Desire for you- ALPHA RYAN Book 1

ILAY

'Well, have you lost your tongue?...'

Did it leave me speechless? I lay there with my mouth open and looked down at Catherine, who was sleeping peacefully in my arms after vomiting her heart out again.

I sharpened my hearing and sure enough... There was a very fine pulse. I raised my eyebrows in surprise and frowned. How was that possible? Especially since she had been "dead"... How could an embryo survive that?

I swallowed hard and felt like I was going dizzy. A heat came over me and I undid the top button of my shirt.

"Ryan, you fucking dog..." I growled quietly to myself. Apparently Catherine was still clueless. That also explained the behavior of Ryan and his wolf. His wolf must have sensed the pregnancy, they were better than demons in that respect. After all, I've been alive for over a thousand years and I've never come across a pregnant woman. It was different with the wolves. They mated regularly to produce their heirs and maintain the pack with offspring.

I rubbed my temples and sighed. I could hardly "take out" a child from her. Damn it, my mate was pregnant and I wasn't even angry about it? What had gotten into me? The healthy Elijah would snap and give that wolf hell.... The current Elijah even felt a spark of joy... -Fucking companion band.

I bit my lower lip... I had to stop Ryan somehow, the game wasn't over yet. I had to win Catherine over somehow, partly because I really wanted her for myself and partly to show that macho asshole where the hangman lies.

'Congratulations, it looks like you've finally managed to do something right. It's just too bad that you're perpetuating your stupidity,' I shot back, looking down at Catherine.

'It's in the eye of the beholder, two to zero for Team Ryan, you're way behind Ilay... probably even in the minus range...' Ryan boasted to himself.

'You want to play dirty, Ryan? Then I'll show you what it means to play dirty with a demon.... Just because I haven't had my cock in some bitch doesn't mean I don't know anything about pleasuring a woman.

'I'm laughing my ass off... You know what Ilay? I'll even give you a head start by taking care of some more business here in the pack. You have a maximum of three hours. No, wait, we'll make it four. I'm known for being generous... Let's see how far you'll get, because knowing MY Catherine, you won't get far.'

I stared into space and suddenly grinned in amusement at this 'Fine, you do four hours and I'll tell you it'll be done in two'.

I shook my head with a grin. 'Oh, Ryan, if you knew how horny your companion is right now, you'd wish you were lying here next to her getting laid. Too bad I'm the one lying here. He was probably too sure about Catherine... He didn't realize what it meant to be only half marked.

I gently ran my fingers over her black hair. She was turned to face my chest and had one of her legs tucked between mine. I stroked my fingers along her body and finally reached her bottom. Her velvet nightgown had ridden up due to her position, giving me a full view of her bare skin. I let my hand rest on her bottom and squeezed lightly.

Apparently that was enough to elicit a purr from Catherine as she slept. I had to bite my lower lip, because I had been waiting for this moment all my life. But I hadn't expected my companion to be pregnant.

Damn and already my lust was gone. The thought that she was carrying Ryan's child somehow turned me off. It got better and better...

Catherine snuggled closer to me in her sleep and pressed her knee against my crown jewels. Oh damn... I looked up at the ceiling and frowned.

Could she even have sex in a pregnant state or would that harm the baby? I didn't want to do the wrong thing and then be the scapegoat for everything again...

I licked my lips and pulled out my cell phone. Dr. Google could certainly help... So search term: sexual intercourse during pregnancy.

I felt like a fool and almost had to laugh at myself... Sad.

Turns out, according to Dr. Google, it wasn't so dangerous after all, which meant I had a storm-free ride. I just need to block out the baby part and it'll be fine.... Right? Could I just block that part out? Maybe now at the beginning, but at the latest when she's running around with a ball, it won't be so pleasant for me anymore.

Son of a bitch. Why did they have to punish me with this?

The whole thing was harder than I thought, at least I had remorse, which I guess is in short supply with Ryan.

Catherine moved even closer to me, bumping and tormenting me with her knee in my crotch. "If you keep this up, things are going to be different around here..." I whispered softly in her ear, biting my lower lip. She mumbled something half asleep and only pressed herself closer to me.

I sank into Catherine's thoughts and searched even further, looking for clues that I had missed. It was going nowhere though, I was prevented from seeing that part of her.

Catherine's dreams were a mess and I wondered how she managed to stay so calm. Eventually everything calmed down and she dreamt of me. She dreamed of me marking her. In reality, she got goose bumps and just snuggled up to me even more. I didn't know whether it was a nightmare for her or more of a wet dream, because in her emotional state she was visibly taken with it. A small smile played around my lips and I gently stroked her back.

Suddenly she gasped and stared at me with wide eyes. She looked like a deer that had sensed her danger and wanted to run away.

She immediately pulled away from me "I'm sorry." she said, looking at me uncertainly.

"What are you sorry for?" I asked her and sat up.

"I can't explain why I fell asleep in your arms earlier..."

"Hmm, I would strongly suggest that you feel comfortable in my arms?" I shrugged my shoulders and smiled at her.

She didn't say anything in response and looked out of the window.

"Do you still not want to admit that to yourself?" I asked her and raised my eyebrows.

She turned her head back to me and probably didn't know what to say in response.

"Am I actually making you speechless or do you just not want to admit it?" I sat closer to her and took her hand, interlacing my fingers with hers.

