Caged Between the beta & alpha

It terrified me knowing that deep down he felt like he wouldn’t make it .
I saw him fighting .
Even at night , he’d wake up and hold me tight , his heart thundering as the darkness surged .
I felt him weaken as he repeatedly hurt himself to contain the threat he may become .
The emotions in his kiss terrified me .
It told me how much he loved me , how much he wanted to be with me , yet the fear that he’ll lose me ....
” So ... tell me , what colour I should wear tomorrow ?
” I asked , looking up into those gorgeous cerulean eyes that I loved as a new song began playing .
” Hmm ....
I actually have something for you .
” He said smiling softly His eyes sparkled as he caressed my cheek before cupping my chin .
” I hope you like it ” ” Ooo an outfit ... I do like it ! Even if I haven’t seen it ! ” I said kissing his thumb that was rubbing my bottom
lip He smiled in amusement before his gaze fell to my lips as he licked his own lush ones .
I wrapped my mouth around his thumb , taking it fully into my mouth , letting my tongue stroke it as I sucked on i t for a moment ,
my eyes watching him seductively , my core throbbing with a need only he could satiate .
” Fuck love .
” He growled huskily , pulling me close and kissing me hard .
This was the life .
LIAM It was much later , everyone had eaten and drunk a lot .
I had gone easy on the drinks , having two and that’s it .
With the darkness looking for any chance to seep out , I needed to be in my right fucking mind .

We were seated at a table ; Zack , Taylor , Damon , Raven and I playing spin the bottle .
A game that Taylor insisted we play .
” Ok ok , how old were you Zack when you lost your virginity ? ” Taylor asked , smiling goofily .
The dude sure was drunk .
” Thirteen .
” Zack said , making Taylor pout .
” That’s early ! ” ” You asked , babe .
” Zack replied , kissing him hard .
Taylor pulled him close , although there wasn’t much space left between them .
The rest of us exchanged looks as Raven giggled , watching them .
” How old are you ? ” I asked her , standing u p .
Her reply was only to whistle and giggle again .
Damon chuckled .
” Go home , guys .
” He teased .
The three of us went over to the side .
The party was still going strong , and I knew it would continue for another few hours .
” Aunty seems happier lately .
” Raven said , looking over at Monica , who was now sitting with Mom and Dad as Mom hugged her .

” Yeah , I think having more people around her has really helped . ” Damon said guiltily .
I knew he was probably feeling awful that he had to leave her often .
” You have work , don’t feel bad , no one realised we could have done more ... I’m sure we can make sure Aunty always has
someone around her .
” I said , frowning thoughtfully .
” She’s aware that Dad isn’t here ... But she’s coping .
, ” Damon whispered , his eyes on his mother .
” Yeah , losing a mate isn’t easy .
” Raven said quietly .
All eyes were on Aunty Monica , but I won’t deny that we were all thinking of our own situation ... I realised Damon only had his
mother ... and Raven ... she only had us ... Her family was gone .
” Ooo they are cutting the cake ! ” I smiled , watching her .
Dad had cut the cake and Mom had fed him a piece a while ago , but it hadn’t been cut up for the rest until now .
Trust Raven to want some , but i n the process , she left me and Damon alone with that mate comment hanging in the air ... I
decided to ask him the question that was on my mind .
” Why didn’t you tell me you two had rejected each other ? I swear I didn’t know , or I wouldn’t have said- ”
” I know you didn’t .
You’re not a sly ” person , Liam .
You’re straight up .
I knew you didn’t know and Raven confirmed that .
We did what was best , for all of us ... ” He said quietly , looking up at the sky , sighing deeply .

It ” It takes a lot .
Thank you .
” I said quietly , looking at him .
” It does , but that’s the difference between us ..
You’re an Alpha and I’m a Beta .
” He smiled despite the pain in his voice , but his words hit home .
” We won’t ever be equal , no matter how much we say it .
” I didn’t say anything , I couldn’t .
I was an Alpha , and it was in my blood to be possessive , but in the process , I had made him feel inferior ... That was never the
intention .
“
That’s not true Damon , my behaviour does not mean- ‘ ” I love you , Liam , you are my Alpha , but don’t use that line .
We both know we aren’t equal .
” He said quietly , his eyes full of hurt , hurt that he usually masked so well .
” Guys , come here ! ” Raven shouted .
” Come on .
” Damon said , patting my shoulder .
“
Damon .
” He paused , glancing back at me .

