Alpha Lucias’ Banished Luna by ANNA

Chapter 11 

Emilina – 

“Lucias! Wh–what… ah…” 

When did he come? I tried to push him away from my b*dy but I couldn’t even fight against his strength. Why is he acting like this? Is he drunk? No… he’s not drunk! I don’t feel any alcohol scent on him. I was sleeping and suddenly I felt someone was touching me. As soon as I woke up, he k*ssed me giving me no chance to react. I have no words to explain how shocked I am right now because of this man’s sudden appearance. 

“Lucias! Please…” 

I tried to push him away but he didn’t even listen to me. He ripped my dress from my b*dy. His hands are gripping my thighs while his l*ps are on my n*eck nibbling my skin crazily. What’s wrong with him? I gripped his shoulders trying to push him away. Why is he acting like this? He locked me up in a room and now he’s trying to do this! Does he only want this thing from me? Does he have no pity towards me? 

“Why are you doing this to me? Ah…” 

He’s forcing himself on me which I don’t want him to do. He seems reckless and lost his sanity. I can’t feel him as the normal man as he always was. What’s wrong with him? I don’t understand. Soon after I felt him entering me. His actions are rougher than usual. Even his strength is challenging me. I could barely endure all his actions. I gripped the bedsheet tightly while trying so hard to be calm while he was using me as he pleased. 

“Lucias…. Stop… I can’t anymore” I cried out when I felt I’m going to faint. His unimaginable stamina exhausts me. His strength could crush me within a second and his actions aren’t gentle at all. He wasn’t like this before. Even though he took me here, he didn’t act like this when he slept with me. Is he angry at me for what happened in the morning? Is this why he’s acting like this? 

When will I be able to leave here? When can I just leave this man and go to my baby? I can’t wait to be free from him! Tears filled in my eyes as I totally gave up on trying to stop him from hurting me right now. He will stop when he’s done. After all, he wanted me for one thing and this is it. He uses me for his pleasure and Iris wolf’s pleasure. That’s all! I don’t know how long he kept doing this but finally he stopped. Then he rolled away from my b*dy and sat up on the bed. 

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I have no idea how to explain how hurt I am right now. With all the love I have for him, when he treats me like this, it’s killing me. He clearly knows that I love him and loved him but why? He’s keeping me here forcefully and doing this as if he was a beast with no heart. I pulled the quilt and covered my b*dy. I didn’t want to cry miserably in front of him but I couldn’t hold my tears. It hurts… this is so painful. Why is he so cruel to me? 

“You… are keeping me here only for S**?” 

I moved my eyes to him. My words made his jaws clenched. I can see the side view of his handsome face. Is he doing this to me intentionally or is he suffering from something else? Why can’t he talk to me? Oh… why am I even expecting that he would say anything to me? He’s the man who rejected me without giving me at proper reason. Don’t expect anything from a man like him, Emilina! I told myself. 

Lucias got up from the bed and wore his pants. When I saw his face, all I could see. was some unknown and unrecognizable emotions. Seeing him, looking at me like that weakned my heart. I felt utterly miserable. Part of me wants to go to my son so badly while the other part of me wants to know why Lucias is like this. He has never been like this. Maybe this is how he vents his anger on me for running away from him early in the morning. 

“Why… Why are you hurting me like this? What’s wrong with you? I don’t want to be here as your slut when you already have a wife! Let me go!” 

I didn’t hold back when I hissed at him throwing the half empty water glass at him.. I knew that he would dodge it. As I expected, he simply dodged my attack and took a step forward to the bed. I have nothing to do other than begging him to let go of me. I haven’t seen my baby in days… I don’t know how he’s doing. I know that Jerral and his mom would be taking cae of my baby but as his mother… I need to be with him. 

“Lucias….. What is this drama? Tell me! You have no reason to do all these things to me. If you only want to sleep with me just because our mate bonds, I promise that I will come to you. I will let you do this from time to time but please don’t keep me here like this. I need to leave. There’s a child waiting for me. Don’t be cruel” ever since I met him after years, I’m crying. He made me cry for the first time after our wedding night and that thing still makes me cry. When will this stop? When will I be able to let go of this pain and be free from this man? 

“After all you wanted one thing from me and this is it. Since you only want me for this, I will give it. I will meet you secretly but please let me go now. I promise I will 

come. 

Why am I so pathetic? Why do I have to sleep with the man who the moon. goddess chose for me secretly? We got married. We were a couple and we were together but look at us now. I feel as if I have become his mistress now. 

“I want you. That’s why I’m keeping you. What are you telling me to do, Lina?” He wants me? Heh… why is he asking me what to do? He should know what to do! 

“You want me? For S**?” His strong fists curled upwards to tight balls when he heard me. He climbed onto the bed again. I won’t stay still if he’s going to do this. again. 

“It’s not all about f**king S**, Emilina! Why do you keep repeating this? You are acting as if I have never ever treated you well! For the fuck’s sake listen to me.” 

He yanked me by my hand as he said that. I couldn’t help but think about the happy time we spent together before everything happened. He treated me well… he treated me so well but wasn’t he the one who dropped everything? He completely ruined me. He had no reason for that! I have never done anything wrong to him either. So why? Why did he do that to me? 

“You treated me well but weren’t you the same person who ruined everything between us? How can I trust you again? How can I believe you when you say that you want me? After throwing me out of your life, you got married to Lucias! Look at you! You are married! You have another woman in your life! And now you are saying that you want me. What is this nonsense? Are you playing with me?” 

I pulled my hand from him. Emotions and the pain I endured for years are controlling me. I couldn’t stop myself from saying all these things. I don’t know what happened in his life after I left and I don’t think he was sad or suffering because he lost me. He was living well according to what I think. I saw how he let his new wife hold his arm. What a perfect couple they were! When I thought about the image of him and that woman, I felt burning pain along with anger. 

“You knew how much I loved you. You knew how much I wanted to be with and spend my life with you but still… you left me.” Lucias‘ face turned pale. 

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“What were you hiding from me all the time? You had secrets, didn’t you? You had so many things that you didn’t tell me right?” I asked him. I know that I can’t forget him and move on. I have already given birth to his child which reminds me of him all the time. And the love I had for him is still here in my heart. 

“I want to know what changed you after one night! I want to know every single reason! You were the man who didn’t lay a finger on me until our wedding! No matter how hard it was for you to control your wolf around me, you still waited 

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until we got married. And as soon as we slept together you rejected me in the morning saying you don’t love me and hate me. Why was that?” Lucias‘ eyebrows twitched. I could see the discomfort in his face as he stared at me. It was as if he was trying to recall something but he cannot do it. 

“I still can’t believe that you didn’t love me. I still can’t bring myself to believe that you hated me.” I stopped speaking. 

I wanted to say so many things and I have to say so many things but I decided to stop speaking as I felt there was no use of talking about the past now. Things happened. He changed. He left me. He rejected me… what more do I have to talk about? Rather than accepting the fact, I have nothing to do. 

“Emilina… I…” 

Lucias tried to say something but he stopped speaking. My heart stopped beating for a moment when I looked at his face. My whole world collapsed when I witnessed him bleeding. A thick line of blood dripping from the corner of his mouth and his face had turned completely pale. 

Wh–what is happening? Since when did he become like this? He never had this kind of problem when I was with him. A reflective shudder ran down through my spine. I immediately moved towards him and held him. 

“Lucias….. You are mouth bleeding… no… your nose too” I lost my sanity when blood dripped down through his nose.