A Kiss For Your Freedom

- Well, go ahead, it's not so serious, as long as you have a wife, your descendants will be assured.

~The problem is not that he is a man, but rather who he is.

~ What do you mean who he is?

- He comes from our Luna's pack, which he fled after losing his companion in a battle against ours.

The words flowed out as if saying them any faster made them less real.

- Damn Jason. And you knew that before you marked it?

“I knew it,” I said, sighing.

- You have to go home. We need to talk about this face to face and not on the phone. Don't forget that I remain your Alp do what I tell you. Come home.

He uses this voice that pushes me into submission, at least in ordinary times because the heat that radiates from my ma seems to overpower his power over me, the impact of his command. I see Dorian come into the kitchen and put his arms around me before kissing my cheek.

- OK, I'll come, but I won't leave them, any of them. They are mine and it is my duty to do everything to make them happy ~ 1 know, but you also have other duties.

I end the conversation and hang up as he pours himself a cup of coffee.

~1 didn't mean to bother you, I just felt like you needed a little help. It's this brand that never seems to want to calm dov he says as if to justify himself.

- You don't bother me, on the contrary. I just need to sort this out with my pack. I can't cut it.

-And what do you plan to do? Drag us there? Forcing us to live in the middle of a pack that won't want us.

- The pack wouldn't do that, but no, I'm not going to force you to do anything. I've loved Emma since I laid my eyes on he sacrificed her once, I wouldn't do it again. As for you, you know as much as I do that we will end up being as close as we 2 with her. For the moment it's as if we're learning to discover each other but I feel it, our bond is getting stronger every minute and you know like me that when we really let each other go, I'll love you as much as she does. I will not abandon you, 1 will not force you to follow me, it is up to me to do everything to be with you. There may be other Betas, if I didn't know Steeven since we were kids, I sure wouldn't be.

~ Would you be ready to give up everything? Your rank, your pack, your Alpha?

I've felt like some kind of zombie this past year. Knowing that she existed, that I had smelled and tasted her and yet she was far from me. When he took power, we had to rebuild everything, there was a lot of work to do. We were starting to ha epidemics due to lack of infrastructure. I couldn't abandon them, there would have been deaths, even more deaths. So I did what 1 had to do. I went back there. I worked like crazy and it paid off. Yet as the pack grew, I was wasting away. That's why he sent me to this festival, so that I could have fun, so that I could relax. I gave to the pack and to my Alpha, I sacrificed enough. I won't leave you and I won't take you there.

~ When do you have to go?

~ This morning. I will do it as quickly as possible.

- Yeah, I'm not a fan of the idea of you going al one, it might not go as well as you think.

- Steeven was my friend before he was my Alpha. He won't do anything. On the other hand, could you take Emma to work would like to leave quickly to sort this out.

- No problem, I admit that the motorbike ride is much more pleasant when she is behind me.

~1 would really like to take a ride with you too.

I see that he is surprised by my words, yet I walk towards him and push him to put down his cup before seizing his lips.

~ I'm sure it shouldn't be unpleasant at all, I said before starting again.

I love the way he reacts. The way he is sometimes embarrassed, sometimes full of passion like now, while our tongues dance against each other and those hands are already sliding up my back, clinging to me.

- Promise me to be careful, he says as the glow of his Wolf surfaces.

- Promise, I said before capturing those lips again.

I grab his waist and lift him slightly, enough so that he sits on the counter with his arms around my neck. I know we're bo holding back. The fact that we are two men restricts us in our movements, in our enthusiasm, as if we were afraid of reall going to the end of things. Yet, the way he reaches out to me, the way he sighs against my lips, I know he wants it as muc as I do.

- You are really beautiful, I said to him in a low voice. I love the way you react when I kiss you, the way your body calls to me.

“How can you make me feel like this?” he said, looking into mine.

1 return the question to you Dorian. How do you manage to make me want it so much that it's almost painful, I said, moving my hips between those thighs.

- I'm not ready.

- 1 know, not yet, but it will come and soon you too will be entirely mine, I said before kissing him again.

- But nothing is stopping us from continuing a little, unless you are in such a hurry?

I smile, tightening my grip on his waist as my hips undulate with a little more force. I slide my other hand through his hai pulling his head back a little before happily biting into the skin of his neck.

I feel him trembling in my arms, tensing a little more while he in turn moves, grunting slightly. My Wolf is taking over littl by little, he wants it too, as much as I do and the words pass the barrier of my lips before I can hold them back.

~ Tell me you want it Dorian. Tell me you really like me, handsome guy.

He growls a little louder, he likes the way I talk to him, his Wolf is ready unlike him, I can feel it deep inside me.

- 1 want it, he said, sliding his hands between our bodies to pass them through my jeans. I really want it,

I slide his boxers down and grab our sexes to rub them against each other using a regular movement. He throws his head back but 1 grab his hair to force him to look at me. I want to see it, really see it. Then his gaze anchors in mine and a wave of heat takes hold of me. He's handsome, really handsome. And even more so when he's having fun.

“Keep going he said between grunts.

This is the first time he's spoken to me at the same time. And his voice, these sighs only make me want him even more. I speed up slightly, enough for him to grunt quite loudly while clinging to me. It's good. Really good, different from Emma t with him, I feel like I'm taking one step after another and what I discover only makes me want to see more.

He starts to tremble a little more, it's enough for the pleasure to overwhelm me as it spreads over my fingers. I kiss him quickly while catching my breath before telling him,

1 swear that when you're ready, you won't regret it.

- 1 don’t doubt it, but at that moment, Emma will be with us and the link will finally be complete, completely complete. ~1 wouldn't hurt you, I said sincerely.

-And I'm not as gullible as Emma. I know this isn't going to go well. Your pack will not accept me, Emma will never want tc enter it and you, if you leave everything, you will become an outcast, a Wolf with a price on his head. I don't believe in fai tales, nor in stories with happy endings. I've been through it before and I don't want to go through it again.

- It will not arrive. You won't lose us Dorian. I guarantee it.

- Well you probably won't get me until I know for sure, he said as he got dressed.

Sos it a challenge? Well I accept it willingly. I'm going to show them that I can take care of them, that 'm capable of leaving everything behind, of turning everything upside down just for them.

- You can believe me, I'll show you and when you're sure, you'll ask for so much more. Much more than I've already given you.

I catch him in my arms before he slips away and kiss him as Emma enters the room.

~1 think I just found the best way to wake up, she said while from here, I can smell her scent. You two are really so beautiful, she said, smiling. I love seeing you like this.

- Come here love, I said to her, reaching out a hand towards her.

She approaches without the slightest difficulty and quickly comes to kiss me, slipping into my arms. Having them both, I think it's the best thing in the world. I quickly explain things to her, her smile fades to give way to a grimace that Dorian erases by taking her in his arms.

- Don't worry my dear, in case of problems 1 will be there. Don't forget that he marked me, I feel everything he feels, if he has the slightest problem, I would react, I would intervene, I would not let him. I swear to you.

She smiles at him before snuggling into his arms while he looks at me with this sparkle in his eyes, so he's ready to go th far. To defend myself if necessary.

- Thank you handsome brown. I dont want to leave him defenseless and I can't do much. I'm not like you, I don't have yo strength, your endurance, I don't even know what I'm doing here.

- You're here because it's you, my dear. You were chosen to live with the Wolves and here you are surrounded by two Wolves who are ready to do anything for you. I would do anything for you, like 1 would do anything for him. We must not separated, ever.

- 1 agree, we have to stay together.

- That's why he’s going to go, he’s going to solve the problem and he'll come back before tonight. And if there was going t be any problem, I would go get it.