chapter 96
As I am following the alpha, I recognize nothing there is nothing here that seems familiar at all. I didn't realize that he has moved his pack to God only knows where I am at now. Which terrifies me what if they're never going to be Able to find me damn it am I going to be stuck here. Then I hear a sweet voice Sabrina our mates will find us I promise you that. There will be nothing that will stop them from finding us. Feeling so glad to hear her voice trying to force myself not to react. If he sees any kind of reaction, I'm afraid of what the Alpha might do. When he stops, we go into a room knowing it's his room when looking around, seeing the chains that are hanging from the ceiling and coming out of the walls.
“Sabrina, you will spend most of your time in chains if you start to listen and follow my commands I will let you unchained in my presence. Anytime I am not around you will be chained.”
I don't respond to him not sure if allowed to speak I don't want to disobey I also don't want to be chained. I am just too exhausted to fight right now I don't want to continue to define him I just want to sleep. I bow my head into submission, showing him that I'm willing to follow his commands. “That's my good girl now come, so I can chain you.”
I walk over to him as he puts a chain around my thoart. The weight of the chains are so heavy they are weighing me down. Knowing this will not be so great due to how heavy these damn chains are. I try not to react to him to show any weakness but trying to let it show that I'm struggling, forgetting that he is unaware of knowing that Jazz is back even though he tried to get rid of my wolf.
Now I would get some much-needed rest “Sabrina, I have some work that needs to be done, but I will be back to check on you.”
I don't fight him I take him up on his offer I lay down on the icy floor as it sends shivers through my body. I try to warm myself but not having all my wolf senses I can't focus enough my body is just exhausted I need to get some rest, so I lay down and fall into a slumber. I feel arms reaching around my body I look and see it's the Alpha I don't react I noticed he took the chain off my neck loving the feeling of it being off. He lays me on his bed I'm expecting him to force me to do something for him as he removes his shirt he then lies beside me and pushes my body into his. My body is frozen but being against his hot skin my body is starting to warm me now. Know matter how much I don’t want to be next to him his warmth is what I'm carving I'm so cold. I don't squirm away I lay there just enjoying the warmth from his body I fall back to sleep. Worried what the morning is going to bring, knowing that he is not going to do an act of kindness for nothing in return.
No, please stop your hurting me, please just stop why are you making me pay for someone else's actions these are not supposed to be my consequences. Please stop no your hurting me I'm sorry, please stop I'm sorry for what happened to you, but it's not my fault.
I wake up to the Alpha shaking me “wake up Sabrina I think you are having a nightmare I think it's about me, I even haunt your dreams.”
Tears start to forming knowing that know matter what the Alpha is always going to have some kind of power over me. Hating the control he has over me even in my sleep.
"Sabrina go back to sleep quit your fucking crying, or I will give you something to cry.”
Alpha pulls me in closer to his chest I try to relax myself I then just imagine that the arms wrapped around me are Dominic's arms and not the Alpha. My body starts to calm the warmth feels so good. My eyelids are starting to get heavy I am exhausted I fall back asleep. Not wanting the consequences from the Alpha, so I just lay not really having to force myself to sleep since I am already exhausted.