Chapter 36 (Sienna)
"Do you take Kevin Stone, to be your lawfully wedded husband through sickness and in health, for long as you both shall live?"
I look at Killer and I think of him when gets older, greying hair and scowling face. And it fills my heart with so much love. Beggar was right when she said I have enough love for the both of us. "Yes, I do."
"Do you take Sienna Bray to be your lawfully wedded wife through sickness and in health for as long as you both shall live?"
"Yes, I do."
"Then by the power invested in me by our heavenly father, I now pronounce you Mr and Mrs Stone. Son, you may kiss your bride."
Killer smiles as he pulls me in and kisses me, deeply. Frost is the first one to reach us, giving me a man's ring, which I slip on Killer's finger. The others all crowd us with hugs and kisses. Beggar and Killer share a moment and he kisses her head.
We leave the church, both of us insisting we spend our night together with Kaleb.
Killer, Kaleb and I head to the complex the Clubhouse owned where Killer already furnished a home for us while we wait for Frost to finish her two years. We made an informed decision and Frost agreed that she'll stay with us.
We never spoke about it in detail, but I felt Killer wanted us to all head home to Liston Hills to mend our bridges. A part of him wanted Kaleb to meet his family and know his uncles. But he also wanted his sister to see her parents.
I wanted that too.
We spend most of the morning enjoying our new place. Kaleb rolls around on the play mat while I make a snack. Frost calls us at 1pm, to let us know they were all waiting for us.
I shower and slip into shorts and an off the shoulder shirt and some sandals. Killer puts on his leather pants and his million and one piercings.
He gives me the deepest kiss imaginable.
"I'm glad I waited," He says, "But my balls are fucking killing me." I laugh as we walk out of the house and I am still smiling once we are all in the car.
We park our car next to Frost's Mercedes, Michael sent.
"How are the two newlyweds, get some action yet?" Knight asks waggling his eye brows.
Killer walks past him and smacks him on the head. As I get Kaleb from the back of the car.
"Move your ass bitch, I'm hungry," After screams from the front door.
"Then eat," I tell her.
Killer waits for Kaleb and I, and takes Kaleb from my arms. He puts his free hand around my waist and we walk with Knight to the Clubhouse.
Knight takes Kaleb when we get to the door. And Killer smiles, and lifts me up bride style, carrying me into the house. The calls and whistles are loud as he carries me to the lounge where everyone is waiting. I see Chadley, Venus, Whisp and Bull setting the table. Everyone is joyous. River and Hannah congratulate us first.
"You finally got him wrapped around your finger," Hannah muses as she hugs me.
"Well, it was about fucking time," Texas says and I am surprised. Since he hasn't said many words to me.
I HUG him, "Thanks Texas." I tell him and I leave that thanks to be loaded with more than just this moment. He saved our lives 20 years ago.
He touches my chin, "Look after him kid, they don't make them like that any longer."
His meaning is clear and I nod my head in understanding. The rest of the club congratulates us. After gives me a gift, and tells me to open it later.
A hand touches me on the back and I twist my neck to see Natasha. She is smiling but I see the sadness in her gaze as she stares at me. I hug, and my heart breaks for hurting her. I never wanted it to be this way between us. We were always close and I hope we will remain so even though I married to Killer. And that makes me selfish bitch.
"Congratulations cuz, keep him happy," She says and a tear falls down her face. Killer wipes it away and my heart seizes.
I say nothing, because I am his wife, he married me.
We go to the table and after a few speeches and some laughs, we eat. The roast and veggies are delicious. Not what I panned to have on my wedding day but I will live.
We talk about growing up and for
once Frost doesn't close off, when we mention Liston Hills and her brothers, and sister, Victoria. I tell them about our time at camp, during the summer holidays, when Frost caught a snake and put it under Kiffer's pillow hoping to get a
reaction out of him. He took the
same snake and put it in Mason's
bag.
Conversation flies as we eat and enjoy the moment, but I can't shake the feeling of Natasha staring at me. I know she is hurting.
"So ladies, it's time to ride," Spade says rubbing his hands together.
"As is customary, the bride needs to sit on her haunches, Hannah and Beggar as well. No married women allowed," Snake voices as Hannah points to her belly. Beggar just ignores them, and talks to After. I smile at her no care attitude. I can see why Zero chose her.
"What must I do?" Natasha asks.
"You can ride with me," Killer says and my heart drops, like someone just threw ice water and woke me up from a dream.
"Get that shit out of your head, I need to do this," Killer says.
"What? Go fuck my cousin?" I yell, and get up walking away.
I leave the table and Killer follows me to the kitchen where Mercy and Knight stand by the sink washing dishes.
"What's the problem SIENNA? You have my ring on your finger, we just got married," He asks and that is the big question isn't it. What is Sienna's problem? "Maybe you married me, but she still has feelings for you, okay. Shit like that doesn't die because you decided to marry me."
"How the fuck is that my problem?" He asks.
"It becomes your problem when you tell her to get on the back of your bike," I yell.
"It's the way things go around here, Natasha is closest to me, so she's on my back, it's the way it works. I'm not fucking her,"
"Oh, but I am sure you want to, because you certainly aren't fucking me either," I scream.
He looks at me and breathes.
"Yeah, Killer breathe," I say and walk past him.
I am fuming and my temper doesn't get better when I hear the bikes rumble. I burst into tears and I have no idea why I lost my shit with him.
"Sienna," The deep dry voice calls.
"Here," I tell Beggar, wiping my eyes.
"What was all that shit about? Why you disrespect your man like that? On your wedding day too. That wasn't cool lady."
"I have known Kevin stone all my life
and half of that life I have loved him for everything that made him Beggar. Knowing he couldn't give that to me made me love him more. When he put that ring on my finger I
I
felt like I had finally come home. Because that is what he is to me, Beggar, he is my home. And I don't
wanna be homeless." I cry, I do it loudly and Beggar grabs my shoulder,
"Fuck, alright, Sshhh, sweetheart, Killer will be fine, it's your wedding day. He's here now, so go be with him. Don't fight about shit with that bitch. He's your man and tomorrow he's gotta go so make the most of today. TRUST me tears dry up but memories live a bit longer. So make them count"
"He's gone with Natasha," I say.
Her black eyes stare at me, "Yeah, he is also gone with 13 other biker's sweet heart." She holds me at it feels good to be held by a woman.