Keeper Of The Flame

I got up and added wood to the fire. I walked into the RV and made breakfast and coffee before walking out to sit next to the fire. I looked around my property and decided how and where I want my house to be built.

This will be where I will live alone. Where no one will bother me. With the woods around me. The pond behind the house. And maybe one day I will build a garage. This is going to be my weekend getaway or getaway for the holidays.

I have a house about 1/2 mile from town. A small three-bedroom I use during the week. But sometimes a person just needs to have that private getaway to relax and not put up with bullshit from others.

A place where I can be away from my sisters. And right now that would be Shawn. She is trying to be our mother just because she had a baby. On top of that her consistent nagging about me needing to move on now it was over with as well as me taking my medication needs to stop.

No one seems to understand that maybe I just no longer want to live with the memories. The memories that no one but myself and those that are now dead know. The one thing I kept to myself and can never get out of my mind.

The fucking memory of my ex, being the first one to rape his own daughter. How could a man do that? Then the look on his face when that bitch calmly looked at him and laughed. She laughed when he finished and she handed him the DNA test letting him know what had done to his own daughter.

That's right. She at first had him believing that my precious little girl was not his but his brothers. The look on his face when he saw the results letting him know that he was her father.

Then watching him throw up knowing what he did to her. His own baby girl. And her telling him now he can never leave her knowing that she will turn him in to the police for raping an infant and that infant being his child.

That is another reason I needed to die. He thought if they left me alive I would turn him into the police. Not on your life. I needed to get my revenge myself. I needed to watch him die and make him watch his precious girlfriend, my ex-best friend suffer. It turned out better than I hoped with her being pregnant. If my child could not live her child was not going to live.

I guess most people would say I was a real bitch for that. But what goes around comes around. She killed my child. Maybe not personally but she had it done with her father's help. So, I killed her child. I killed her child by killing her.

She and her father along with that son of a bitch will never harm another woman or child. Now to most likely deal with her brother. Yes, she has a brother they thought I did not know about. He will come around sooner or later.

And if he turns out to be like that bitch and their father, well, I won't hesitate to kill him as well. But for now. I will make sure to wipe her whole fucking family line out. One by one if I have to. I walked back into the RV and looked at the calendar. I have to go back for my fourth surgery of skin grafting in one year. I hate it but my back is slowly healing and in two more years it should be completely healed and you would never know how bad it was burned.

I will need to be out here when I leave the hospital. That way no one hears my screams of pain. Olive and Rain will no longer be able to help me. They will be at Rage's MC. I will call Diamond and have her come to help me for the three weeks I will need it.

She works for me. Right now she is undercover for one week. I called my partner and told her what I would need and that I want Diamond at my house in town after she finishes this assignment.

I then called the contractors to meet me here at the property in four hours. I hung the phone and looked around the property. I love the fact I have all these woods around the property and a bond. I also plan on building an inground swimming pool along with the house and garage.