Just Be Mine

{Pierce’s P.O.V.}

I’ve been slacking on my work again and its all because of Kellin. Its all his fault, he won’t leave. Apparently, he’s free to do what ever he wants and that means stay wherever I am. I will not tolerate something like this. He cannot stay around me when I have work to do. Can he at least wait till spring break at least? I mean I really have things to do.

I put off all my work till the day it was actually due. I planned on working the whole day without distractions. But that’s not even close to what happened. Especially not early today. Kellin knows how to be a pain in my ass. Literally:

“Kellin stop, I...I have things t-to finish.” I cried. I planned on getting out of the shower twenty minutes ago but Kellin had his hands on me now. I wasn’t able to force him away.

He had me against the wall, moving in me hard. The water was still going, raining on both of us; my hair covered over my eyes but that didn’t matter. I wouldn’t need to see anything. All it is is voice right, that’s all he wants, just to hear me. He wouldn’t believe I wanted to stop with the way I sounded. Regardless, I still have to do things. But maybe, a couple minutes couldn’t hurt so much. I tried getting his hands off my waist because that’s what’s driving him to show no mercy. I hate being held down like this. Especially when he goes this hard, being ridiculed to scream and cry like this isn’t something I want to feel.

“Hey, ease up on the hips or I’ll stop this right now,” I said. He laughed, making me turn a darker red than normal, all the blood just rushed to my face. Why is he laughing? His hands loosened at my waist, giving me more freedom as he slowed down. The only not so great part is how he took it upon himself to just deep stroke. That wasn’t something intended. If I knew that’s what he’d do, I wouldn’t have shouted for him to stop. I shook every time I felt him go in.

“You’re cute,” he laughed in my ear.

“Don’t mess with me.” I snapped. He kissed my shoulder as his hand moved over mine on the wall. Why is he still laughing like that though? Its sort of embarrassing now, who knows what he’s thinking about me. Probably something lewd.

“Is this better?” he asked. That’s a tease, he knows its making me feel worse. I tried to think but the only thing I was focusing on was him grinding against me. It was sending me into shock just because it was so good.

“Hardly,” I answered.

“Lying isn’t a good thing,” he said. Whatever. My hands slid down the wet wall as his body pressed against mine. Is it just me or did I somehow get smaller? He’s able to hover over me like this, it makes me feel weak and dominated. But that’s what I am at the moment. I couldn’t stop showing off this embarrassing side of mine. I moaned over the sound of water as he hit deeper. I didn’t know how to control myself at this point, I would honestly like to regain a little of my sanity. Who knew that him doing it like this would make me see stars. I can’t let him keep going like this or I’ll cave.

“Ha-harder,”

“What was that?”

“I said harder dammit.”

He’s really pushing his luck now. Teasing me is not the way to go. His hand moved over my forehead, pushing my hair back, then took hold of a good chunk of it. He doesn’t pull on my hair much but now he’s taking it upon himself to be rough with me. I always ask for the wrong thing at the wrong time. His other hand gripped at my waist. I couldn’t yell at him to stop, all that came out was petty moan and cry. Why would I like something like this? God, what is wrong with me?

My legs were shaking, I would have fell by now if I didn’t have the wall for support but I couldn’t hold it long. His hand slipped through my wet hair and slid down my back. He ended up pushing me closer against the wall and fucked me harder.

Oh my god.

.......

I can’t. Its the hardest thing to stay focus now. I can never rebound from something like that, it takes me a while. So I tried to ignore him as much as I could without making it seem like I’m being resistant because he would totally act on that real quick. He laid on the couch behind me while I typed up my paper. His arm was wrapped around my waist which was annoying me really. He knows I hate it with a passion when he holds me there.

“You work a lot,” he murmured. I haven’t been doing much, that’s why I’m trying to work now. I need to study or I’ll fail.

“Its called trying to get an education,” I pointed out.

“And then what?”

“Kellin, shut up,” I snapped. He continued murmuring something too low for my hearing. If that’s attitude, I’ll kick him out.

“Can you not ignore me?” he asked sadly. He’s good at faking it, but I know how to see through it.

“You got enough attention for today,” I said plainly.

“I’m still-”

“No, stop,” I cut him off. I know what he’s going to say and its a no. I feel like I have to be parental towards him or he’ll just take advantage of me. He has already so I might as well stop it now before it gets out of hand. “Are you just going to stay here everyday?”

“I might just live here.” he sounded amused with something like that. That’s a nightmare. He will never let me go if that happens.

“I have a roommate.”

“That won’t be a problem.” he said. I looked down at him. What? He closed his eyes and went silent. That annoyed me, he annoys me. What the hell is he doing? Why the hell is he so still? Is he trying to sleep? I tried to not bang on my laptop because I need that.

Then I knew why. Toby came back from his class. My jaw dropped, Kellin was still here, his arm around me as he pretended to sleep. He planned this stupid shit. What the hell is wrong with him? Toby turned to me and I couldn’t hide my embarrassment. He had the largest smile spreading across his face as he tried to not laugh.

“Oh my g-”

“Shut up,” I said quickly.

“Its that gu-”

“Shut up,” I said louder. He held back his giggling, it looked like it hurt. My face was turning red as he started to laugh. I hate Kellin for this.

“So when did all this start?” he asked, a smug grin on his face. I’m prepared to wipe it off but I started to get embarrassed real quick.

“Nothing started.” I stammered.

“Do you need me to-” he pointed at the door indicating he was going to leave but I stopped him. I cannot be left alone.

“No stop, its not what you think.” I said quickly.

“I think it is actually. I mean c’mon, I’m not that stupid.” he laughed. I shut my mouth tightly, holding in my yell. “How long has this been going on Pierce? Don’t tell me Jesse was right,” he teased.

“She isn’t.”

“Then-”

“I hate you,” I said.

“No wonder your game is so weak. You switched options,” he giggled like he made the funniest joke ever. ITS NOT FUNNY. “You know I wouldn’t be the one to care much-”

“I’m done with you.” I looked back to my computer without hesitation. He went on laughing obnoxiously as he went to the room. I could hear his laugh even when he closed the door. I’m going to get ridiculed for a while. Toby will never let this go. “I hate you,” I said to Kellin.

“No you don’t.” he sat up next to me and ran his hand through his hair. Then he slung his arm around my shoulders. I paused and blinked at my computer. What is he doing to me? He pressed his head in the crook of my neck and got comfortable. That is not needed. “You smell good,” he sniffed my neck.

“Yeah I know, let go of me, you freak.” I tried to push him away but he held me tight. His tongue moved on my skin and I was just ready to shriek and cry. I fought with him to let me go, but I’m fighting a vampire, I won’t get far.

Mother, father, I hope you’re giving me strength to deal with this idiot cause this is what I have to deal with for the rest of my life.