She stared into my eyes and still didn't say anything. Her blue eyes sparkled like two crystals and were as blue as the deep sea.

"Are you seriously telling me that that kiss earlier felt wrong, Catherine?" I whispered softly and moved closer to her.

She didn't move this time. I put my other hand on her cheek and pulled her face closer to me. We were a few millimeters away from kissing.

"Tell me you don't want me and I'll disappear forever..." I looked down at her lips. They were pink and I felt the need to just kiss them.

"Say it..." I demanded quietly of her.

She swallowed hard and looked into my eyes too. I could smell her arousal and was now almost going mad too.

"I-I can't do it..." came out of her almost silently.

"I know you can't..." I pressed my lips gently to hers and kissed her. Surprisingly, she made no effort to break away from me. Our kiss became wilder and more sensual. She put her hands on my cheeks and sat on my lap.

I ran my hands along her upper body and elicited a soft gasp from her.

I turned her over onto the bed so that she was now lying on her back and ran my fingers to her hairline. I gently pulled her hair to expose her neck to me. I gave her several kisses at her mark.

The kisses on the mark caused her to go almost insane with desire and only wanted more. "Mhmm Ilay..." she moaned and dug her fingers into my back.

My pants felt fucking tight and I felt the need to rip her clothes and mine off and fuck her senseless.

Why not do it now if we're already in the mood?

I took Catherine's nightgown in my hands in front of her breasts and tore it in two with ease.

Before she could say anything, I was already kissing her and she returned the kiss just as wildly. She buried her fingers in my hair and bit my lower lip.

Cheeky thing. I had to grin under the kiss and couldn't stop myself from touching her breasts.

They were beautiful and filled both my hands. I massaged them gently and pressed lightly on her nipples, which were rock hard by now. It wasn't just her nipples that were rock hard, my cock was just as bad. She tugged at the buttons of my shirt and ripped my shirt open too.

"Are you still going to reject me, Catherine?" I whispered in her ear and grabbed her ass roughly with my hands and gave her a slap. I could smell her arousal all over the room. As aroused as she was, her underpants were already damp.

I pulled the thong to one side and pushed my fingers inside her as she squirmed with pleasure in the satin sheets.

"N-no!" She gasped out, slowly getting into a frenzy with her breathing.

"Say you want me...." I commanded her as I slid my fingers deeper into her.

"I want you..." She moaned out and had her fingers clawed into my back again.

I spread her legs open and took her vagina with my mouth as she surrendered completely to her ecstasy.

As she climaxed, I kissed up her belly to her breasts and was back at her neck. To top it all off, I bit her mark again.

Catherine was probably beside herself with all the moments of happiness I was giving her. I finally turned her onto her stomach and pulled her over my lap.

"You want to know what they do to naughty girls like you? I've waited a lifetime for you and what do you do? Do you know how angry I was when I found out you were..." I couldn't finish the sentence as I couldn't resist the urge to spank her ass gently.

"Ow, Ilay! That hurts!" She said with a laugh, apparently enjoying it "I-I didn't know I had two mates!" She tried to apologize.

"Mhmm, you're right, but that still won't stop me from spanking you and fucking you good. Got it?" I gave her another slap and pinched her ass, making her yelp again. I couldn't help grinning and let her back onto the bed. I pulled her legs out of the bed so that she was only lying on the bed with her upper body.

I dropped my pants and stood behind her with my aroused cock and leaned forward towards her.

"Tell me you want this...." I whispered in her ear. To add a little emphasis, I stroked her labia with my fingers and felt her knees buckle slightly. "I want it..." she gasped softly. "Take me... please." She moaned out again and pressed her whole bottom against me now .

"Oh sweetie... you're going to want this so many more times." I gave her a peck on the back of her neck and leaned back again.

I placed my tip at her entrance and finally penetrated her gently. I couldn't help but moan, because this feeling was simply indescribably hot.

The more I thrust into her, the wetter it became and my cock was completely wet with her juices.

Catherine also moaned loudly and let her upper body relax on the bed, but clutched the bedclothes with her hands as if her life depended on it.

Who knows? Maybe I could just fuck the thing out of her?

That thought made me pause inside for a second, fucking asshole RYAN!

It was that dog's fault, a child couldn't help the circumstances and so I put the thought out of my mind and carried on gently, because I certainly wasn't going to let Ryan spoil my fun.

Catherine was getting closer and closer to her climax as her moans became louder and her knees weaker and weaker. She could barely stay on her feet. I held her by the hips and thrust into her until I finally climaxed myself and poured myself into her.

I was completely out of breath by now and leaned over her. I pulled out of her and took her in my arms to lay her right on the bed. I also lay down next to her and pulled her closer to me. She finally looked up at me and I sensed an uneasiness in her emotions, a guilty conscience towards Ryan.

"Is something wrong?" I asked her, running a hand over her hair. She shook her head slightly "No, I just can't understand what's got into me... Why I suddenly got involved in all this... I even feel guilty towards Ryan now and I don't really know how to explain it to him..." She sighed softly and leaned against me.

"Well, there's nothing we can do about it. We're both your mates and if you chose one of us, your life would be a lot easier..." I said, shrugging my shoulders as if it was nothing.

She shook her head "That's not possible Ilay..." she whispered softly.

You can't do that? Oh, yes, it would work.

"Why wouldn't it work? Can you explain it to me?" I asked her.

She bit her lower lip and said nothing. "I've already said it, actually... It's not possible."