Chapter 190
Chapter 190 Many years later , when I recalled everything that happened that day .
I realized that the moment my eyes met Haydens , my heart wavered a little .
I didnt know if I would have changed my mind if he asked me to stay at that moment .
At the time , I didnt realize any of this .
I held my breath , the thought of knocking him unconscious flashing through my mind .
However , before I could act .
Hayden suddenly cried .
His eyes were red , and clear tears streamed down his face , leaving two tear stains .
He looked so broken under the light .
I was practically petrified .
Intense shock and uncertainty made me hold my breath .
I never imagined that someone as cold hearted as Hayden would actually cry .
I wondered if it was because he had a nightmare .
Soon , he parted his thin lips , interrupting my wild thoughts .
Yvonne , is it really you ? Youre back ? His voice was choked with sobs , yet cautious and incredibly complex .
I couldnt quite grasp it all .
I didnt answer .
Or rather , I didnt even know what to say .
Amidst the silence , Hayden suddenly reached out to me .
His movements were slow , devoid of any aggression , yet I instinctively took a large step back .
Every touch from him brought me immense pain in the past .
Therefore , distancing myself from him had become second nature .
My retreat seemed to have a profound impact on Hayden .
His dark eyes narrowed abruptly , his entire being appearing as if struck by a massive shock .
His hand was suspended in the air before it trembled slightl Right , you hate me so much .
How could you ever come back ? You will never come back … he mumbled to himself , a bitter smile tugging at the corners of his lips .
He mumbled to himself , a bitter smile tugging at the corners of his lips .
I stared at him intently .
Hayden , I dont hate you anymore .
Really ? he asked , his voice trembling as he sought my confirmation , like a child who had made a mistake .
I had never seen him so helpless .
Yes .
I nodded before sighing softly .
I dont regret any of the decisions Ive made in my entire life .
It was my choice to love you with all my heart .
And it was your choice not to reciprocate that love .
I dont blame you .
If I continued to hate you and resent you , my life would be forever entangled with yours .
Now … we can finally part ways peacefully .
As I spoke those words , I felt an unprecedented sense of peace wash over me .
There was no longer a raging torrent of hate , nor the searing intensity of love .
Everything had returned to the beginning No … Hayden shook his head , his eyes suddenly becoming vacant .
Yvonne , dont leave me .
I dont want it to end like this ! Come back to me , okay ? Chapter 190 I couldnt comprehend how he suddenly became so fragile , and I wondered if his words were borne of guilt or remorse .
However , I didnt want to understand .
1 had no feelings left for him anymore turned around and left without hesitation .
Hayden froze for a moment before quickly catching up .
Yvonnet Rita happened to be coming back with wine at this time .
Seeing him running out like crazy , she immediately stopped him , Mr.
Parker , what happened ? Where Yvonne ! She just went out ! Hayden shouted loully .
Rita was stunned for a moment , then let out a long sigh , Mr.
Parker, youre drunk .
Mrs.
Parker didnt come back .
I didnt see anyone on the way here Everyone knew that Yvonne jumped into the sea .
Rita felt that there was no way Yvonne would possibly appear there .
Hayden refused to believe it , No , she was just here ! Mr.
Parker ..
you should drink less .
Rita shook her head and helped him into the room .
Haydens eyes flickered , Was she not here ? Yes .
You miss her too much , Rita explained .
Hayden didnt say anything more .
He just silently took the wine Rita brought , raised his head , and took a gulp .
Mr.
Parker ! Dont drink like that , your health is important ! Rita kept persuading , but Hayden didnt listen at all .
Just now , he really thought Yvonne was back .
Even if she would never forgive him , it was fine as long as she was alive .
But now Rita told him that it was just a dream .
The hope that had just ignited within Hayden was instantly shattered .
His heart seemed to have been ripped open with a huge hole , and it hurt him a great deal .
He felt if he was drunk , it wouldnt hurt so much .
Hayden thought , Why didnt I know that wine is such a good thing ? Rita couldnt persuade him at all , so she sighed and left .
Only Hayden could figure it out for himself .
No matter how much others persuade , it would be useless .
When I came out of Rosy House , I saw Marlon and Dylan smoking outside the car from afar , seeming to be chatting about something .
The white smoke rose up , blurring their faces .
Why are you all out here ? Arent you afraid of being seen ? I raised my eyebrows at them .
Before coming there , they told me not to be spotted , but they were so blatantly smoking in public .
I really didnt know what they were thinking about .
Chaper 190 Branng my voice , the two quickly turned their heads .
su strode towards me .
Yvonne , youre finally out ! Is everything alright ? could possibly happen ? I chuckled before patting my bulging pockets .
I got everything Thats good .
You have no idea how worried Mr.
Warner and I were ! Dylan sighed in relief .
He spoke quickly without thinking .
I glanced at Marion .
He had aiready stubbed out his cigarette and walked over to open the car door .
Lets go .
Its getting late .
The three of us got into the car .
After driving for a while .
Marlon asked , Did anyone see you ? No.
1 shook my head , not mentioning my encounter with Hayden .
I didnt leave immediately after Rita entered the study .
I hid outside the door and overheard their conversation .
Hayden thought I was a hallucination .
Rita didnt believe I would show up at all To them .
I didnt even exist , let alone be discovered .
However , I didnt know that what Marlon wanted to ask most was whether I had met Hayden .
The moment I got the divorce agreement , I no longer felt any attachment to this city .
When can we go abroad ? I asked impatiently .
Are you in a hurry Marlon glanced at me , then concentrated on driving .
Hayden is getting married soon .
Dont you want to see it before you leave ?