yes, no one comes here.... it's not an special place, just an old tower

which was build for my blood line... yes.. abandon for more than 3 decades.

I saw Logan's car, He

got down. I faced him fixing my hair. I am so glad I was dressed like this... I mean perfect.

plus it's snowing a

little so I need to be warm. A thick furry overcoat and boots.

Logan walked to me, he

seems puzzled. His face are showing some kind of desperation.

I kept my face

straight.

Logan said, "How are

you?"

I raised my eyebrow.

I asked, "Why?"

Logan said, "I.. I

am sorry for that day. for blaming your parents... it's really not anyone's fault... I shouldn't have lashed out on you, Evelyn... you don't deserve this, neither your parents... but... it was hard for me since young to think of this situation fare, because...I didn't knew anything to cope my..."

I added, "Fear and

pain... understandable... next..."

He looked at me, He

said, "But... I am sorry to you... because.. I shouldn't have rejected you... for

something as this... I love you, since I saw you years ago. Yes. it sounds

stupid, I only saw you once but you managed to sneak in my heart..."

he touched my face

and asked, "I know maybe I don't deserve you... but can You give me another

chance..."

My heart was

flattering, he loves me...

yes!... this feeling!

god!.... someone clap right now...

I kept my face

straight.