” Yeah ? ” ” I may have wanted her all for myself , but never once did I think that I deserved her more than you because my rank
was higher than yours .
I’ve always loved her , since I was young , that was all I could think of .
That I loved her first ... It was never because I was an Alpha and you weren’t .
” I said quietly .
I needed him to know that .
” Isn’t it the same thing ? ” He asked quietly .
I didn’t reply , unable to .
If anything were to happen to me ....
Maybe they could be together ... Maybe that’s why she was given two mates ? I watched him walk off , thinking he’d once said
he’d die for me ... Didn’t he realise I’d do the same for him too ? ” Liam ? ” Raven said , coming over holding a plate piled high
with two , no three , large slices of cake .
” Yes , beautiful .
” I said softly as she caressed my face with her free hand .
” Are you ok ?
” I nodded , ” That’s a lot of cake for one bite – sized she -wolf .
” I teased .
She pouted .
” One was for you .
” She said .
I raised an eyebrow .

” Was it ? Or were you planning on taking y share ? ” I asked .
my s ” Not at all ... I mean , you should offer it to me because I need to eat lots to grow ... but that wasn’t the plan .
” She said , blinking u p at me .
Oh , it was definitely the plan , when it came to sweet treats , Raven could eat lots .
I chuckled ,
” Depends on what I get in return ? ” 1 asked .
” And now your bartering , shouldn’t mates be willing to give up everything for the other ? ” She complained , sounding cute .
” I still want something in return .
” I wrapped my arm around her as she did her best to keep her plate upright , and it was at that moment that I felt a wave of
coldness wash over me .
Something wasn’t right .
I may not have the ability to foresee like Kiara . But I have always been very intuitive .
It was the same when we had pinpointed where the witch Endora was trying to resurrect was buried .
I just ... felt i t .
I looked around sharply , the sound of Raven’s voice fading away , my eyes burning a magnetic blue .
I could see the kids playing together ... Azura now in Mom’s lap ... No , it’s not ...
I turned scanning the crowd , watching Damon walk back towards the wall where we had been not long ago ... and it was then
that I saw it .
The flash of something out there , hiding i n the trees , metres beyond the wall .
My heart thundered in my chest , as I saw the glint of metal , and I realised what it was ...
Time seemed to slow down , my heart .

thundering in my ears as my eyes homed i n on the man who was holding one of the deadly assault rifles we had designed only
to use on the Wendigos years ago ... Weapons that were now meant to be locked away ... A weapon that was pointed towards
us , with Damon being in its first line of range , eating his cake unsuspecting .
My instincts kicked in and I pushed Raven to the ground .
” GET DOWN ! ” I shouted , as I rushed towards Damon in a flash , spinning him
around , shielding him with my own body a s I heard the shots go off .
Screams erupted in the air , pain ripping through m e , knocking the breath from me .
Pain , suffocating pain ....
My entire back was screaming in burning agony , spreading through my entire body .
I couldn’t breathe , I couldn’t .....
The growls of wolves filled the air as Damon turned , his eyes wide in shock as h e stared at me , catching me before I fell .
I said I’d die for you too ... My eyes stung as I realised this was it ....
I never got to say goodbye to her ... Her piercing scream of despair ripped through my heart .
I had failed her .
I wanted to see her ... One last time to tell her I loved her ... but I couldn’t link ... I looked up at Damon’s hazy face .
He was saying something , panic and fear in his voice .
I wanted to tell him ... to take care of her ... I felt my heart palpitate before it seemed t o slow .
The agonising pain was fading ... and darkness was surrounding me .
Was this what death felt like ? Was my time truly over ? RAVEN My heart shattered when I felt agony tear through me , as I
watched Liam pull Damon away from the wall ...

