Keeper Of The Flame

It has been three months since Donna has been missing. Guardian sat at the bar drinking a beer. Ace looked over at him and said.

"What are you going to do about the whore when and if we find Donna and bring her back?"

" Nothing" Guardian said.

Ace took a breath and said. "She has to go."

" Jeannie is angry and will not tolerate you fucking that whore with her best friend here and she will tell her."

Guardian said. "I don't think she will."

Ace said grinning, "I know my sister and she will tell Donna."

" We will see," said Guardian.

I was sitting at the table behind Ace and Guardian and I grinned. I have enough information and tapes now for my revenge.

Donna is not only Jeannie's best friend but her adopted sister. Or I should say our sister. Jeannie has not given me away and she won't.

She knows what I am doing. We set this up together and we are working with Gunner. Everything is in place for Gunner to get the twins out this weekend while the club is in an uproar.

Not only will the Valkyrie's be here Saturday but I will send them all the video's to their cell phones and on the big screen tv at the same time.

I also have access to Rage's clubhouse tv and Donna will be seeing her video. Gunner will take the twins and leave the clubhouse before anyone knows what happened.

I sat back and smiled thinking how my revenge on this fucking clubhouse will be done and I can walk out that door and never look back.

My last message is for Dreamer. He should never have promised to make me his Valkyrie and then cheat on me getting a club whore pregnant.

He left the club to help raise his child even though he is not married to that bitch. He should have kept me and took the baby from her and we could have raised it together.

But not now. I will never raise that child like mine. In the beginning, I would have been more than willing to do that. But no he left me the one he promised to marry. Karma is a bitch. Ace saw me sitting at the table in the corner and came over to talk to me.

As he sat down he looked at me with sad eyes.

"Shawn, he said are you alright?"

" No, I'm not alright. I haven't been alright since Dreamer walked out on me."

" You do know he loves you and that is why he is not married to that bitch."

I looked at him and laughed.

"Does he love me? The hell he does."

"If he loved me he would never have cheated on me. He would never have left me just because that bitch got pregnant."

" I would have agreed to be its mother back then and would have taken the child and we would have raised it as ours. Now, I don't want anything to do with that kid."

"Instead of staying with me and doing that, he left and moved her into his home instead of me. So he can go straight to hell."

" I would rather die than trust him again or let him touch me again. You can tell him I said so. I want nothing to do with him or that kid."

"Ace you know as well as I do he is fucking her."

" He may not marry her but he might as well."

I looked at Ace and said. "I have been thinking."

" I have decided to leave the club."

" Why?"

" I can't be here anymore and see him coming to events and being with her. I am leaving this weekend."

"Where are you going?"

" I'm not sure yet. I was thinking of moving to Virginia and joining the Viking MC."

" My friend Kelly and her brothers are there. Their president said I could come if I wanted to."

" I think I need a new start maybe find myself another man, one who wants me and won't cheat."

"Don't leave" Ace said.

"Dreamer looks for the days he can come to the club and see you."

I looked at Ace and said. "I am leaving. I have been packing my things and I already rented a Uhaul. Most of my thinks are already loaded. I will be leaving Sunday."

"I will let the club know."

" No!" I said.

"I don't want Dreamer to know until I have gone."

" Fine. I will let him know on Tuesday."

" I give you two days head start."

I laughed and said. "What does that mean?"

" He will come for you."

" No, tell him to marry his whore. He will never see me again."

"If he does he needs to stay clear of me."

As I reached for my beer my sleeve moved up and Ace saw the bandage. He grabbed my arm and looked at my wrist to my face.

"Are you cutting?"

I jerked my arm away and said. "It's none of your business. Forget it. It doesn't concern you."

"Shawn, you have to stop. One day you will cut too deep."

I looked at him grinning and said. "I know."

" Do you know our anniversary is coming up? The day he proposed to me and the day he left me for her?"

" I know" Ace said.

"Well, I will be gone on Sunday."

" Leaving for good" I said and then I pushed my chair back and stood up walking to my bedroom.

Once in my bedroom I closed and locked the door. I walked to the bed took my shirt off and unwrapped my wrist. I walked into the bathroom and grabbed the razor blade sitting on the floor I put my arm over the tub.

Crying I brought the razor across my wrist watching the blood flow into the tub. Soon I got up and cleaned my wrist and rewrapped it then cleaned the blood out of the tub.

I walked out of the bathroom and over to my desk. I sat and went over everything to make sure that once the button was pressed every woman would get their file. I then sent the program to my cell phone and closed the laptop down and started to disconnect it and pack it in boxes to be placed into the U-hall.