Chapter What did I do Wrong
Did I do something wrong?
Will you be mad at me?
Am I good enough?
Will you love me still?
The whispers are a plague
And I know they aren’t true
My child you are strong
You have no reason to fear
You are safe
I will keep you so
Your trust in me is good
Never misplaced
But momma got angry
I was never sure
Tips toes
Do not disturb
Follow the rules
Ever changing in the night
My child you are loved
Anxiety is never right
I will care for you
As should have been
Then and now my promise
To make your world
Consistent, whole
Loved
My adult self is my own
Best mother
And I know because
My worth is priceless
I am unique
There is no other
To love myself
Is my own best
Gift
I love the child inside myself
As no other can or should
And because I do
Love visits me
With grace sweet
Treasure
And life is good.