Watching my love take the rain of bullets , the smell of his blood and wolfsbane hung in the air , his pain and sadness washing
through the bond .
A scream left my lips as I ran towards him .
All I could think of was the seal on his healing .
Many wolves rushed past , heading to the attacker , but all I could think of was my mate ... ” Liam ! ” I cried as Damon placed
him on his side .
” Fuck ! ” He whispered , he was shaking I was about to look when he shook his head , placing his hand on my shoulder .
” Don’t look .
” ” Liam baby , ” I whimpered , cupping Liam’s handsome face instead .
His heartbeat was fading , I couldn’t think straight ... This can’t be happening ....
He couldn’t heal ! He can’t ... “
He can’t heal ! His healing is sealed ! ” I sobbed as if someone could fix this .
” ” What do you mean , Raven ?! ” Damon asked urgently .
” No ... No , Liam , wake up ! ” I cried , cradling his head to my chest .
He can’t die , or I don’t want to live anymore .
Goddess , take me instead ! ” Liam ! ” Aunty Red called .
” Raven , what d o you mean he can’t heal ?!
She looked ghostly , tears streaming.down her cheeks .
” He got Delsanra to seal his abilities away so he wouldn’t hurt anyone if he lost control ! ” ” No wonder ... I couldn’t sense his
Alpha Aura ... ” Aunty Red murmured .
” We need something to lift him onto ! To get him to the hospital ! ” I stared down at him ....

This was a nightmare ... It’s not real ... I couldn’t breathe ... I can’t ... I don’t want to live without him ... I need him ! The pain
inside of me was ripping me apart , tearing into me like a thousand beasts ready to kill , each passing moment more painful than
the last .
My head was pounding , my heart was squeezing ...
I felt someone dragging me away from Liam .
” Let go of me ! ” I struggled , tears blurring my vision .
I need him ! ” He’ll be ok .
” Damon’s soothing voice came , but it was lies ! I could hear it in his voice , the broken tone of defeat .
The two doctors were shaking their heads and pointing at his back .
” ....
can’t move him ....
” ” He’ll die ... ” ” It’s too late ... ” No.
NO ! It’s not too late ! ” I need him ! Let go of me ! ” I screamed .
I won’t let him go ! I twisted in Damon’s arms , slamming my elbow into his ribs as hard as I could , and broke free , rushing to
Liam’s side .
Aunty Red was sitting there frozen , her face ghostly white .
I pushed through , lifting Liam’s head in my hands .
You are my world .
I won’t be able to live if my world is gone .
I looked at his handsome face , tears streaming down my cheeks .

The fight isn’t over until we take our last breath .
I kissed his unmoving lips , and for a moment everything faded away ... The soft tingle of a dying bond remained ... There’s
nothing worth living for if he’s gone .
I looked down at his neck , my heart pounding , my eyes flashing before I bent down , extracting my canines and sinking them
into his neck .
Marking Him ... I felt the flicker of the spark flare through us as I felt the bond becoming complete .
His heart skipped a beat , picking up for a moment , and my heart leapt with hope .
” Please , blue eyes , look at me .
” I begged .
” We need to get the bullets out .
Just try ! ” Aunty Red was shouting .
” Contact Kiara ! ” D ” Luna , please listen , he ... there’s no hope .
” One of the doctors was whispering .
I stared down at him , begging him silently .
Wake up , baby ... Please wake up ...
His heart thumped , once ... twice ... and then ... It stopped .
I felt something being torn from my chest , agony slicing through me like a million lashes .
” NO ! ” Aunty Red’s scream filled the sky .
I closed my eyes as pain I had never felt before wrapped around me ... I couldn’t breathe .

The pain inside of me was crushing me . Goddess ... If you are to take him , then you will take me too ... I opened my eyes , as
tears streamed down
my cheeks , staring down into the face of the man I loved ... Reality hit me brutally , wreaking havoc in my life in a way I never
thought was possible , completely destroying me .
Only one reality rang clear in that raging storm .
Liam was gone .