Chapter Her wolf
Lucas's POV
After spending the day with her and then watching movies and eating pizza and ice cream, she devoured a whole bag of that popcorn, I was even more enthralled with her. “She smells like lilacs and peppermint, I want to bury my nose into her neck and breath her in’ “She will think we are completely insane if I randomly start sniffing at her Gage, keep your composure, we don't want to scare her’ 'ugh I want to be closer to her now, I don't want to wait any longer, I want my mate now’ I rolled my eye's and pushed Gage back before he starts growling and scares her. I love her laugh, she laughs a lot and her whole face lights up. When we watched the second Avengers final movie she cried, she was so sad and I feel like she cried a lot because of her own feelings as well as the character dying. She connects with the characters, it's pretty adorable to see how invested she gets with them. I can't help myself but to keep looking over to her, I try to do it without her noticing but a few times I think she did.
She was lying down, her head so close to me and the blanket barely covering her, those shorts are killing me, I wish she had on pants so I could control myself a bit better. I wanted to have her lay in my lap but didn't want to push so I reached over her, catching her scent, which drove Gage crazy, and grabbed her pillow and lofted her head and slid it under her head. She looked up to me and smiled and I could see how tired she was but I wasn't ready for the night to be over. Watching Loki with her I got into it because I hadn't seen it. When the second episode ended I went to say something I noticed she was sleeping. I slowly got up from the bed, got everything off of it and brought the leftovers and drinks down stairs to put away and throw out. I went back up and found her rolled over, no blanket and hair in her face. I wanted to turn her and tuck her in but didn't want to wake her, she looked so peaceful. 'Nows your chance, I want to be closer I could feel Gage pushing himself forward, trying to come out and I found myself leaning over her and breathing her in sending shivers down my spine as I looked her over and delicately moved her hair from her face. She was the most beautiful girl I had even seen in my life, perfectly flawless in every way. From her milky white porcelain skin to the pink full lips and gorgeous long black eyelashes, I could stare at her forever. She breathed in heavily and "Lucas..." “She's dreaming about me! Do you think she feels the connection already??? She's close to being 17 and turning, do you think she can feel it, even slightly this early’ 'I can feel her wolf, when did she say it was her birthday?" 'l don't know, she only said a few days, what are you thinking?" “It's passed midnight, what if it's her birthday? what if she shifts and has no idea what's happening to her? We should stay with her’ "We can't do that, if she doesn't and wakes with us here that could freak her out too. We are going to our room and we will listen for her and be here if she needs us’ I could feel Gage whimper and I didn't want to leave her, but I had to
Back in my room I decided to take a shower, turning the water on I couldn't stop thinking about her, wanting to be close to her, waiting for her to find out who she is and help her with the transition. I couldn't help but think about what she said about being adopted, I wonder what her parents knew or if they had no idea what she was, either way I hate that she's going to learn the hard way, I just don't know how to really broach the subject with her without her thinking I'm crazy. I wonder if her wolf talks to her yet?
I finished my shower and got ready for bed and laid down. Laying there I couldn't stop thinking about everything with her, trying to figure out a way to talk to her but everything came to the conclusion that I look crazy and I'll scare her, specially after what she said she saw attack her parents, she's going to freak out, rightfully so, at what she is, I just hope she can come to terms with the fact that we all aren't bad. I finally started to drift off to sleep and welcomed it.
I shot up awake and looked at the time, 4:37 a.m, she’s talking, I listen again and I swear she just said my name. Is she calling me? Does she need something? I listened longer, nothing, I laid back down, maybe I was just wishing she was calling for me. I close my eyes and start to drift off again when I hear her again. "Lucas" it was almost like a whisper. I got out of bed and wake to get door, I slowly opened it to look in and she was laying in bed, she was restless, moving ask around and kept saying my name. Was she having another nightmare, like in the hospital? “Should I wake her?" “Maybe, she looks flushed and smells' I cut off Gage's thought and sniffed the air, that scent, it was arousal. What was she dreaming about, and she's saying my name, raising my eye brows, staring down at her, the scent of her had me spiraling and I feel my pants start to get tighter, I can't help it, with the scent surrounding me and her saying my name and seeing her face all flushed, I wanted her so badly it hurt.
Before I realized, my eyes closed as I tried to control myself and calm myself to walk away I felt her, her hand grab my hand. I opened my eyes to her sitting up, on her knees, directly in front of me, looking into my eyes and she pulled me to her, face to face, our noses almost touching, I could feel her breath and she never wavered while staring into my eyes. She was full of lust and want when she whispered to me "Are you ever going to kiss me Lucas?" and she blinked and I saw her lick her bottom lip and I couldn't help but watch her do it. She shied away after I just stood there, dumbfounded that she asked me that, she started to lower back down onto the bed and I couldn't resist, I took her face in my hands and brought her back up to me and softly pressed my lips to hers.