Chapter 19
Harman continued to caress Alodia's thigh and hip as he whispered her name over and over again. Oh, how she loved to hear him moan and whisper her name in a unique way she'd never known or heard before. And she was almost not
aware she was doing the same thing, in a breathless manner.
His kisses trailed down to her chin, jaw, neck and down toward the valley of her breasts. Her body shook with so much anticipation and desire that wanted to give in to him right at this very moment. Her fingers were buried in his silky dark hair, and she kissed his earlobe, nibbled it gently. She heard him moan again with pleasure, encouraging her to do more.
Harman kissed her on the lips once again and his tongue traced the lines of her lips, tasting her again and again.
"Oh, you're so sweet, Alodia," he whispered between kisses. Then he gently sucked her lower lip that seemed to drive her crazy.
Alodia's body moved naturally that made him groan even more with want. Her innocent move ground his crotch, which made him thrust upward. She caught her breath because of it. She felt vulnerable but excited at the same time. Everything just faded from her logical mind and all she could focus was him and the way he made her feel, which was nothing she felt before and no one had ever made her feel.
"I so want you right now that it drives me crazy, Alodia. Please tell me to stop or I'd take you right here, right now!" he whispered in her ear, heaving.
It was then that her mind seemed to panic. But was it panic or was she just excited? Yes! She was excited to see him naked! Her mind and heart were in debate, but she did not want to analyze it further. She wanted him. So badly! She moaned as he kissed her again before she could even speak. Logic be damned! She wanted to be with this man right here, right now!
Her kisses told him her answer to his question. Or was it a request?
Harman unzipped her dress and peeled it off her beautiful body. He stared at her now naked breasts as she did not wear bra tonight. He caught his breath as he seemed to be mesmerized by her beauty. He swallowed hard before he dipped his head and kissed each of her peaks. She arched her back while her fingers were buried in his hair. He suckled each of her taut tips that seemed to drive her crazy. His mouth did really good on each of them that she could not stop herself from moaning. Her head was thrown back, and her eyes closed to that delicious sensation only he could offer.
She ignored the sound of warning bells and blinking red lights in her mind. And even the name of her late sister. She ignored it all. She wanted to give in to these new sensations that only Harman could evoke in her.
Regret and other such words were gone because of Harman's kiss. And she welcomed this new chapter of her life. If this was special or not, she would make sure that it was worthwhile and enjoyable in the end. Or was this really a game for her? And would this end?
Alodia stopped thinking when she felt Harman's tongue play her left nipple and sucked it. Before she knew it, she already felt he was laying her down to be more comfortable and thus positioned himself on top of her as he spread her legs wide apart. He briefly let go of her to take off his jacket and shirt. And it was her first time to see his well-muscled body.
And oh! How she admired his muscled chest and stomach. She'd never thought she'd see any beautiful man in her life. Everyone in the past was ugly in her eyes. But Harman... he was just gorgeously different. And she admired him more and more as he took the last bit of his clothing. He was shaved down there, and he looked like a sculpted Greek god that came down from Mt. Olympus just for her! And his smiling cherry lips were driving her almost to insanity!
He leaned over her carefully to claim her lips again while his hands traveled along her contours. Every one of them, as though he worshipped her. Then those sweet lips went down to her hips while he caressed her flat stomach and it went downward still, inside her lacy panties.
She caught her breath but closed her eyes. She moaned with that new pleasure he gave her as his hand cupped her womanhood. With the fabric on her damp folds, he played the apex, making her writhe beneath his hand. "You're so beautiful, Alodia," he whispered before he sucked one marbled peak, making her back arch.
He tore that tiny piece of clothing effortlessly after some minutes of teasing her. It was so soaked that Harman caught his breath when he cupped her again.
"I want you now, Alodia," he said as though asking for her permission.
She looked at him with hazy eyes and nodded. "I want you, too, Harman!" she whispered. Excitement shook her body, making her heart feel exhilarated.
She called out the name of God as she felt the tip of his manhood grazed her soft and soaking entrance. She clung to him more like her life depended on him and did not dare move. She even held her breath.
"Just relax, Alodia," he coaxed her as he kissed her lips tenderly. His tongue searched for hers and she met his. Then he gently sucked her tongue passionately.
Alodia moaned and that was when he slowly entered her body. Her prolonged scream was buried deep in her throat as he kissed her fully on the lips. She thought her body was split into two because of his hugeness.
It was a strange feeling to feel him inside of her. It stung. It hurt her.
"Are you okay?" he asked breathlessly, trying not to move. Their lips clung softly with each other.
"I guess so," she answered in a whisper.
"I'm so happy I'm your first, Alodia," he said, looking into her eyes.
She met his gaze and bit her lip. "I'm happy it's you who's my first, Harman," she honestly replied, cupping his face with her hands. She could feel their damp and hot skin rub against each other.
Harman smiled at her before he claimed her lips again, and she felt him move in and out of her body slowly. She moaned some more while he whispered sweet nothings and encouragement. He was just too huge for her but she could take it. The stinging feeling was there for long moments but then her body began to adjust a bit later on, and she tried to keep up with his rhythm.
She wrapped her legs around his hips and could not stop moaning as he thrust in and out of her body. He was driving in harder and deeper and faster. She could feel his damp body moving against hers with more passion, more than ever. "Ohh..." she moaned at the pleasure of their being one.
"Alodia..." He breathed her name now and again.
Her body tensed and her walls tightened around him even more.
"Harman! Ohh!" she cried when they both climaxed. She could almost practically see fireworks lit up her horizon as she felt her body was consumed by him.
He slumped against her body a few moments later, panting. His face was buried between her breasts, which made her smile. Her hand cradled his head gently and she stroked his hair. They were both quiet as the beating of their hearts was normalizing.
"I should tell you now that I love you, Alodia," he whispered to her suddenly.
Her body seemed to freeze because of what she heard. Her heart even thumped harder. She never thought she'd hear it from him.
Harman pushed himself up slowly to look deep into her eyes. She could not almost believe her ears, really. It was like her feelings right this evening was overflowing like a dam.
"You don't need to answer my feelings right away. I just want you to know how I feel for you, Alodia" he added and kissed her lips tenderly.
She smiled at him as she kissed him back. He loves me, her heart and mind sang.
That kiss deepened as time passed by. His caresses were gentler more than ever. How she loved to be touched, caressed and kissed by him. She was like a flower that was thirsty of the rain and wanted to bathe under the sun at the same time. Was this what Alyanna felt for Emerson then? Did her heart belong to Harman as Alyanna's belonged to Emerson?
It was a puzzle to her now. And she intended to solve it as soon as she can. She just hoped she could.