Cruel Destiny

Natasha POV

I cleared my throat and gave him a small smile and said "Hello I am Natasha."

"Nice to meet you, Natasha. Please take a seat." He said with a beautiful smile.

I took a seat in front of him and looked down at my joined hands.

I was very anxious about this as I didn't know if he was going to judge me or not.

"So I have checked your blood pressure and your weight. You are underweight according to a 4-month pregnant woman. Your BP is high and it's not normal. You have to stop drinking coffee." He said the last sentence with a chuckle.

I lowered my eyes and I could feel the heat spreading on my cheeks. His mother must have told him about coffee.

"I'll stop drinking coffee," I told him softly.

He closed the file and looked at me then asked "Why didn't you visit a gynecologist when you got to know that you are pregnant."

I licked my lips and said, "I didn't know that we have to visit a doctor."

"It's okay. But after today you have to visit monthly for a check-up. So that we can monitor your pregnancy." He said with a serious look.

I nodded my head and asked, "My baby is alright right?"

"For that, we have to do an ultrasound. Come on" He said and stood up from his chair.

I stood up too and laid down on the bed as he told me. He then told me to lower my pants and tuck my top underneath my breast.

I did what he had told me. He squirted some type of gel on my stomach and I flinched due to its coldness.

"Sorry," he said with a smile.

I just shook my head and said "It's ok"

He then picked up the ultrasound wand and started to move it around my lower stomach.

He was constantly looking at the screen. I turned my gaze too but got confused as I couldn't see anything.

"There is your baby," he said and pointed toward a little body type thing.

"There is the head and two hands and legs." He pointed toward the screen

And this time I could see the baby's head and it's hands and legs. It is so small and tiny.

Tears fell from my eyes after looking at the proof that I am indeed pregnant and there is a baby inside me. "Here is the heartbeat" As soon as Dr. Allen completed his sentence, I could hear a fast heartbeat. "The baby's heartbeat is okay. But we have to wait for a month to know its gender." He said with a nod. "Okay," I said and sniffled.

He gave me some tissues and I wiped the gel from my stomach and adjusted my clothes.

Then we again sat on our respective chairs. He started to write something on the file.

He looked up at me from the file and stared at it for a few seconds then shook his head.

I looked at him with a confused face but didn't say anything. He gave me a prescription along with my file.

"You have to take this prenatal vitamin for the rest of your pregnancy along with these medicines." He said and pressed his lips. "Now, you have to visit next month for the checkup. And in that checkup, we will check the gender of the baby." He continued

I nodded and said "Thank you. It was nice to meet you."

I stood up and he nodded and said "We will meet soon as my mother won't stop telling me about you, Natasha."

I gave him a smile and walked out of the cabin. I looked at my mobile and saw that it's 8 pm.

I sighed and went out of the clinic. I started to walk toward the bus station.

I rubbed my stomach which was growling. I have to eat more as Dr. Allen has told me that I am underweight.

But if I eat more then how will I save money for my money. It looks like I have to find another job after the delivery of the baby.

I sat inside the bus and reached my home after half an hour. I walked inside my apartment and locked the door.

I moved straight to the kitchen and started to prepare my dinner.

I prepared it within 15 minutes and saw that I have only half an hour before I have to leave for the club.

I didn't get any time to rest today and my eyes are closing. Thank god now I am not having morning sickness.

I had very bad morning sickness in the first trimester. I couldn't keep anything in my stomach.

I quickly ate my dinner so that I could lie down for some time but to my bad luck, my phone started to ring.

I took the phone from the table in the living room and walked toward the room.

I looked at the name and I got shocked after watching the name. It was from Liam.

I frowned and thought 'why is he calling me?'. I was pondering whether I should attend his call or not.

But the phone stopped ringing and I didn't call him back. I don't know what was his reason to call me and I don't want to know it.

The phone again rang and this time I picked it up and said "Hello"

"Why didn't you attend my call?" He asked me as soon as I said hello.

"I was busy," I replied to him with a weary voice.

I laid down on the bed and sighed when my back touched the mattress. It was painful for some days.

"Anyways I wanted to know whether you have aborted that bastard or not." He asked me in a boring tone.

A tear fell down from my eyes and I rubbed my chest to ease the unbearable pain that I am feeling right now.

It's not like I was thinking that he would ask me about the child or if I am alright.

But still, I had hope that he called me to know the health of my child but no. I have to stop getting my hopes high.

"I won't abort it ever. That's my child. You had denied to accept it but I won't kill my child. And for the last, I am telling you to stop calling it a bastard. It's your child." I said with a strong voice.

My tears were falling continuously but I didn't let that waver my voice.

I can hear him laughing and then he said "My sweet Natasha, do you really think that I would accept this child. I just wanted your virgin pussy and I got it. It's a shame that you didn't suck my dick. But hey it's okay, I saved you because you would have died by choking on it."

I sobbed quietly after hearing his filthy language. I can't believe that I love that type of person.

"Stop. Don't insult my love like that. It's okay if you don't love me. But don't use this type of filthy language with me." I told him with a soft voice. "Whatever. So if you are not aborting that bast- oops child then it's okay as long as you don't tell anyone that I am your child's father." He stopped. Then continued with a dark voice "Because trust me if you told this to anyone then you won't like the consequences. I'll make your life a living hell." After that, he cut the call. I put my hands on my face and cried hard on my destiny.

I am the most unlucky person in the world. I had craved love since childhood and when I thought that I finally got it, the person broke me.

Maybe I meant to be alone. Maybe I will die alone too without anyone.

Everyone was right when they told me that I am an unlovable person in school and no one would love me.

I stared ahead at nothing. That's what I am feeling, nothing. I am feeling empty inside.

I had thought that I would be able to forget him but after getting his call, it confirmed that I won't be able to forget him ever.

I looked down at my small bump which was growing every day and asked "You won't leave me, alone baby. Do you?"

Authors Note

Hello guys

Hope you liked it

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I was crying while writing the convo between Liam and Natasha.

Must be PMS.

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